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5 years later

Westvale Manor

“Elias! Do not disturb your father when he is working!” Georgia called out as her four-year-old son raced ahead of her along the hallway.

Elias came to a halt before the door to Keaton’s studio room.

“Come in!” Keaton shouted from within.

Elias grinned and stuck a teasing tongue out at his mother. At that moment, Georgia could see her brother in miniature. She always could when Elias laughed or teased—it was an emotion common to his late uncle. Elias opened the door and bounded towards his father, who scooped him from the ground.

“His clothes are clean!” Georgia protested, “And you are covered in clay!”

Keaton grinned back, his face also smudged with the clay that was his medium when sculpting. “I love you too, dear. So… what do you think? It is finished and ready for firing.”

Georgia saw the clay bust of a man and gasped. She raised her hands to her mouth, eyes filling with tears.

“What does her face tell you, Eli?” Keaton whispered.

“She’s crying, but I think they’re happy tears. Are they happy tears, Mama?” Elias asked, frowning.

Georgia nodded wordlessly as she approached Keaton’s latest work.

“How did you manage it?” she gasped.

“I knew the shape of your face, none knows it better. I ascertained that your brother must have a similar bone structure, but broader and more masculine. And I had your descriptions of him. Is it a close enough likeness?”

Georgia stared into the eyes of the clay bust. The face was that of her brother’s. Undoubtedly.

“You depicted him smiling…” she breathed shakily.

“A difficult emotion to capture, but you did claim that was his customary expression.”

“It was. Just as it is for our Elias. It is like looking at my brother. It is remarkable.”

“After firing, it will need to be painted, something I am unqualified to do for obvious reasons, but I have the very artist for that task.”

Georgia pinched her brows. “And who is that?”

“A young man who has proved himself at the academy I founded last year. One of our first students, in fact, but I am told his work with portraiture is exceptional,” Keaton beamed.

“Do I detect a bit of pride in your voice?” Georgia said with a faint chuckle. “I am glad you learned to embrace this side of yourself, anyhow. When I first met you, it was locked away up here with no one allowed to see it.” 

She looked around the room. Every surface was filled with sculpture. Some were landscapes that Keaton knew. Others were people, busts, or statuary in clay, stone, or bronze. Now there was the Deverall Academy in a house designed for Keaton by famed architect Decimus Burton. It had put the Deverall name on the lips of the London elite, and the artists who trained there were sought after.

“It is part of me. As is my blindness. I never tried to deny being blind—I adapted to it, made it part of who I am. I never learned to do the same with my art. Until you came along.”

“It was not easy,” she groused playfully. “You would not even allow me to have the bust you made of me.”

“It was not of you but inspired by you,” he reminded gently.

“Still, I am glad that now everyone appreciates how talented my Duke of Westvale is. I will give him all the portraits I can find, those which my uncle did not allow to rot away in Roseton. This will take pride of place in the entrance hall at Roseton, so that all who go there know who was the lord of that place too,” Georgia said, fervently.

Keaton released their son, who scampered over, taking Georgia’s hand. He gazed up at the sculpture of the man for whom he was named.

“Who is he, mama?”

“My older brother, Lord of Roseton Hall,” she smiled wistfully.

“And the man who gave his life for mine. Without him, I might not be here, and neither would you,” Keaton said, standing with his family.

He reached for Georgia, putting his arm about her waist as she wrapped an arm around their son, their treasure. He kissed her, his hand stroking her stomach.

“I think you will be starting to show soon,” he whispered.

Georgia smiled, lacing her fingers through her husband’s atop her belly where their second child was growing.

“Would you like a brother or a sister, Eli?” Keaton asked suddenly.

The little boy thought for a moment. “A sister. So, I can be like a knight and protect her,” he said with the seriousness that only an earnest child can manage.

“I say! Are we permitted up here!” Amelia’s voice reached the hallway outside.

“Yes!” Keaton cried out, “The more the merrier! And for once, I am not being sarcastic when I say it!”

Georgia laughed, going to the door to greet her cousin. Geoffrey was holding her arm, and Amelia was waddling into the room slowly due to her own unborn child.

“We set off up the stairs last week,” Amelia sighed, “that is how long it takes me to get anywhere these days.”

Elias rushed to greet Aunt Amelia and Uncle Geoffrey, which was how he had always known them. Geoffrey crouched from his wife’s side to greet the boy with the typical rambunctiousness of a son of the land. He set the boy back on his feet, ruffling his hair. Keaton made his way to the couple unerringly, and neither seemed phased when he addressed them eye to eye. Georgia barely noticed his feats any longer; she was so used to them now.

“How goes the planting at Roseton, old boy?” Keaton asked, slamming a hand against Geoffrey’s shoulder.

“The rose beds around the front of the house will be spectacular when they are in bloom. I have been instructing the head groundsman on the particulars of what I am calling the Roseton cultivar. It is a new breed of my own devising. A yellow double flower,” Geoffrey explained.

“Yellow was Elias’ favorite color in flowers,” Georgia smiled.

“Well, when they are in bloom, I shall have to see them, with my nose anyway,” Keaton laughed.

“Their scent will be as spectacular as their appearance, Your Grace. So much so that my staff are already calling it the Blind Man’s Rose.”

Geoffrey immediately blanched, thinking that he had said too much. But Keaton threw back his head and laughed.

“Oh, let it be called that, I implore you. For a flower with such a scent as you describe, it is the perfect moniker.”

Georgia breathed a small sigh of relief and saw her husband take notice. There were few expressions that he did not notice, so attuned was he to her emotions.

“Shall we take tea?” Keaton suggested.

“How is your mother?” Georgia asked Amelia as they all went downstairs.

“I was hoping to break her walls down by now, but she still refuses to see Geoffrey because he does not bear a title. And I think she blames me for Papa’s death. Marrying a farmer apparently sent Papa to his early grave,” Amelia murmured.

“Nonsense!” Keaton barked, “We are all descended from farmers eventually. That’s what our earliest ancestors were. Not lords or princes.”

“Well said, Your Grace,” Geoffrey echoed with pride.

“You mustn’t believe her. It is simply bitterness,” Georgia reassured.

“I know. It took me a long time to see the truth of my parents,” Amelia sighed, “after Papa passed, I went back to Silverton for the first time since… well, since you and Keaton saved me from Lord Emsworth. I looked at the room in which you used to live. It was so small, even for a servant. I do not know how you could bear it, Georgie!”

“I did because I had hope,” Georgia managed. “I hoped that Elias would return and save me someday. Then I hoped Keaton might be my savior.”

“The truth was somewhere in between. Elias saved me so that I could save you,” Keaton smiled warmly.

“And now that the restoration of Roseton is almost complete, we will save a great deal more. When the poor and the destitute are brought to Roseton, they will have a safe place to sleep, food to eat, and the opportunity to receive an education and help find gainful employment. That must all be laid at your door, Keaton. It would not have been possible without you.”

Keaton shifted, visibly uneasy with the praise—as he always was.

“Everything we have now,” he said at last, his voice low with the quiet weight he carried these days, “we owe to one man. Elias Roseton.” He paused. “So let us raise a cup to him.”

Georgia’s gaze lingered on her husband with pride, then on their child. Then to her cousin.

Her family. Small. Imperfect. Undeniably hers.

They each lifted their glass.

“To Elias,” they all said together.

As they lowered their glasses, Amelia winced and pressed a hand to her lower back. “I do believe this little one has decided to practice their acrobatics again.”

Geoffrey was at her side instantly. “Perhaps we should return home, my dear. You need your rest.”

“Nonsense, we’ve only just arrived!” Amelia protested, though Georgia noticed her cousin’s face had gone rather pale.

“Actually,” Georgia interjected gently, “the physician did say you should not overtax yourself. And we are dining at Roseton tomorrow evening, are we not? All of us together for the unveiling of the new wing.”

“The dedication ceremony is at six o’clock sharp,” Keaton reminded them. “The tenants are quite eager to see the transformation.”

Elias looked up from his wooden blocks. “Are we going somewhere, Mama?”

“Aunt Amelia and Uncle Geoffrey must return home, darling.”

The process of seeing their guests to the carriage took longer than expected. Amelia kept remembering things she’d forgotten to mention about tomorrow’s arrangements, and Geoffrey patiently helped her up and down the carriage steps each time. The afternoon sun was warm on Georgia’s face as she waved them off, aware of Keaton standing close behind her, his hand finding the small of her back with practiced ease.

“Mrs. Pembridge,” Keaton called as they returned inside, “perhaps Master Elias would enjoy his afternoon lessons in the garden today? The weather is so fine.”

The governess appeared, understanding immediately. “Of course, Your Grace. Come along, Master Elias. We’ll take our knights outside for an adventure.”

“But Papa promised to show me the new horses in the stables!” Elias protested.

“And I shall,” Keaton laughed, ruffling his son’s hair. “But not until you have rescued Sir Galahad from that dragon. I believe you left him in quite the predicament.”

Once the house had settled into quiet, Georgia felt Keaton’s hand slide from her back to her waist, pulling her against him.

“You planned this,” she accused.

“I seized an opportunity.” His breath was warm against her neck. “Come upstairs. I want to show you something.”

“Your mysterious project?”

“…Among other things.”

He led her to his private studio, the one he’d kept locked for months. Inside, afternoon light poured through tall windows, illuminating dust motes that floated like tiny stars. The familiar scents of marble dust and linseed oil filled her lungs as her eyes adjusted to find the draped sculpture at the room’s center.

“Lock the door,” Keaton said softly.

The click of the key seemed to echo in the silence. When she turned back, he had moved to the sculpture, one hand resting on the sheet that covered it.

“I have been working on this for the last few months…” he rasped in that voice that always spelled doom—in all the right ways of course—for Georgia. “For you.”

He heaved the covering away in one smooth motion.

Georgia’s breath caught. The marble figure was her, captured in a moment of complete abandon. Head thrown back, arms reaching skyward, every line of the body singing with ecstasy. The drapery clung to every curve, carved so delicately it seemed wet, transparent in places.

“Keaton,” she breathed. “This is…”

Unfinished.” He moved behind the sculpture, fingers tracing the rough features of the face. “But I cannot make any further progress without you being present.” His unseeing eyes found her with uncanny accuracy. “Take down your hair.”

The command in his voice made her pulse jump. She reached up, pulling pins free one by one until copper curls tumbled down her back in heavy waves.

“The weight of it,” he murmured, moving toward her. “I need to remember exactly how it falls.”

His hands gathered the masses of her hair, letting the strands slip through his fingers slowly, memorizing. Then his palms framed her face, thumbs tracing her cheekbones with an artist’s precision.

“Open your mouth,” he said quietly. “Just slightly. The way you do when…”

She parted her lips, and his thumb swept across the lower one, pressing gently. “Yes. Like that. But the dress is wrong. The lines are all wrong.”

“Then remove it,” she whispered, surprising herself with her boldness.

His hands stilled. “Georgia…”

“You need to work, don’t you? And I am your model.”

“You have me there,” he chuckled roughly.

His fingers found her buttons, working them free with the same careful attention he gave his sculptures. The afternoon sun warmed her skin as silk pooled at her feet. She stood in her corset and chemise, watching his face transform with concentration and something darker.

“The statue wears less,” he observed, his palms settling on her waist.

“Then perhaps you should be thorough in your study…”

He made a sound low in his throat, his control visibly fraying. “You are going to be the death of me.”

“But what a way to go.”

His hands found her corset laces, loosening them with practiced ease until the garment fell away. Through the thin lawn of her chemise, his palms were hot as brands.

“The expression,” he said roughly. “I need to see if I’ve captured it correctly.”

“And how do you propose to do that?”

Instead of answering, he lifted her onto the work table, tools scattering. His mouth found her throat, teeth grazing the sensitive skin until she gasped.

“There,” he murmured against her pulse. “That sound. That is precisely what I am trying to capture in stone.”

His hands gathered her chemise, pushing it up her thighs with deliberate slowness. “The way your breathing changes.” His fingers traced patterns on her inner thighs, making her squirm. “The way your body responds to mine—”

“Keaton, please…”

“Please what?” His touch grew bolder, more insistent. “Tell me what you want.”

“You. I want you.”

He groaned, capturing her mouth in a kiss that tasted of possession and promise. She wrapped her legs around him, drawing him closer, not caring about the marble dust that covered them both like blessing.

A knock at the door made them freeze.

“Your Grace?” Mrs. Pembridge’s voice was carefully neutral. “Master Elias is most insistent about seeing his papa.”

“Tell him…” Keaton’s voice was rough. He cleared his throat, tried again. “Tell him I’ll come to the nursery in an hour. Papa needs to finish his… work first.”

“Of course, Your Grace.”

They waited until the footsteps had completely faded before Georgia let out a shaky laugh. “An hour?”

“Optimistic, I know.” His hands hadn’t left her skin. “But I fully intend to make good use of the time.”

“The sculpture?”

“Can wait another moment.” He kissed her again, slower this time, thorough. “This is more important.”

“Your artistic study?”

“My wife. In my studio. Wearing almost nothing.” His hands skimmed her sides, making her shiver. “Art can wait.”

She drew back slightly to look at him, this man who still surprised her after five years. “Then what are you waiting for?”

“I want to savor this.” His fingers traced the line of her jaw, down her throat, across her collarbone. “Do you know how many times I’ve imagined you here? Like this?”

“Tell me.”

“Every day.” His voice had gone dark, intent. “Every time I worked on that sculpture, I imagined you here, just like this. Sunlight in your hair. Marble dust on your skin. The way you’re looking at me right now, even though I cannot see it.”

“How do you know how I am looking at you then?” she laughed softly.

“Because I can feel it. In how still you have gone. How your breathing has changed. The way your hands are clutching my shoulders…” He leaned closer, lips brushing her ear. “You are looking at me like you want to devour me.”

Georgia’s breath stilled. “Maybe I do.”

He made a sound that was half laugh, half groan. “Then by all means, Your Grace. Devour away.”

She kissed him then, pouring five years of marriage, of trust, of desire into it. His hands tangled in her hair, and she could feel his control finally, fully snap.

When they eventually broke apart, both breathing hard, the light had shifted to deep gold. The sculpture stood witness to their dishevelment, its unfinished face seeming to smile.

“Now,” Georgia breathed, her voice unsteady. “About that face.”

Keaton’s hands returned to her skin, but his touch had changed. Artist and husband merged as he traced her features, memorizing each curve and hollow.

“Perfect,” he murmured, pressing one last kiss to her throat. “Absolutely perfect.”

“The sculpture?” she asked.

Everything.” His arms came around her, holding her close in the golden afternoon light. “Everything about this moment.”

And there, in his private studio with the door locked against the world, with marble dust in her hair and his hands relearning every inch of her, Georgia knew he was right.

This was perfect. This was theirs. This was worth every moment that had brought them here.

Tomorrow would come with its ceremonies and society’s scrutiny.

But right now, in this stolen hour, they were simply Keaton and Georgia, artist and muse, husband and wife, creating something beautiful from touch and trust and time…

THE END.

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I want to hear you. Every sound. Let the whole household know who you belong to…”

Miss Georgia Roseton is desperate. Trapped in a cruel household and betrothed to a man who once tried to hurt her, she will do anything to escape—even if it means kissing a stranger in a crowded ballroom…

 

Duke Keaton is blind. Plagued by the accident that took his sight, he has spent his formative years hunting the truth. But when a daring wallflower seizes him with a very public kiss, honor demands he make her his bride…

What begins as convenience soon burns out of control. But as their bodies surrender and passion ignites, long-buried secrets stir to the surface, and surrendering to love could be the most dangerous risk of all…

 

Prologue

1804

Paddington Lands

For the first time officially, Keaton Deverall could call himself Duke of Westvale.

He was eighteen, and in control of the Dukedom that he had inherited at the age of fifteen, which had finally passed into his hands.

Westvale—now that I can call you it—when do you think your first trip as Duke should begin?” boomed Edric Deverall, brother to Keaton’s late father and formerly regent Duke while Keaton was in his minority.

Westvale…” Keaton whispered in a dreamy voice, leaning back in his seat. “It still does not seem real. I would not have you refer to me as Your Grace, though, Uncle. I cannot have honorifics from a man who dandled me on his knee when I was an infant.”

Edric guffawed. “Enjoy the title, old chap. Revel in it. With the Dukedom comes a great deal of freedom. Freedom to travel being the most important for the newest member of Palin’s gentlemen’s club for dromomaniacs.”

Keaton laughed at the description. It was apt. For as long as he could remember, he had dreamed over the maps in his father’s library. Geography had been the one subject at which he had truly excelled, and any opportunity to travel with his father or Uncle Edric had been seized excitedly.

His ash blonde hair fell to his shoulders, framing a long, noble face with strong brows and a bold nose above a straight, resolute jaw. His eyes were the softest part of his face, light grey with flecks of green. He put his booted feet up on the seat of the carriage in which they both rode, letting the swaying motion rock him gently.

Here’s to you, Father, for instilling in me a passion for discovery and exploration. And here’s to dear Uncle Edric for guiding me as duke-in-waiting.

“As soon as possible,” he answered Edric’s question. “Once I have unrestricted access to the finances, I can begin looking at the shipping lists and the overland routes through Europe. I have a passion to see the Russian Steppes. Or how about India?”

“I’m not one for traveling, as you know, Keaton. But if you want to go so far…”

“Yes! India! A ship around the Cape and up the east coast of Africa. That is exactly how I will begin—”

He was cut off when the carriage suddenly veered wildly before crashing to a halt. Both men were tossed from their seats. Shouts reached them from outside, and the screaming of panicked horses. Over it all came the flat crack of a pistol.

Highwaymen! It must be! And one of them has discharged at least one of his pistols. Pray that the blackguard only has one. It will take time to reload.

The door was snatched open to reveal a cloaked shape with a black mask over the lower half of his face and a black, tri-corn hat. A pistol was levelled at him, but Keaton kicked out, knocking the weapon aside and sending the man to the ground.

“Come, Uncle!” Keaton grunted, extending a hand. “Now’s our chance!”

He stumbled to his feet, peering out of the carriage door. Two men on horseback blocked the road, one of them reloading a pistol. The other was pointing his at the driver. Keaton leaped down and grabbed the pistol from the man he had kicked from the carriage.

“Edric! Come on!” he barked again.

Edric was significantly older than Keaton and moved slowly. Too slow for the youth whose blood was now well and truly up.

“There’s the Duke!” one of the brigands called.

Keaton’s blood went cold.

The door on the other side of the carriage opened, and a hand grabbed at Edric.

“Not him!” the same voice called out, “the younger one!”

Keaton knew now that this was a targeted attack. No opportunistic robbers here. He leveled the pistol, and the man who had grabbed for his uncle dropped out of sight.

“Go, boy!” Edric yelled, scrambling out of the carriage and onto the floor, “I will only slow you down!”

“I am not leaving you, Uncle, and I’ll make a ghost of the first man who gets too close!”

He was backing away from the carriage, one hand on his uncle’s arm, pulling him along. Keaton heard a movement from behind and whirled, pointing the pistol. A horse surged forward, rounding a bend in the lane. It pulled a trap, its driver suddenly standing up and wrenching the reins to the side, seeing the imminent collision in front of him.

The wheel struck Keaton as the trap flipped over. He spun to the ground, feeling a sickening pain in his shoulder. For a moment, there was silence. Highwaymen and victims alike were stunned by the unexpected appearance of the trap. The impact had driven the air from Keaton’s lungs, leaving him unable to do anything but gasp and writhe, desperate to claw air back into his lungs.

He saw a man pulling himself from beneath the trap. Heard the highwaymen springing into motion. There was a bang, a searing heat, and a crushing pain at the back of Keaton’s head. As consciousness fled, he thought he heard a single, gasped name.

Joe…!”

Then he was aware of nothing.

Chapter One

10 years later

Silverton Estate

“Oh, Georgie! Will it do, do you think? I was certain it would, but now that I am wearing it, I just do not know!”

Amelia Vexley, daughter of Viscount Silverton, stood before the full-length mirror in her dressing room. She had tried on the dress many times during its conception by a French modiste of high repute, but this was the day of the ball, and with it came doubts.

“Amelia, you are simply bedazzling. You will be the belle of the ball, I promise it. And what is more, you would still be if you arrived wearing an old coal sack.”

Georgia stood behind her, looking at her cousin in the mirror. Green Vexley eyes met her own blue Roseton eyes. They were family by virtue of Clarissa Vexley, sister to Georgia’s mother and wife to Amelia’s father. There was a hint of common ancestry in their looks, both with heart-shaped faces and button noses.

But it was there the similarities ended.

While Georgia was intrepid and adventurous, her cousin was timid and afraid of most things. Now she looked to Georgia for reassurance, biting her lip and reaching for Georgia’s hand where it rested on her shoulder.

“What utter rot!” Clarissa exclaimed from the doorway, “whatever are you suggesting? Attend Almack’s in a sack?”

She had her daughter’s prettiness but spoiled by a thin, lipless mouth and a haughty expression. As usual, she had heard half a conversation and jumped to conclusions. Typically, those conclusions contained some negativity about Georgia.

“I was merely saying that Amelia would be pretty no matter what she wore,” Georgia added, patiently.

“Indeed. Well, there we are in agreement. And is that what you are wearing this evening?”

Clarissa looked Georgia up and down. Georgia colored, refusing to look at herself. She knew the gown she wore, knew it well. It was not new, far from it. The only reason it had lasted this long was that there were precious few opportunities for her to wear it. Uncle Benjamin and Aunt Clarissa did not ordinarily include her in their social events.

“I could not afford a new dress, Aunt…” Georgia stopped herself just in time, seeing the anger flare in Aunt Clarissa’s eyes, “…Lady Silverton,” she finished.

“And that is a comment on the generous allowance we give you?” Aunt Clarissa asked in a brittle voice with chin raised.

“Not at all. I am most grateful for what I receive,” Georgia smiled, doing her best to appear meek.

She knew that her cheeks were flushed and hoped it came across as shame. Anger was the source of the heat, in reality. Anger at the injustice of the world and those who sought to exploit it. Her Aunt and Uncle fit squarely into that camp.

“You should be. Your feckless brother and my equally feckless sister left no provision for you, and you have been a burden to my household ever since your brother ran off and abandoned you.”

“Mother!” Amelia exclaimed, whirling around, eyes wide.

“Be silent!” Aunt Clarissa snapped, pointing a bony finger at her daughter.

Amelia’s eyes became downcast, and she clasped her hands in anguished silence.

Once, Aunt Clarissa would never have spoken so cruelly in front of her daughter, least of all about Georgia. But as the years crept by, her bitterness toward Georgia and her mother was no longer so carefully hidden.

“I suppose your gown will do if you do not draw too much attention to yourself,” she pressed on at her niece. “Your betrothal to Lord Halstead is all arranged anyway. You, at least, do not need to worry about attracting a husband.”

She stared at Georgia and found her icy glare met by fiery determination from her niece.

I should very much like to tell her exactly what I think about this plan to marry me off to some obnoxious old man. But I am reliant upon their charity. What can I do? Too much defiance and I could end up at the poor house, living off the parish.

Georgia dropped her eyes, too, and heard a sniff of satisfaction from her Aunt.

“The dress is satisfactory, Amelia. What matters is the price—it is cost that impresses the ton, not your taste.”

“Yes, Mama,” Amelia nodded meekly.

Aunt Clarissa nodded too and then turned and marched to the door. She stopped, not looking back until one of the girls ran ahead and opened it for her. It was Georgia. She waited until she could no longer hear her aunt’s footsteps and then slammed the door shut. Amelia jumped, then giggled, hands to her mouth.

“I would not dare!” she whispered.

“I should not dare,” Georgia sighed, throwing herself into an armchair, “Aunt Clarissa would have me cast out in a moment.”

Amelia rushed to her, dropping to her knees before her cousin, taking her hands.

“Don’t say such things, Georgie!” she gasped, using the pet name she’d always had for Georgia. “Mother is hard, yes, but that is just her way. She would never cast out her own sister’s child.”

Georgia grimaced. “Of course not,” she lied, squeezing Amelia’s warm fingers, “I am just being dramatic.”

Amelia pursed her lips. “I know it must be difficult, and I don’t think that mother and father should remind you as often as they do of your… circumstances. But they have tried hard to find you a suitable husband. And they would not do that unless they wished you to be happy and settled in a home of your own, would they?”

There was bright innocence in Amelia’s emerald eyes, which Georgia had no desire to quash.

Off their hands is how they would put it. No longer a drain on their household. How it must put a burr under Uncle Benjamin to pay out a dowry for me, though. Assuming he yet chooses to.

She did not know if any allowance had been made for a dowry. Elias’ title, lands, and fortune were held in trust awaiting his return… Or the declaration of his death…

“I suppose they would not at that,” Georgia murmured, lost in that doleful thought for a moment.

“And I know that Lord Emsworth is somewhat…” Amelia tilted her head like a kitten, “set in his ways, but I am sure they would not marry you to a beast. I am sure he is a gentleman and will make an excellent husband.”

An excellent husband for a wife who believed herself to be owned by her husband. Lord Emsworth had expressed just such a view in Georgia’s hearing at their very first meeting.  She kept such thoughts to herself, though, mindful of Amelia’s innocence and protective of it. Sometimes she wished there was someone who wanted to protect her. Perhaps Lord Peter Halstead, Earl of Emsworth, for all his medieval notions, would turn out to be chivalrous.

And perhaps pigs might fly.

She rose, drawing Amelia up with her, and patted her cheek.

“Oh, Milly, you look lovely and will find your dance card filled within minutes of our arrival,” she breathed wistfully, rewarded with a bright, excited smile from her younger cousin.

“I do hope so! I do love dancing. Particularly at Almack’s. It is so delightful a venue!”

Georgia would rather be exploring the city around it, as she had once been certain she would, in her past life. Silverton lay beyond Kensington, a veritable stone’s throw from the city, but she was rarely allowed to venture that far.

Later, as Amelia obediently attended on her mother and father to show how well spent their money had been, Georgia retired to her own rooms.

Silverton Hall was vast, cold, and crowded with servants and dozens of chambers. But upon moving here from her brother’s house, Georgia had been told that, regretfully, the only spare and ‘functional’ bedchamber was one adjoining the servants’ wing; a separate building next to the stables. She suspected that her tiny bedroom had once been used as a storeroom.

She crossed the cobbled yard, nodding, smiling, and asking after the maid who was hurrying in the opposite direction. The girl’s name was Elaine, and she was a relatively new addition to the staff. Georgia made it a point to know the names of all the staff and to show them kindness.

What Aunt Clarissa and Uncle Benjamin did not know was that the cook, Mrs. Pike, who took maternal care over all the staff in her purview, ensured extra helpings to Miss Georgia as a reward—though said extra helpings had become scarce in the past weeks with her wedding drawing nearer. Georgia opened the small door at one end of the servant’s block and descended the narrow stone staircase to her room.

A window had been added high up on one wall, which showed the feet of anyone crossing the stable yard to or from the main house. Georgia would regularly stand on a chair to clean it, ensuring no barrier to daylight. She had rearranged her meager furniture so that the light fell across her bed in the morning.

She went to the stool before her bureau, an old and scarred veteran of the household cast aside by Uncle Benjamin in favor of a newer piece by a local carpenter. Reaching into the neck of her dress, she took out a small key and unlocked the bureau. Within was a neat pile of papers, bound together by string.

A new letter had arrived this morning. Post to Georgia was unusual enough that Uncle Benjamin might have insisted upon reading it. So, Georgia had collected it from Mr. Sobel, the butler, before the morning post had been sent up to the main house. She unfolded it to read its contents again.

Miss Roseton,

It is with the deepest regret that I must decline your request. While such an undertaking is possible and within the sphere of my skills, it would be time-consuming and, in all likelihood, an extremely lengthy operation. I must support both myself and my family, and could not undertake such work for the limited budget that you described. I regret that I know of no other consulting investigators who would work for anything less than three shillings a week. If you believe a crime has been committed, I urge you to consider the services of the Bow Street Runners, who are an excellent organization for the pursuance of criminals and may consider pro-bono work where there is great need.

I wish you nothing but the best of luck in your endeavor

Mr. Aloysius Thorne,

“But how am I to raise the money, Mr. Thorne?” Georgia groaned to herself, pressing her forehead to the bureau’s scarred wood. “Will I gamble that my proposed husband will be sympathetic to my quest to find my brother? Lord Emsworth of all men?”

She felt frustration welling up, manifesting as pricks of tears at the corner of her eyes.

Aunt Clarissa should care! Elias was her nephew. The son of her sister. Why are she and Uncle Benjamin so intent on preventing me from having his disappearance investigated?

A cynical part of her, one that she was not proud of, wondered if they stood to gain financially from Elias’ absence. But that couldn’t be the case. Elias’ land, title, and wealth were held in trust until he either returned or was declared dead legally. And if the latter came to pass, his will would be unsealed, and she would likely inherit.

She wiped her eyes and folded the letter from Mr. Thorne, untying the string holding the others and adding his letter to the bundle.

Another ending. Another disappointment. I must rise above it and try again. I will not give up on you, Eli. I will discover what happened to you. Where you are, or… and I must face it, whether you are alive or dead.

 

Chapter Two

The sound of Almack’s reached Keaton’s hearing before the carriage came to a halt outside.

Certainly before Uncle Edric patted his shoulder and said; “We are here, Keaton, my boy. To your left.”

Keaton had caught the strains of the musicians within the building, tuning their instruments even over the clatter of carriage wheels on cobbles and the jingle and clop of a team of horses. He often wondered how everyone was not aware of the things he was.

He felt the shifting of the carriage on its metal springs as his uncle disembarked ahead of him, felt the air stir against his cheek as the door was opened. With the familiarity of practice, Keaton reached for the door frame and put his foot on the first step. His cane came next, finding the ground precisely where he expected it to be. Then he was stepping onto the pavement.

Anyone watching would not even know he was blind. Keaton would put money on that. But now he was stepping into an unfamiliar place and a deluge of noise, which meant becoming utterly reliant on his Uncle’s guidance.

How tiresome…

“I see your face, Keaton. I know you do not wish to be here, but it really is for your own good. This is where your peers come to see and be seen. This is where a future wife will be found and an heir to Westvale.”

“Hang Westvale!” Keaton snapped sotto voce as his uncle guided his hand to his shoulder.

He immediately regretted it.

“Sorry, Uncle,” he exhaled roughly. “I know you care deeply about Westvale as your brother’s legacy. I did not mean that. I… I am just on edge.”

“Understandable,” Edric said, slightly testily. “I would doubtless be the same in your condition, but we must rise above these tribulations.”

Tribulation was truly an understatement. To lose his sight on the same evening that his life had finally begun, when he had finally taken control of the Dukedom…

Keaton had little memory of that fateful incident a decade past, except for the tinge of gunpowder smoke and a hazy voice. A man’s voice calling out for a Joe, or Joseph, he had since deduced. And something he hadn’t told even his uncle. When he had awoken, there had been a signet ring clutched in his hand. Where it had come from, he did not know, but he felt it was connected to the name and the man who had spoken that name.

Keaton forced a tight, tense smile.

“Lead the way, Uncle. Let the dog see the rabbit, eh?”

Edric snorted at his nephew’s self-deprecating humor and stepped off. Keaton felt the motion and stepped with him. His cane explored the ground in front of him, and his hand told him where his uncle was in relation to himself. Sounds from all around gave a mental image of the position of others.

From ahead came a growing din. The sound that only a large gathering of people could make. Overlaid atop it was the gentle stirrings of a string quartet.

Almack’s Assembly rooms lay before him in all its dark glory, and a ball that he could not fully participate in but would, instead, stand to one side, pretending to appreciate the music while making polite small talk with members of the ton.

Members I have little respect for and no desire to socialize with. But as Uncle Edric says often, I am a custodian of Westvale. I must put it above myself.

He allowed himself to be guided through the Assembly Rooms, exchanging pleasantries with lords and ladies whose names he made a mental note of. He linked those names to the sound of their voices and the scent of their perfumes and colognes. It was a useful parlor trick for a blind man to be able to name someone before they had been formally introduced or before they had even spoken.

He would do his duty for an hour, then excuse himself. Thorne would be waiting just beyond the gardens, and he could finally steal away to speak with him in private.

Another quandary for a blind man was the inability to read. Keaton knew that Uncle Edric would read any correspondence to him and regularly did. But Edric did not approve of Mr. Aloysius Thorne, nor the task he was undertaking on behalf of the grizzled Duke of Westvale. To him, there was little difference between a moment spent dwelling on vengeance and a moment spent dwelling on grief.

After the last ten years spent chasing answers that never came, perhaps his uncle was right.

“May I introduce Her Grace, the Duchess of Exeter,” Edric was saying.

Keaton forced his mind back to the present and away from the mysterious male voice calling out for Joe. Joseph? Jones? Who was the man, and who was he calling out to?

“Your Grace,” a female voice greeted him.

Keaton turned his head in the direction of the voice, gauged its proximity, and anticipated the outstretched hand. He took it smoothly, guessing its location correctly. Bowed, then kissed it.

“Your Grace, thank you for the invitation this evening,” Keaton began smoothly.

“You are most welcome. May I call you Keaton? As we are of equal rank?”

“You may,” Keaton replied, not inquiring as to her name.

“And you may call me Margaret, if you are so inclined,” the Duchess of Exeter said.

Keaton inclined his head gravely.

“I must say, it is remarkable how well you hide it, if you don’t mind my saying so,” the Duchess remarked.

“Hide what?” Keaton asked, already weary of the same old conversation.

“Why, your affliction of course!”

“Ah, yes. Thank you for reminding me. I had quite forgotten,” Keaton said archly, making a show of flapping about his cane, narrowly missing a passing waiter.

Edric cleared his throat suddenly as he made to smother the cane.

“That is to say, my nephew has worked hard to compensate. His hearing and sense of touch in particular are preternaturally sensitive since the accident.”

“Accident? What was the accident? And how could it have such a catastrophic effect?” the Duchess gasped a touch too theatrically.

Keaton knew enough about the workings of the ton to know that this conversation, between two high-ranking nobles, would not be taking place in a vacuum. There would be a constellation of lesser-ranking gentry orbiting them. Some would openly listen. Others pretend not to. Few would actively ignore a conversation between Westvale and Exeter. In addition, he could feel the changes in air currents that spoke of people standing still about them, heard the conversations reduce in volume, the better to eavesdrop.

“I have no memory of it. I woke one day to find myself blind. My uncle, Lord Swinthorpe here, quite possibly knows more about the circumstances than I. It was he who found me after all.”

He spoke loudly for the benefit of all who might be listening. A wave of murmurs radiated out from him like ripples from a stone dropped into a pond.

“A carriage accident,” Edric said, “resulting in a heavy blow to the head.”

“And that is precisely what you told me,” Keaton finished with a smile.

“Is there no hope for the restoration of your sight?” the Duchess asked with sickening sympathy.

“None, and I do not wish for it,” Keaton said abruptly. “Now, I would ask your availability for a dance, Your Grace, but I am unable to for obvious reasons.” He smirked, knowing his jest would cause some awkward embarrassment among his audience.

“I quite understand… Keaton,” the Duchess said faintly.

“I doubt that you do, Your Grace,” he replied icily.

He turned away, allowing Edric to guide him further into the Assembly Rooms.

“That was… almost uncouth,” Edric whispered, too low for any but Keaton to hear.

“I tire of explaining myself and being pitied,” Keaton replied.

“That is all too obvious, my boy. But think of your father and your legacy. That is the sacred vow I made to him. That I would ensure his son thought of Westvale and its future, first and foremost.”

Keaton suppressed a grimace, not knowing who might be looking directly at him to see the expression.

“I will try, Uncle. For the sake of father’s memory.”

And he did try for the next hour. Edric guided him among the gathered members of the ton, and Keaton behaved as was expected. A squire for all intents and purposes. He laughed when required and engaged in the tedium of banal conversation with his peers. A combination of the effort this took and the constant babble assaulting his sensitive ears began to produce an all-too-familiar and unwelcome sensation. There was a pressure behind his eyes, pressing against his forehead and promising to swell in intensity.

The music commenced, and he was vaguely aware of a swell of movement as ladies and gentlemen took to the dance floor.

“Uncle, why don’t you partake of the dancing? I was hoping to seek the solace of a quiet back room for a moment to soothe my head,” Keaton began.

“I will escort you, of course,” Edric replied.

“Nonsense, old man. I am familiar with the layout of Almack’s from my youth. All too familiar, as you and Father often remarked upon. There is a door over there,” he pointed with unerring accuracy, “leading to a corridor. Third on the left of that corridor is a pleasant smoking room with comfortable chairs. It will be quiet while the dancing is taking place.”

And a servant’s door in the corner of that room will lead me to the back of the building from where I can make my way to my meeting with Thorne.

Edric reluctantly agreed, seeing the determination in his nephew and knowing better than to challenge it. Keaton made his way in the direction of the door, feeling a loose floorboard that told him he was heading in the right direction. His cane touched a stone pillar exactly where he expected it, and he adjusted his path accordingly.

Then, something went wrong.

His first warning was a scent, wafting into his nostrils from close at hand, as though a lady had stood just the other side of the pillar. It was floral and delicate, achingly feminine, communicating beauty and vulnerability. He took in a deep breath instinctively, letting the scent fill his head.

Then his hand touched soft fabric. A shoulder. Someone was backing towards him. In his mind’s eye, he saw a woman backing around the pillar as though using it as a hiding place, not paying attention to someone rounding it from the other side.

“Oh my!” came a feminine gasp, and the shoulder was snatched away.

Keaton’s instinct was to keep his hand outstretched in order to feel what was in front of him. But he realized that the woman, whoever she was, had spun at his touch. Had he kept his hand outstretched, he would now be most certainly caressing one of her breasts. His face colored at the thought.

“Who are you?” she demanded.

“The Duke of Westvale, madame,” he replied drily, “may I suggest that you not walk backwards in such a crowded place. It is a veritable recipe for disaster.”

“I was not walking backwards!” she squeaked in defence. “May I ask why you were sneaking up on me?”

“I was not sneaking up on you.” He gestured beyond her. “Merely seeking the door.”

“I… apologize,” the woman said after a moment. “You took me by surprise, that’s all.”

Keaton heard the startlement leave her voice, draining away to leave embarrassment. His irritation took longer to disperse. He did not like being publicly reminded of his blindness or having it highlighted by another. He was also keen to be out of the Assembly Room before he was cornered into any more conversations. His head was beginning to pound, and he desired nothing more than to hear an update on the progress of his investigation by Aloysius Thorne. This contretemps with a stranger was delaying him and worsening his headache.

“Your apology is noted. In the future, kindly be more aware of where you are going,” he uttered with a wry voice as he made to move away.

But he had become disoriented by the incident, and after two steps, found his progress halted by a small chair. He stumbled, cane clattering against the wrought iron legs. Worse, it came to him then that when he had gestured for the door earlier, his loss of bearings had likely had him gesturing into nothingness, hence giving away his lack of sight. He flushed hard, gritting his teeth and hoping no one was seated nearby.

“Wait a moment, sir,” came the woman’s meek voice just then, “I am sorry but… are you blind?”

“No, dear, I am simply quite foxed on the fine punch Lady Exeter is serving at the front.”

She didn’t answer.

After a beat, he turned his head toward her, irritated. “Is it not obvious?”

She hesitated. “Not to me, I’m afraid. To your credit, I shouldn’t think it is obvious to anyone who doesn’t already know. You are very sure in your movements.”

“Have you been living under a rock that you do not know of the Blind Duke?” he almost scoffed.

He felt a soft hand touch his arm and angrily shook it off.

“Are you blind, madame? I do not need to be steered like a wayward cow. If you would be so kind as to walk to the door, I will follow.”

He knew he was being churlish, but the instinct by most people to take his hand and yank him along was one that maddened him. A blind person did not want to be steered into the unknown but to find their own way, with a hand on the shoulder or the arm of a guide—just under their own power.

How does she not know of the Blind Duke of Westvale, anyway? Surely all of these jackanapes know the story and gossip about it. If I were so supercilious, I’d be of half a mind to believe this entire circus at Almacks was put together on my behest…

“I suppose I have not,” came the offended reply. “And if so, that is hardly my fault. Nor is it my fault that I do not know how you prefer to be guided. Perhaps I should just return to the dancing and leave His Grace to his own devices?”

Keaton gaped at the notion that she would leave a blind man floundering. There was a fierce edge to her words that showed a fiery disposition. His hand settled on her shoulder, and he felt her soft skin, fine bones, and was once again overwhelmed by her perfume.

“I would rather you didn’t,” he finally muttered in defeat.

“And I would not be so cruel, though one might say your rudeness deserves it. Here is the door.”

Keaton heard a door being opened and stepped through. He was about to ask for the name of his positively delightful guide when he heard the door close behind him with a clap that was almost a slam.

Remarkable.

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Five years later

“Papa, must we stay perfectly still?”

The small voice piped up from the velvet settee where Harriet sat with their daughter perched on her lap. Little Charlotte—or Lottie, as she insisted on being called—squirmed against her mother’s arms, her dark curls bouncing with each fidget. Harriet smiled, brushing a curl from Lottie’s cheek. These moments, chaotic though they often were, filled a place in her heart she hadn’t known was empty until Lottie was born.

“For the hundredth time, yes,” Jeremy replied from behind his easel, though his tone held more amusement than frustration. “Unless you wish to be immortalized as a particularly energetic blur.”

“What’s ‘mortalized mean?” Lottie asked, twisting to look up at Harriet.

“It means Papa is going to paint us so beautifully that everyone will remember us forever,” Harriet explained, gently turning her daughter’s face back toward Jeremy.

“But my nose itches,” Lottie whined, scrunching up said nose dramatically.

Jeremy peered around the canvas, paintbrush poised. “Your nose has been itching for the past twenty minutes, little minx. Along with your ear, your elbow, and I believe at one point, your left toe.”

“It’s my right toe now,” Lottie announced solemnly.

Harriet bit back a laugh. “Darling, if you can sit still for just five more minutes, Papa will let you see the painting.”

“You said that five minutes ago,” Lottie pointed out with the devastating logic of a four-year-old.

“Did I? How curious. I don’t recall,” Harriet said innocently, though she caught Jeremy’s eye and saw him fighting a smile.

“Mama’s turned forgetful in her old age,” Jeremy said to Lottie in a stage whisper. “Happens to all of us eventually. Why, just yesterday I forgot where I’d left my—”

“You’re not old, Papa,” Lottie interrupted. “Mr. Atkins is old. He has wrinkles like a raisin.”

“Charlotte!” Harriet admonished, though her shoulders shook with suppressed laughter.

At that precise moment, the door opened to admit Atkins, who carried a silver tea tray. His eyebrow climbed toward his receding hairline as he caught the tail end of Lottie’s observation.

“Indeed, Lady Charlotte,” he intoned with perfect gravity, though Harriet caught the twitch at the corner of his mouth. “One does tend to acquire a certain… prunelike quality with the passage of time. Though I daresay some of us wear our raisins with more dignity than others.”

Lottie giggled, bouncing again on her mother’s lap. “You’re not wrinkly, Mr. Atkins. Only a little bit around the eyes!”

“How reassuring,” the butler replied drily, setting the tray on the side table with practiced ease.

Before anyone could respond, the sound of wheels on gravel and horses’ hooves echoed from the drive. Lottie’s entire body went rigid with excitement before she erupted from Harriet’s lap like a jack-in-the-box.

“Aunt Jane! Aunt Jane is here!” she shrieked, her small feet already carrying her toward the door at alarming speed.

“Lady Charlotte—” Atkins moved with surprising swiftness for a man of his years, catching the child gently by the shoulders just as her foot caught on the edge of the Turkish carpet. She wobbled precariously before he steadied her. “Perhaps we might attempt a more dignified entrance? One that does not involve testing whether young ladies bounce?”

Lottie looked up at him with wide eyes, then grinned mischievously. “You moved very fast, Mr. Atkins. Not old at all.”

The door burst open before Atkins could properly announce the visitor, and Jane swept in with all the drama of her younger years, though her movements were notably more careful now. Her silk traveling dress couldn’t quite disguise the gentle swell of her belly—the long-awaited blessing that had finally come after five years of marriage and quiet disappointment.

“Don’t you dare scold me for not waiting to be announced,” Jane declared, already opening her arms for Lottie, who had wriggled free from Atkins’ gentle restraint. “Philip wanted to delay another hour—can you imagine? He’s leaving for Edinburgh tomorrow and was fussing over the carriage springs, of all things. I told him if he inspected them one more time, I’d take a hack instead.”

“Aunt Jane, are you getting fat?” Lottie asked, patting Jane’s rounded middle.

“Charlotte!” Harriet gasped, mortified.

Jane snorted, kneeling carefully to Lottie’s level. “Not fat, darling. There’s a baby growing in here. Your little cousin.”

“Like Mrs. White’s cat had kittens in her belly?” Lottie’s eyes went round with wonder.

“Rather like that, yes,” Jane agreed, shooting Harriet an amused look as she straightened with slightly less grace than she’d descended. “Though hopefully with less scratching involved when they arrive.”

Meanwhile, Jeremy turned to the butler. “So, what was it, Atkins?”

“Ah, Your Grace,” Atkins interjected smoothly, producing a folded paper from his pocket. “The document you requested arrived this morning. I thought you might wish to see it.” He paused delicately. “It concerns the Winchester Opera House.”

Jeremy took the paper, his fingers stilling on the wax seal. The room seemed to hold its breath as he unfolded it and scanned the contents. Behind them, Lottie was regaling Jane with a detailed account of her new pony’s dietary preferences, complete with dramatic gestures that sent Jane into peals of laughter.

“The sale went through, then,” Jeremy said quietly, his voice perfectly neutral. “To Henri de Rouvroy.”

Harriet moved closer, her hand finding his arm. “Are you quite all right?”

For a heartbeat, something flickered across his face—not regret exactly, but perhaps a ghost of the ambition that had once consumed him. Then he folded the paper with deliberate care and smiled at her, genuine warmth replacing whatever shadow had momentarily passed.

“Completely,” he said, and she could tell he meant it. “After all, I rather think I got the better end of the bargain, don’t you?”

She’d once worried that giving up the pursuit of acclaim would leave Jeremy restless. But looking at him now—relaxed, present—she felt nothing but certainty.

“Besides,” she added softly, “Henri commissioned three of your paintings for the main foyer. The Winchester Opera House will have Penhaligon art from the present Duke after all.”

Jeremy’s smile deepened at that, but before he could respond—

“Papa, can Aunt Jane see your painting now?” Lottie called out, abandoning her pony tale mid-sentence.

“Is everything ready for our escape to the coast?” Jane asked, settling into a chair with visible relief. “Philip made me promise to ask about the arrangements three times. The man becomes positively militant about schedules when travel is involved, especially as of late.”

“The hampers are packed, the carriages arranged,” Harriet assured her. “We leave in three hours. We’ll stop at the church first, to visit Grandmama.”

A brief silence fell at the mention of Agnes, who had passed peacefully in her sleep the previous winter. Lottie, too young to fully understand, simply nodded solemnly—she knew visiting Grandmama’s special place meant bringing flowers.

“Three hours?” came a booming voice from the doorway, breaking the moment. “Good God, Hattie, I thought we’d agreed on this afternoon!”

Ralph strode in, looking more animated than he had in months, his usually serious demeanor replaced by something almost boyish. The instant Lottie spotted him, she abandoned Jane entirely and launched herself at her uncle with a squeal of delight.

“Uncle Ralph! Did you bring me something?”

“Would I forget my favorite niece?” He scooped her up effortlessly, producing a small carved wooden horse from his pocket. “The craftsman in the village made this specially. See? It looks just like your pony.”

“It does!” Lottie exclaimed, clutching the toy. “Thank you, Uncle Ralph!”

“You’ve been busy with preparations, I hear,” Jeremy remarked with a grin, noting the ink stains on Ralph’s fingers.

“I may have written to the hotel three times,” Ralph admitted, looking slightly sheepish. “And to the coaching inn. And perhaps sent a messenger ahead to ensure the private beach access was still arranged. We leave in three hours, after all—I wanted everything perfect.”

“Three hours?” Jane groaned. “Philip will have my head. He was certain we had until evening.”

“Where did I put that list?” Harriet suddenly muttered, patting her pockets and glancing around the room. “The one with the children’s things? I was certain I left it here this morning.”

“The blue paper?” Jeremy asked. “I might have seen it upstairs when I was gathering my painting supplies.”

“Would you help me look, dear?” She caught his eye meaningfully, and something unspoken passed between them. “…I’d feel better knowing everything is accounted for before we leave.”

Jeremy immediately set down his paintbrush, wiping his hands on a cloth and grinning. “Of course! Ralph, perhaps you could show Jane and Lottie the new carriage arrangements? I know you’ve reorganized them twice since yesterday.”

“No, Jeremy, please don’t—” Jane began, mouth agape, only to be interrupted by Ralph’s overly zealous laugh. “Oh dear…” she resigned to her fate.

As Ralph launched into an enthusiastic explanation of optimal seating for coastal travel—for the seventh time since the plans had been first set the last week—Harriet slipped her hand into Jeremy’s and drew him toward the door. They managed to escape into the hallway just as Lottie began demanding to know if there would be room for her wooden horse to have its own seat.

Harriet stifled a laugh as the voices faded behind them. There’d been a time when slipping away like this would’ve felt bold. Now it was simply theirs—an unspoken rhythm in the chaos of family life.

The moment they reached the privacy of their chambers, Jeremy pressed her against the closed door, his mouth finding hers with an urgency that spoke of days of restraint. She gasped against his lips, already breathless, her back arching as her body remembered how badly she’d missed the feel of him. He kissed like a man starved—devouring, impatient, thorough—and Harriet met him with equal fervor, her fingers tangling in his hair to pull him closer.

“God, I’ve missed this,” he murmured against her lips. “Three days of your brother sleeping in the next room. I thought I’d go mad.”

“You could have simply been quieter,” she whispered back, nipping at his lower lip.

“With the sounds you make?”

“The sounds I make?” She pulled back just enough to look at him incredulously. “It is you who—”

His hands were already under her skirts, dragging them upward in impatient handfuls, palming her thighs like he owned them.

Harriet moaned deeply, trailing off as her head tipped back and thudded softly against the wood. Heat pulsed between her legs, sharp and immediate. “We don’t have long,” she breathed, but even as she said it, she was already hiking her hem higher. “They’ll—ah—they’ll notice we’re gone.”

“Let them,” he growled, his mouth trailing down her neck, teeth grazing the curve of her collarbone. “I’m tired of stealing moments in our house.” His hands found her waist next, lifting her slightly and pressing her more firmly against the door.

Our house,” she repeated, savoring the word. She gasped as his mouth found that spot just below her ear that always made her knees weak.

“Mmm, ours,” he agreed, his teeth grazing her neck. His hands slid lower as his fingers traced the silk of her stockings. “I’ve been thinking about this all morning. Watching you in that dress, the sunlight catching your hair…”

“Yes?” she breathed, arching against him as his hand found bare skin above her garter.

“How much I wanted to lock that door and have you right there on the carpet,” he finished, his voice rough. “Forget the painting entirely.”

Harriet made a sound that was half laugh, half moan. “Scandalous.”

“You love it.” He lifted her suddenly and carried her to their bed.

He set her down on the edge of the bed, kneeling between her parted knees, his hands sliding up her thighs with deliberate slowness. “Do you think we can make time alone during the trip?”

“Oh, stop talking!” she laughed, pulling him up for a fierce kiss, her legs wrapping around his waist.

The next few minutes were a blur of heated touches and half-stifled sounds, clothes pushed aside rather than removed, urgent and necessary. When they finally broke apart, both breathing hard, Harriet’s hair was thoroughly disheveled, and Jeremy’s shirt was untucked and twisted.

“Your cravat is utterly ruined,” she exhaled in a fit of laughter, trying to smooth it with shaking fingers.

“Worth it,” he breathed heavily, catching her hand and pressing a kiss to her palm. “Perhaps next we could ruin your—”

“Mama! Papa!” Lottie’s voice carried clearly from the bottom of the stairs. “Uncle Ralph says we’re going to be late!”

They looked at each other and burst into breathless laughter.

“How long were we—?” Harriet began, glancing at the clock on the mantle.

“Half an hour, at least,” Jeremy admitted before offering her his hand as he drew back, looking slightly sheepish. “We got rather carried away, I think.”

“Half an hour!” She accepted his hand and scrambled to fix her hair. “They’ll all know exactly what we’ve been doing!”

“Let them,” he chuckled, though he was hastily retucking his shirt. “We are married, after all.”

Five minutes later, they descended the stairs with as much dignity as they could muster. Ralph took one look at them—Harriet’s slightly flushed cheeks, Jeremy’s hastily retied cravat—and rolled his eyes.

“Found the list, did you?” he asked dryly. “Must have been terribly well hidden to take thirty minutes.”

“The carriages are ready,” he continued pointedly, ignoring Harriet’s blush. “And Lottie’s been asking where her swimming costume is.”

“In the blue trunk,” Harriet said smoothly, though she could feel Jane’s knowing gaze on her. “Shall we?”

The party made their way outside, where two carriages stood ready on the gravel drive. The summer morning had turned glorious, with a soft breeze carrying the scent of roses from the garden. Lottie immediately broke free and ran toward the lead carriage, her wooden horse clutched in one hand.

“I want to sit by the window!” she announced, attempting to climb in before Ralph caught her and lifted her properly.

“Ladies first, little monkey,” he said, helping Jane up the steps with considerably more care. “And that means your mother and aunt, not you.”

Jeremy paused beside the second carriage, where the luggage was being secured. He caught Harriet’s hand, drawing her close for a moment.

As they settled into their seats, Lottie immediately scrambled onto Jeremy’s lap, pressing her nose against the window. Ralph and Jane were laughing about something in the opposite seat, and sunlight streamed through the windows, casting everything in gold.

The carriages rolled forward, and twenty minutes later, they stopped at the small churchyard in Danbury. Lottie carried the wildflowers she’d picked that morning, placing them carefully at the base of Agnes’s headstone while the adults stood quietly behind her.

“For Great-Grandmama,” she said solemnly, then turned to tug on her father’s coattails. “She can see the sea from heaven, can’t she, Papa?”

Jeremy glanced at Harriet, then lowered down to smooth his daughter’s curls with a wistful smile. Harriet felt a mixture of butterflies and bliss as she regarded the two people she now cherished most in this world.

“I’m certain she can, darling. And she’s watching us have our adventure.”

When they climbed back into the carriage and set off again toward the coast, the mood had shifted to something lighter yet richer, touched by memory but not weighed down by it. Lottie chattered about shells and sandcastles, Jane and Ralph debated the merits of sea-bathing, and Jeremy’s hand found Harriet’s, as it always did, squeezing gently. The road stretched ahead, winding toward the promise of salt air and sunshine, carrying them forward into whatever came next—together, always together, in the life they’d chosen and the love they’d fought for.

The End.

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“Is this seduction or worship?” Harriet whispered.
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Lady Harriet Tisdale. Until a scandalous accident during a ball leaves her shackled, quite literally, to her brother’s notorious friend…

Jeremy Cavendish, Duke of Penhaligon, has vowed to never wed. Yet when the innocent Harriet is thrust right into his arms, he strikes a bargain: one month of a fake betrothal in exchange for her freedom…

But as passion tangles with pretense, desire becomes impossible to resist. And soon, one reckless lie threatens to turn dangerously real…

 

CHAPTER ONE

1816

Oaksgrove, London

Harriet stood before her full-length dress mirror. The afternoon sunlight bathed her in a warm glow. Her dress was resplendent purple and dark blue, glittering in the sunlight with lighter shades that mirrored the sky. Her long hair was black, and her slightly tilted eyes, green. A smile played across her lips, lifting her rosebud cheeks. The mask that accompanied the dress sat on the dressing table beside her, a black raven—emblem of the Earls of Oaksgrove. 

If only Mama and Papa could see me. Would they be proud? I hope so.

For a moment, behind her in the mirror, she could see the tall, slender woman with flowing black locks and the green, tilted eyes that her daughter had inherited; sitting on the bed and watching her with a proud smile.

You are beautiful, Harriet. Enjoy this moment. A ball is a celebration of beauty and you will be the center of attention.”

And who knows, perhaps you will meet your husband this evening? He had better be worthy of you.”

That was the deep voice of her father, with his long, shaggy light-colored mane and square-jawed face. Sitting next to her mother, one strong arm protectively around her, as Harriet had seen many times when they were alive.

“Who knows indeed,” Harriet whispered, letting the memory of her parents fade.

She could not think of them without some sadness, even today when she was at her happiest. They had been taken so suddenly from her and Ralph. Neither of them had been given the chance to say goodbye.

Ralph copes by throwing himself into the role of Earl. Master of the house and my guardian. Perhaps a little too zealously, but I must forgive him that. He only wants to protect me. As Mama and Papa did.

And this evening, Ralph would escort her to the masquerade ball of the Duke and Duchess of Chelmsford. She snatched up her mask, affixing it to her face, and dashed from her rooms. Along the carpeted hallway past the many landscape paintings created by her father, down the stairs to the second floor, and along the hallway there to her grandmother’s rooms.

She knocked quickly and opened the door. In the sitting room with its south-facing windows, she saw her grandmother sitting in her favorite seat, looking out over the gardens planted by her daughter-in-law, Harriet’s mother.

“No, child,” Agnes Tisdale, Dowager Countess of Danbury, began, “I was not in conference.”

“I did knock, grandmama,” Harriet grimaced.

“Barely,” Agnes replied with a pointed chin.

She had a croquet hoop on her lap and wore her customary black, mourning that had begun for her husband and continued for her son and his wife. She had a strong jaw and the Tisdale’s fair hair, though the only color remaining was white.

“What do you think?” Charlotte asked, turning in a circle with arms widespread.

“A truly beautiful example of Corvus Corax,” Agnes noted.

Harriet tilted her head, a birdlike gesture, confused. Agnes rolled her eyes expressively.

“Child, your parents should have paid more attention to your tutors. It is the Latin name for the raven.”

Harriet smiled, removing the mask and shaking her raven-dark hair loose.

“Ah, Latin was never my strong suit, though I did love my natural history studies.”

“They gave you and your brother a great deal too much leeway when it came to choosing your studies. He wanted to do nothing but ride and shoot, and you wanted to run wild in the woods. Your parents would not be told. They were too keen to see the pair of you happy, even if unhappiness was in your own best interests.”

Harriet gave her grandmother a level look, taking a seat opposite her.

“You do not fool me, grandmama. I remember the stories Papa told me about his upbringing. I think you indulged him as much as he indulged Ralph and me.”

“I did. I was foolish. And look what happened, child.”

She wagged a stern finger at Harriet, who took it and kissed it. Agnes allowed a rueful smile to break through her customary stern expression, drew her granddaughter to her, and kissed the top of her head.

“I am glad that Ralph has overcome his usual excessive protectiveness and is taking you to the Chelmsfords’ ball this evening. A bird should be free, not cooped up in a cage. Even one as gilded as Oaksgrove.”

Harriet rocked. “I am so excited I could barely sleep! I am sure that by the end of this evening, I will be asleep before my head hits the pillow,” she laughed, “I have not been to a ball since my debut. Not to a luncheon or a promenade in Chelmsford. This estate has felt like a prison at times.”

She looked out of the window at the gardens that her mother had loved so much; at the woods beyond which clustered thickly around the southern end of the Oaksgrove estate and included the ancient grove that the estate took its name from.

Though she had the freedom of the grounds and the woods, it felt limiting to know that she was not permitted to go beyond without either Ralph or her grandmother as escort. Not permitted to ride or be carried by carriage alone, either, and never to travel in any carriage that did not belong to Ralph and, therefore, was kept in a state of meticulously good repair.

“Your brother bears the weight of an Earl. Guardian of this house, these lands, his sister and aged grandmother both. It is a heavy burden, and he does the best that any man can,” Agnes remarked somberly, her voice dry with age.

“Of course he does,” Harriet murmured, “and I am one year away from my majority. Then I shall be able to carry some of that weight myself.”

A knock at the door was followed by the door opening, almost before the sound of the knock had reached them. A tall young man with long legs and a shock of coal black hair stepped into the room. He wore an overcoat and carried a top hat. Behind him was a groom carrying two suitcases as well as Oakgrove’s butler, Mr. Beecham.

“Ah, you’re both here. How fortuitous! I just wanted to say goodbye. I received a letter this morning and must bring forward my plans to travel to Bristol. I shall be away for about a month, I should think.”

He spoke in a clipped voice, ever efficient when talking of business. He had the same green eyes as Harriet, his prominent jaw looked out of place with his lean physique, the former from his father; the latter from his mother. Harriet felt a cold chill run through her.

“But this evening is the Chelmsford ball, Ralph… You were to escort me,” she reminded, rising from her seat.

He clapped his hands by his chest. “Ah, yes, I appreciate you must be disappointed, Hattie. But there is nothing for it. I must be in Bristol by daybreak to catch the tide. My ship is due to sail, and I must speak to her captain regarding his trading instructions. There will be other balls.”

It was put in dismissively, as though this occasion were of no consequence.

To him, it quite possibly isn’t. He has the freedom to come and go as he pleases. It does not matter to him that he will not attend the ball. But to me, it is the first time in more than a year that he has agreed to allow me to leave Oaksgrove!

“But Ralph, I have been so looking forward to…”

He looked at her tolerantly and crossed the room to take her hands. There was a kindly look on his face, but also a resolute expression.

“Dear Harriet, I assure you there will be other occasions, but no other chance for me to conduct the business arrangements that are for the good of us all. Please don’t make a fuss.”

Agnes frowned. “No, Ralph, your sister has gone to a great deal of trouble for this evening. Surely, she can be accompanied by—”

“No,” Ralph snapped, “she will not attend alone. Under no circumstances!”

“I am a grown woman…” Harriet protested weakly.

“Only just, and with no experience of the world,” Ralph added.

“But how am I to gain experience of the world if I am locked away here!” Harriet cried.

“Hardly locked away. You have the run of the estate. I am merely saying that you cannot attend the Duke of Chelmsford’s ball,” Ralph said patiently, “come to think of it, Beecham, I would like you to keep a close eye on my sister.”

He directed this last to the butler who stood behind him. The man was shorter than his master and stocky with close-cropped red hair and a freckled, pale-skinned face with blue eyes. He nodded sharply.

“As you say, mi-lord,” he said in a steely tone, glancing once at Harriet.

“And I will hear no more on the subject from you, Hattie. It is for your own good. Perhaps I will find a suitable husband for you during my time in Bristol, think on that.”

He kissed her forehead and gave her hands a squeeze. He smiled benevolently, and Harriet returned the smile weakly.

The house was a prison once more.

“If you will excuse me, I think I will take the air for a while,” she breathed shakily.

Without waiting, she left the room, heading downstairs and for the nearest door that would let her out into the grounds. The hallways and rooms of Oaksgrove seemed smaller all of a sudden, and she felt a craving for fresh open air.

***

“Psst! Harriet, are you alone?”

Harriet was startled out of a reverie that had engulfed her as she walked through the gardens of Oaksgrove. Beside her was a low wall of stone that separated the gardens from the woods beyond. A head of fiery, gold hair was peeking above that wall, framing pale blue eyes.

Harriet looked around. Not for Ralph, he would have left without a second thought. But for Beecham. A very loyal servant and one who took his instructions very seriously.

There was no sign of the butler in the gardens, but Harriet could not be certain that the man was not watching her from one of the house’s windows.

“I think so, Jane. I will meet you at the gate,” she whispered back. 

The gate that allowed access to the grove and the woods beyond was a quarter mile along the wall.

“That is far too far! I will meet you at the arbor over there. The wall is not high.”

The head disappeared behind the wall. Harriet hurried along the path to the rose arbor that was a few yards away. She walked under the bright red and white flowers, breathing in their heady aroma. Jane Sullivan appeared atop the wall, scrambled over it to drop to the other side before carefully sidestepping her way through the clutching rose thorns. She grinned at Harriet, who could not help laughing at her friend’s brazen daring.

“What would happen if you fell and twisted an ankle?” Harriet chided gently, “Or tore your dress on a rose thorn?”

Jane shrugged. “I would get the dress repaired, and as to the ankle, Papa is frequently hobbling about on crutches with gout. I should pretend the same.”

The idea of the slender, quick-footed young girl being afflicted with an illness that struck down old men was comical. Harriet laughed despite the sadness that threatened to drag her down into a pit of despair.

“I know you well enough, Harriet, to see through that smile. I arrived just in the nick of time. Whatever is the matter?”

She threaded her hands through Harriet’s arm, hanging on tightly. They walked through the rose arbor.

“Ralph has been called away on business. I will not be attending the Chelmsford ball after all,” Harriet said despondently.

“What rot!” Jane exclaimed. “I am being escorted by my cousin Phillip Hamilton of Heybridge. He is entirely respectable and would gladly provide an escort for you from among his brothers. I think his next younger brother, Edmund, is to take clerical orders. You cannot get more respectable than that.”

“I wish it were that simple,” Harriet sighed. “It is not the lack of an escort that prevents me from attending, but that Ralph himself cannot be there. He is very protective, as you know, ever since…” 

They reached the end of the arbor, and Harriet stopped. She looked back over her shoulder at the house. In one of the windows on the second floor, she thought she saw movement, as of a figure standing at the window, watching.

“Let’s stay here for the moment. Where we cannot be seen,” she murmured.

Jane peered through the interlaced roses at the house.

“Is your brother spying on you?” she demanded, sounding outraged at the notion.

“Not personally. He asked Beecham to keep an eye on me, and the man takes his orders far too literally.”

“The man is a servant! And you are the lady of the house now. You can order him not to.”

“He will not take my orders where they contradict his master’s.”

Jane frowned, stroking her chin as she always did when thinking.

“And will he bar you from leaving the house?” she asked.

Harriet nodded.

“Then we must sneak you out. I have sneaked myself out of the house enough times,” Jane said.

Harriet laughed in astonishment.

Sneak out against Ralph’s orders? The very idea is… well, it is quite preposterous. I could not… could I?

“Beecham will be fully occupied around dinner time with preparation for dinner. And I will be expected to be in my room dressing. He will not know if I dress for the ball instead,” Harriet began, excitement at the plan growing within her.

“Exactly! If you send a note down to Beecham telling him that you feel unwell and will take a light supper in your rooms, then you will not be missed for hours!” Jane encouraged.

“I could even instruct that my meal be left for me in the sitting room while I rest in my bedroom. He would not dare put his head in there unless I gave leave. Which I will not!”

Harriet giggled, and Jane echoed her. It was mad and reckless, but it was also exciting, both the idea of attending the ball alone and disobeying Ralph.

“So? Are we going to defy your brother and go to the ball?” Jane asked.

“Yes!” Harriet said emphatically.

​CHAPTER TWO

“Penhaligon, old chap. You are slowing down the game. We await your hand with bated breath!” called Reuben Ridlington, the Earl of Colchester, from beneath a thatch of brown hair. An hour into the Chelmsfords’ ball, and his cravat was already draped over a bust with his collar undone.

“Play it for me, would you?” murmured Jeremy Cavendish, Duke of Penhaligon, distractedly.

He had long blonde hair and fierce blue eyes above a hawk’s nose and bold mouth. He looked every inch the Teutonic barbarian, a testament to his Germanic heritage on his paternal grandmother’s side. He leaned on a marble balcony, looking down onto the ballroom of the Chelmsford Manor. On the index finger of his left hand idly spun a set of keys. His eyes roamed the gathered guests.

This evening must be planned with military efficiency. I must impress the Winchesters, show myself to be the very image of the respectable English gentleman. But then there is Mademoiselle de Rouvroy. How can a man be respectable when confronted with such temptation?

“Are you sure, sport?” Nash Sullivan, Viscount Maldon, asked.

He flipped a coin over his fingers with dexterity, eyeing the pile that had accumulated over the course of the hour.

“There is quite a pot built up,” he noted, “and you will require every penny if you want to go ahead with this pipe dream of owning the Winchester Opera House.”

Jeremy turned from the balcony, then peeled back the corners of the hand of cards that lay face down on the table. He casually tossed forth a couple of coins.

“I’ll take another,” he said, discarding one of his cards.

“And raise the bet? You’re feeling confident. Which makes me feel poor. I will fold,” Reuben muttered, turning over his cards with an expression of disgust.

Jeremy grinned, the smile of a rogue.

“Your trouble, Colchester, is that you are too cautious. Even when we were at school.”

“I got whipped half as many times as you,” Reuben pointed out, leaning back in his chair and fetching his wine glass from a precarious perch beside the bust which wore his cravat.

“And I got twice as many girls as you. It was worth the whipping,” Jeremy shrugged. He looked across the table at his other old school friend, who watched him with shrewd, green eyes.

“I will meet your wager and take two!” the fox-haired fellow declared with gusto. 

Reuben guffawed at the boldness, clapping his hands together. Jeremy winced, looking back over his shoulder at the gathering guests below.

“Keep it down, would you, drunkard!” he hissed, “I do not wish it to be public knowledge that I am up here gambling with you two reprobates.”

“Which reprobates would you rather be seen with?” Reuben quirked a brow, supping deeply of his glass of ruby red wine.

“None. The Winchesters are Puritanical when it comes to gambling and drinking. Their only liberalism comes in their appreciation for music and theater. I must be as lily white as they if they are to sell to me.”

“Yes, well, you should probably be down there with them instead of up here with us then, old chap,” Nash smirked, “and it is your hand.”

Why am I not down there with the rest of Essex society? I risk everything by indulging in a game of cards. And by meeting with a certain Mademoiselle.

He knew that there was a self-destructive streak in him. An urge to resist anything he saw as compulsion. That included the social rules that a duke was expected to abide by. Rules that he knew he must abide by if he was to achieve his goals.

And match my ancestors. Every one of them has accomplished something, left their mark.

Jeremy returned to the balcony, putting his black wolf mask in place to conceal his identity. His eyes skimmed across the sea of preening peacocks and women striving to achieve beauty through baubles and glittering precious metals. His mouth curled in disdain. He could not see the Winchesters yet. His eyes fell upon a woman who had just entered the room below. His roving gaze froze upon her.

A black dress? Surely not. Who would be so bold? Ah, not black. I see the way the light catches it. Purple and navy blue with a raven mask, unless I miss my guess. And hair the color of rich loam…

She moved into the room with hesitant grace, her eyes flitting constantly. A smile played across her lips. A smile of pleased wonder. A debutante, perhaps? Or at least a young lady unaccustomed to such occasions.

Her shoulders were pale as milk, as was the expanse of bosom which her dress revealed. Jeremy found himself breathless as he watched her. The dress was expertly crafted, clinging so that it revealed and hinted at the body beneath without overtly revealing more than was decent. The way she wore it was even more sensual. She had grace and femininity but also a naivete that he found alluring.

Jeremy realized that his mouth was dry. He licked his lips, picking up a full wine glass that he had not touched since he had arrived. He took a swallow.

Something made her look up.

Perhaps the movement of his arm reaching for the glass.

Her eyes met his.

It was like an arrow passing through him. It was too far to detect the color of her eyes, but close enough that he could see they were not dark. Jeremy stared back at her, seeing her freeze just as he had.

Then someone passed between them, breaking their connection.

“Who is that?” he asked his two companions.

“Anything to distract from a losing hand,” Nash tutted, pushing his chair back. Reuben drained his glass and joined Jeremy at the balcony too.

“Who?” he asked.

Jeremy turned back to the ballroom, but the raven had been swallowed up by the crowd. He looked around, searching for any hint of black amid the brightly colored ladies and gentlemen. He could not see her.

“She has disappeared, but I will wager my purse that it was my French beauty. So, you two can keep your cards and this vinegar,” he pushed his wine into Reuben’s hand, “and I will go to my adventure. Enjoy your dancing.”

He grinned insolently, tossing a coin onto the table to cover Nash’s wager and flipping his cards over. Nash ground his teeth as he looked back at his own and saw that he had been beaten. Jeremy didn’t care. He laughed. The more he thought about it, the more likely it seemed that the raven temptress was indeed Mademoiselle de Rouvroy.

Who else would be so bold as to wear dark colors to a July ball? Only a French woman with all the sense of style and daring that went with that nationality. And were the French not typically dark of hair?

In his coat pocket, something clinked metallically. He tossed the small set of keys on his palm and thought of the use he intended to put the small, metal objects to. There would be time later to show his respectability.

Now was the time for adventure and pleasure.

​CHAPTER THREE

Harriet exchanged glances with Jane as they walked towards the open doors of the ballroom. So far, Chelmsford Manor had proved a palace to Harriet’s eyes. She was conscious of the many well-dressed and sophisticated-seeming men and women around her, none of whom seemed to be paying any attention to the house.

I do not want to seem like a gawping debutante. But there is so much to see! And so beautiful. Everyone is beautiful. Bright and colorful! I feel quite drab by comparison…

Jane’s costume was a yellow rose with the flower forming her mask. Her golden hair was an extra layer of petals. Harriet could not see many ladies wearing the dark colors that she had chosen. Jane squeezed her hand.

“Your costume is stunning. Very striking. You should not be self-conscious,” she whispered.

“That is easy to say,” Harriet whispered back.

“Pretend we are the only people here. There is no-one looking at you. Behave as we do when we are alone. I promise that when the young men see the Harriet I know, they will all come toppling over each other.”

“Again, easily said,” Harriet murmured, swallowing as they stepped into the ballroom.

She felt as though she were stepping into the middle of a hollowed-out precious stone. A room made of diamonds, rubies, emeralds, and sapphires. Chandeliers glittered and threw off bright sparks of light that reflected from the jewelry of the gathered ladies. Mirrors gave the large room a sense of being even larger, giving it the dimensions of a cathedral. Lamps and candles cast a warm light that softened edges and picked out flattering highlights in hair and on skin.

Harriet forgot herself as she tried to take in everything, looking around with a smile of wonder on her face. A movement above drew her eye, and she stopped dead. A man was looking down from a balcony above. He had the mask of a black wolf and was the only person Harriet had seen wearing dark colors.

He is staring at me! No, I must be mistaken. He is probably looking at someone just behind me, or at… no, he is looking at me!

She could not look away. Her breathing came in quick pants, and her mouth went dry. A thrill ran through her body, making the hairs on the back of her neck stand up. That gaze was like a physical caress. Harriet could almost feel it. A hand that stroked through her hair, down her neck and spine. Her heart was attempting to break out of her chest, hammering.

“A pleasure to make your acquaintance, Miss Raven.”

The contact was broken. Harriet looked away to the man who had spoken to her. A crowd of ladies and gentlemen swept by, and when she looked back, she could not see the balcony.

“A pleasure to meet you, Master… Lion,” Harriet stammered.

The man was a little taller than her with a lion mask and a mane of brown hair to match.

“A bold choice, but fitting,” he remarked.

“Pardon?” Harriet replied without thinking before getting some measure of control, “I mean, what is a bold choice?”

“Black on such an occasion. It does rather draw the eye. But fitting for a raven.”

“It is purple, though I can forgive you for thinking it black in this light. The raven is a bird connected to my family,” Harriet managed to reply, “no boldness intended.”

She continued somehow through a few minutes of small talk, promising the Lion a dance when the time came. He moved on before she realized that he had not given her his name, nor had she.

Perhaps that is the way of a masked ball. It certainly adds a little spice. Why, I have just had a conversation, alone and unchaperoned with a gentleman. It would not have happened had Ralph been here. I would have been steered to the edge of the room and seated with the old spinsters.

A sense of liberation coursed through her, making her pulse race almost as much as the eyes of the Black Wolf had. Now that she looked, she could see other men who had chosen the wolf mask. All looked quite ordinary, the men fat or thin, short or tall. None gave her the frisson of excitement that the gentleman atop the balcony had managed.

And with nothing but his eyes. Imagine what he could do with his lips. Oh my, what am I thinking?

She felt suddenly dizzy. Her senses were overwhelmed by light and dazzling color. She could not believe the brazen nature of her thoughts based on nothing but a pair of eyes.

I was not even close enough to detect their color. I must take care not to have any wine if this is how giddy I become after nothing more than a shared glance…

But it had been more than that. Something had passed between them, holding their eyes together. Something had made her heart pound as it had never before. Made wanton, reckless thoughts come into her head. She looked around for Jane but could not see her. The shock of realizing she was alone made her suddenly nervous.

It seemed as though the room were spinning around her, the masked faces crowding towards her. All staring. All judging. Suddenly panicked, Harriet started blindly across the room. She tried not to bump anyone while she moved as quickly as the crowd allowed her to. Some gentlemen tried to speak to her, and she did not remember what she said to disengage from them, only that she managed it.

Then a door opened, elegantly paneled to resemble the rest of the wall. A servant slipped in carrying a tray of drinks. Harriet stepped through and closed the door behind her.

The sense of relief was immediate. The hallway beyond the door was quiet and shadowed, lit by lamps arranged along its length in alcoves.

Oh my, I did not expect a reaction like that. Perhaps Ralph was right in not allowing me to come here without him. Perhaps I am not ready…”

The very notion angered her. It smacked of cowardice, and she berated herself for squandering this rare opportunity for freedom. Realizing that she was standing with her back to the door, she forced herself to stand upright and walk.

“I will take the chance of some peace and quiet to explore this house…” she spoke out into the silence with conviction. “I will not shy away, and in a moment or two, I will return to the ballroom and… and mingle.”

The thought frightened her, but she embraced the fear, knowing that it came from stepping into the unknown. Stepping beyond her brother’s protective shadow. She quickened her step, taking in the paintings on the wall and evaluating them based on her father’s work and what he had taught her of art.

The hallway led to a larger passage, decorated with statues and busts under a high, ornately decorated ceiling. The figure of a lone gentleman standing before the statue of a woman caught her eye because of his dark costume. But on closer inspection, it was not the Black Wolf but a dark shade of green. As he began to turn in her direction, she slipped through a nearby door, suddenly unwilling to be engaged in conversation.

Now that was an odd decision. I came here to experience something of life, and that must include talking to people. Just because he was not the Wolf does not mean that I should avoid him. He might be a very nice gentleman.

She had decided to go back and speak to him when she fully registered the room in which she stood. It was a library. Immediately, she felt at home.

Mama would have loved this. So many books. How many happy hours we spent in the library at home, I looking for stories of adventure and she for poetry.

The shelves were two or three times her height, with the highest rows accessed by wheeled ladders. It was a veritable forest of books, lit by the flickering light of lamps suspended by wrought iron from the ceiling, which was painted in a scene worthy of Florence. Harriet found herself smiling in delight.

“Your Grace, how nice to see you again. I trust you are well?”

The male voice made her jump, coming as it did from just beyond the door that she had just stepped through.

“Waverton, nice to see you again, too. Quite well. Are you enjoying Chelmsford’s obvious largess?”

The replying voice sounded familiar to her. She could not quite place it, partially disguised as it was by the door. Harriet found herself stepping closer to it, listening.

“It is certainly very grand. A statement of wealth.”

“When one has wealth, there should be no need to make a statement of it, do you not think?”

The reply carried a barb, and again Harriet felt the tug of familiarity. Not only the sound of the voice, but the attitude displayed by the tone. It had been mocking, sarcastic even. The voices were muffled by the sound of footsteps passing by, servants or other guests. Then the door handle was turning.

Harriet jumped and picked up her skirts, running to the nearest bookshelf and taking refuge behind it.

Why am I running and hiding? This is nonsense. I have done nothing wrong. I am reacting from pure panic, and I do not know why!

She heard the door open and stood for a moment, screened from sight by the bookshelf, breathing hard and fighting to control her racing heart.

“Ah, my woman in black at last,” came the second voice she had heard.

Harriet realized that the skirts of her dress were still visible, just beyond the edge of the bookcase. She snatched them close, out of sight. Now that it was undisguised by the closed door, she fully recognized the voice.

It belonged to a friend of her brother’s, Jeremy Cavendish, the Duke of Penhaligon. She pressed her hands to her chest as though to quell the racing of her pulse.

The Duke was beyond handsome. She remembered his tall, broad-shouldered frame with a muscular chest that his shirt and waistcoat could not disguise. The flowing blonde hair and those piercing blue eyes. She and Jane had both swooned over him once.

Not a man I should be alone with, though. He has never struck me as a gentleman. No man with such hunger in his eyes can possibly be someone with whom a respectable woman is safe. He always reminded me of the old stories of Viking ravishers…

Her cheeks flamed at the thought. His footsteps were coming closer, slow and measured. It made her think of a predator stalking its prey. She picked up her skirts again and ran on light feet to the end of the row and around the next standing shelf.

There came a low chuckle. “I see the bird has flown. You were not so demure in your letters to me, Mademoiselle.”

That voice was silky smooth. It was refined and educated, deep and mellifluous. But the words he spoke conjured images in Harriet’s mind that she felt ashamed of.

No respectable woman should think such things! What did this Mademoiselle say in her letters? It is none of my business. I should speak up and tell him he has the wrong person…

But then there was the small matter of her brother. If she was recognized, there was little uncertainty in the fact that her midnight adventure would be relayed to Ralph, who would never let her take a step outside of Oaksgrove Manor, let alone the lands!

He was walking the length of the bookcase, following in her footsteps. In moments, he would round the corner and be standing before her. Harriet ran again, racing to the far end and into the next row. As she rounded the end of the next bookcase, her hand caught a book that was projecting out from the rest. It tumbled to the floor with a loud slap.

“I do enjoy a chase… That, at least, is consistent with your last letter. Chasing and being caught, wasn’t it? I think the word you used was… restrained.”

He chuckled again, and Harriet felt a tingling somewhere deep down in response. Her stomach fluttered, and her heart skipped a beat. The sound of something metallic reached her, like the jangling of keys. Lamps stood in alcoves at the far end of each bookcase. Harriet saw his shadow preceding him. He was not following her this time but walking along the end of the bookcases, cutting across and about to step out in front of her.

She whirled, but her foot landed on the fallen book. It slid across the polished stone floor, and her foot went with it. She stumbled and fell to hands and knees. There was a twinge of pain in her left ankle, and she cried out in surprise. A shadow fell across her, and she looked back over her shoulder.

He was as large as she remembered… His blonde hair showed in glorious disarray around the black wolf mask.

“I fear the chase is ended prematurely. And this book is the cause,” he picked up the offending volume and then laughed, “an ecclesiastical treatise on the proper behavior of men and women prior to and after marriage. Why, I had no idea you were so concerned with moral behavior. Let me help you.”

Before she could speak, the Duke had stooped and picked her up in his arms. Harriet found that her voice was frozen in her throat. She wanted to tell him who she was, that he was mistaken, but part of her didn’t want the game to come to an end, nor the consequences that might come after.

The recklessness of her behavior took her breath away. Her heart hammered like that of a galloping horse. Her scalp tingled. She had never felt such an overwhelming, wanton thrill. The Duke’s eyes bored into hers through the eye-holes of his mask. They were cold and hard but also brimming with barely controlled passion and desire.

“Your choice of costume is… inspired. It stands out so from the humdrum of the rest. I saw you the moment you entered the room.” His eyes roamed down her body, and Harriet found herself breathing deeper, her bosom heaving as she realized he was staring at her breasts. His hands, where they held her, became the center of her senses. One hand was around her back and mere inches from her left breast. The other was beneath her legs.

It is the first time a man has touched me, except for hugs from my father and brother. Oh my, if I feel this way for a mere touch on my leg, how will it be if he touches me elsewhere?

“Try not to blush, your skin is wonderfully pale and feminine. If you blush, I might think you less innocent than you appear,” the Duke murmured, his voice a seductive rumble that sent shivers of anticipation through Harriet’s entire being.

She bit her lower lip and saw his eyes widen slightly, his own lips part, and realized that he found the gesture alluring.

He finds me desirable. Heavens, I must speak or… or I do not know what will happen!

 

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Six years later

Hillcrest Manor, London

Charlotte’s reflection flickered in the mirror as she held up one gown, then another, each more splendid than the last and none quite right. Sunlight slanted through the tall windows, catching the motes of dust and turning them to gold. She frowned thoughtfully, her brow furrowed, her lip caught between her teeth as she appraised the latest option—a deep lilac silk with pearl buttons trailing down the back.

Behind her, Seth lounged in the armchair by the fireplace, a book forgotten in his lap and one boot crossed over his knee, watching her with the lazy amusement of a man well-accustomed to waiting.

“Well? Which do you prefer?” she asked as she turned to face him, skirts swirling around her legs. “The lilac or the green?”

Seth grinned, then stretched like a feline. “My dear, you would make sackcloth look like a Parisian marvel. If you are hoping I’ll choose, you are doomed to disappointment.”

She sighed, a theatrical huff as she turned back to the mirror, holding the green gown against her body this time.

“Darling, be serious,” she whined with a long-suffering pout. “It is a ball. Our first to be hosted in Hillcrest in six years. I’d prefer not to look like an antiquated ghost.”

“You won’t,” he tried to assure her for the umpteenth time.

She exhaled, slow. “I thought I would feel ready. But this morning I woke and all I could think about was the noise—how many eyes there will be on me, how many people waiting to measure and judge the Duchess of Bellmonte. Those two months all those years ago, without the weight of a title… they were quieter… peaceful.”

“And we can always return to them. You know I’ve never been one for entertaining the ton. Just say the word, Cherry.”

She shook her head. “We can’t hide away forever. Besides, I asked you here to help, not—oh, what is the word?—admire.”

“But admiring is far more entertaining,” he grinned, rising from his chair with the languid grace that still made her pulse trip, even after all these years. “Besides, is it not the husband’s sacred duty to approve of everything his wife wears, and nothing she doesn’t?”

She shot him a look in the glass as he came to stand behind her.

“I believe the sacred duty involves honesty.”

“Then I’m afraid I must disappoint you again.”

Before she could retort, he slipped his arms around her waist and drew her gently back against him. The brush of his lips at the crown of her head made her eyes flutter shut for a moment, only half in exasperation.

“You would look divine in either, besides,” he murmured. 

Charlotte shook her head, but her smile betrayed her. “Flattery will not excuse you from helping me fasten whichever of these I choose.”

“Then I will simply have to charm you out of both,” he murmured near her ear, his voice low and wicked.

She turned in his arms, intending to scold him, but the look in his eyes stole the words from her lips. That familiar gleam—mischief tempered with something deeper—something quieter and older. Her breath caught as his fingers slid up to cradle her face.

Their kiss was not delicate. It was the sort of kiss shaped by years of knowing, of laughter and quarrels and all the private language built between two people who had once been strangers. His mouth moved over hers with an intensity that startled her, awakening a heat that lived somewhere deeper than memory. Her hands clutched at the fabric of his shirt, holding him there, as though the years might slip away if she let go.

“You still kiss like the world might end,” she whispered when they parted.

His thumb brushed the curve of her cheek. “Only because it nearly did, once. And I’ll be damned before I take anything for granted again.”

She laughed softly, almost breathlessly.

A loud thump echoed from the hallway below just then, followed by the unmistakable sound of raised voices—one high and aggrieved, the other deep with barely concealed outrage. Hillcrest was in a bluster, having been rather busy this past few weeks amid the preparations of hosting a grand ball, fit for the return of its master and mistress, the Duke and Duchess of Bellmonte. But the tiny squeal accompanying the havoc suggested far greater forces at work.

Charlotte laughed softly against Seth’s chest.

By the time they reached the foot of the stairs, Blythe was stepping into the entry hall with his usual dignity intact—despite the armful of wriggling, sulky child he bore. “Master Leo was found in tears beside the drawing room,” the butler announced gravely, “…citing artistic theft by Miss Eliza, though I have cause to believe it was Miss Anna’s handiwork.”

Leo, Amelia’s son, had red cheeks and an injured pout. He pointed a chubby finger toward the distant sounds of mischief. “They took my drawing of Marie and said she looked like a goose!”

Charlotte pressed her lips together, trying not to laugh. Seth only raised a brow. “Well, she is quite fond of feather dusters.”

He crouched to Leo’s height, resting a steadying hand on the boy’s shoulder. “Fear not, brave artist,” he said solemnly. “Your masterpiece shall be returned, and justice served with swift, fatherly precision.” He gave a conspiratorial wink that drew a reluctant sniff of laughter from Leo, who nodded gravely.

“Also, Your Grace,” Blythe added delicately, “a courier brought correspondence from Mr. Worthington—letters of thanks from the village schoolmaster at Burrow’s end and Reverend Thorpe, regarding the new roof and the repairs to the church.”

Seth straightened swiftly, brushing a bit of lint from his sleeve. “Thank you, Blythe. I’ll see to them directly.”

Charlotte, meanwhile, took Leo’s hand with a reassuring squeeze. “Come. Let us rescue your honour and see what mischief your cousins are wreaking on the rest of Hillcrest, shall we?”

***

Outside, the freshly manicured garden was all warm breeze and filtered sunlight—idyllic, if not for the chaos unraveling across the lawn. Anna and Eliza, twin whirlwinds in matching blue sashes, were tearing around the rose beds at top speed, shrieking with glee as poor Luke darted after them, arms flailing and expression taut with the panic of a man trying to prevent a twisted ankle.

“I told them not to climb the fountain,” he gasped as Charlotte approached. “They hard disagreed.”

Charlotte smiled serenely, unbothered. “Well, they do take after their father.”

And indeed, they did.

Annabelle and Elizabeth, Charlotte and Seth’s twin daughters, were identical in every way—right down to the dimple that appeared in both their cheeks when they laughed. Charlotte, much like her mother before her, never had trouble telling her daughters apart. Anna moved with a determined little stomp in her step, already certain the world ought to bend to her will. Eliza was lighter on her feet, watchful and thoughtful in her mischief.

It was uncanny, sometimes—watching them bicker, laugh, then defend each other to the death all within the space of a minute. It pulled her back to muddy aprons and shared secrets in a time long gone. Watching them was like watching herself and Amelia all over again—before expectation, before grief, before life tore them apart.

“They take after you just as much,” Amelia remarked, appearing from beneath the shade of a flowering tree with a knowing smile.

Charlotte gave her sister a sidelong glance. “Says the girl who once launched a rebellion over afternoon tea.”

Amelia arched a brow. “You know perfectly well our rebellions always ran deeper, Cherry.”

Charlotte rolled her eyes. “Jam tarts.”

“Precisely!” her sister beamed in victory, dashing in to embrace her.

Anna and Eliza came charging up then, breathless and gleaming. They were only five years old, but never more energetic and mischievous.

“Mama!” Eliza cried, flinging her arms around Charlotte’s waist, almost knocking her over.

“Leo said he wants to marry Marie!” Anna added with a wicked laugh.

“Oh, dear,” Amelia laughed before hiding her face from her now frowning son who was ready to wail once more.

Charlotte gently disentangled herself and gave her daughters both a pointed look. “That is not for teasing. Apologize to your cousin, and give him back his painting.”

“But Mama… ugh, fine,” came Anna’s small voice.

The twins muttered their apologies—only half contrite—before bouncing off toward the picnic blanket. The rest of the party followed, settling around the linen-covered spread of lemonade and cakes.

“So,” Amelia said, reaching for a strawberry, “have you decided what you are wearing tonight? You do know every eye in the ballroom will be on you—and Seth, of course.”

Charlotte sighed. “It is all that I’ve been thinking about. We have been living in the country for too long. It has been a long time since I walked into a room and cared who was looking.”

Her sister’s smile softened. “Well, they’ll be looking all the same, and I shall be by your side to support you through it all.”

Charlotte returned a faint smile but didn’t meet her sister’s gaze. “Let them. It doesn’t feel like it’s about them anymore. It used to—I used to think appearances were the whole of it. How we looked, how we spoke, what people whispered when we left the room. It was all I ever thought during our first year living by the Lake district.”

“And now?” Amelia asked softly.

“Now, I just want to feel like myself. Like I am not playing a part someone else wrote for me,” she sighed. 

There was a pause between them, not awkward, but full.

“I always envied that in you, Cherry,” Amelia said after a moment. “You have always had this stubborn kind of truth in you. Even when we were girls. You wanted more, even when you weren’t allowed to say so.”

Charlotte looked over, surprised. “And you always had poise. Grace. You made everything look easy.”

“It wasn’t,” Amelia murmured quietly. “But I didn’t know how to want more. Not like you did.”

Charlotte reached out and squeezed her sister’s hand before shooting a grin at Luke, her childhood friend and Amelia’s doting husband. “I think you did perfectly well on that front.”

As if on cue, Seth strolled over to the picnic blanket, a folded letter in one hand and a bemused expression on his face. He hadn’t made it halfway across the lawn before Anna launched herself at him with a war cry of “Papa!” while Eliza grabbed hold of his leg like a determined squirrel.

“Your timing is abysmal,” he said, staggering slightly as Eliza clambered onto his hip. “I come bearing a very important letter, and now I’m being besieged by sticky-fingered ruffians.”

“We are not ruffians,” Anna declared with a dramatic toss of her curls. “We are princesses.”

“Of doom,” Luke added mildly, lounging on the picnic blanket amid the shade of the elm.

“Princesses of Doom!” Anna giggled at her uncle, before charging and almost knocking the wind out of him.

Seth held up the letter and arched a brow. “Speaking of doom—this is from your mother’s side of the family,” he said, waving the page at Charlotte and Amelia. “So it is confirmed. The Nightingales and the Willoughbys shall both be in attendance tonight.”

Charlotte sat bolt upright. “All of them?”

“Blasphemy…” Luke murmured.

“Even Aunt Phyllis?” Amelia asked, eyes wide.

Seth nodded. “With her two ducklings and endless opinions. It is all here in ink. They are coming.”

Charlotte let out a quiet laugh of disbelief, then reached for her sister’s hand without thinking. “Well… I never thought I’d live to see the Nightingales and Willoughbys voluntarily in the same room again.”

“Maybe it is time,” Amelia sighed. “Maybe everyone’s tired of being cross.”

“Or they’re simply curious how each other are faring,” Charlotte noted.  

“I don’t care which,” Amelia said, her voice suddenly soft. “They are coming. That means something, doesn’t it?”

Charlotte looked at her sister for a moment, then nodded. “It means we may yet manage to do what even Mama and Papa failed at for so long. Reuniting our families.”

Seth watched the two sisters exchange a soft, shared smile, then settled comfortably beside Charlotte. She leaned into him, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, breathing in his familiar, woodsy warmth. Eliza had quickly drifted asleep against his chest after a hard day spent aiding in her own small way with the garden renovations, one silk ribbon slipping loose, trailing across his sleeve. Anna sat primly nearby, carefully feeding tiny morsels of her sandwich to little Leo, who squealed delightedly after each bite.

For a moment, no one spoke. The gentle breeze stirred softly through the leaves, a peaceful murmur far removed from the usual, feverish pace of London.

Charlotte closed her eyes, savoring the slow, reassuring brush of her husband’s thumb against the back of her hand. After everything—the heartache, the whispered secrets, the battles fought and won—this moment was theirs. A quiet triumph. A hard-earned joy…

Finally, she opened her eyes and met Seth’s steady, loving gaze. They shared a wordless understanding, a silent promise.

After six years, they had finally made their way home…

And whatever the night held, whatever the future dared bring, they would face it together. As one.

THE END.

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“You used to play this game. You are playing it now. Was this to toy with me?”

Lady Charlotte only meant to trade places with her twin sister for a week. She never expected to inherit a London season… or a scandalous engagement to a roguish Duke she’s never met…

 

Duke Seth has been jilted twice—and plans to make it a third. Until his bride-to-be arrives with fire in her eyes and secrets on her tongue. She is not the woman he remembers… and yet, she is everything he can’t resist…

Yet what begins as a careful deception soon becomes a dangerous game of desire. And neither of them is ready for what happens when their passion finally catches fire…

Prologue

Hamilton House, Essex

1814

“Mama, I simply cannot attend Viscount Stamford’s ball next week with my current wardrobe. It is simply intolerable! No dress is not at least a month old, and nothing at all that I have not worn before.”

That was Emmeline Nightingale’s strident voice. It was inescapable, piercing the walls of Hamilton House. Charlotte Nightingale, Emmeline’s cousin, lowered the romantic novel that she had been reading before Emmeline’s disaster rocked the house.

“Of course, you shall, dear,” Judith, Emmeline’s mother and Charlotte’s aunt, said. “Henry, has a modiste been appointed to produce some new dresses for Emmeline and Alice?”

Charlotte closed her book, tossing back her dark curls. She kept her place with a finger and stood. The sitting room she had chosen for a quiet morning’s read was small, tucked away in what she had thought would be a quiet corner of the Nightingale house. But Emmeline and Judith’s voices had come from just down the hall.

“Not my province, as you know. I leave that to you, my sweetpea,” Henry Nightingale replied to his wife.

His voice came from just outside the oh-so-temporary refuge that Charlotte had found. The door opened, and Henry started upon seeing his niece in the room. He held a book, a clay pipe in his other hand, halfway to his mouth.

“Charlotte, good morning to you. I did not see you at breakfast,” he greeted.

Henry resembled Charlotte’s late father in appearance. Both had strong jawlines, a bold nose, and hazel eyes. Henry lacked his older brother’s stature but shared the same dark locks, a feature Charlotte had also inherited.

“Uncle Henry, I was at breakfast. You were not,” Charlotte said with a smile.

“Oh, was I not? That’s right, I got caught up in an experiment. I was thinking of yesterday.”

“Last week,” Charlotte corrected, “I didn’t join the family for breakfast as I was visiting with the Dowager Countess of Beswick.”

Henry was already selecting a book from the bookcase that occupied one wall of the sitting room.

“Oh, very good. Now that you mention it, yes, I remember,” he murmured absently. “Hmm, have you seen my pipe?”

Charlotte smiled sweetly, plucked the pipe from her uncle’s top pocket where he had placed it moments before, and presented it to him.

“Ah, you are so very helpful and practical, Charlotte. Not at all like my own brood of empty-headed females.”

“I think I will take some sun while it is warm,” Charlotte replied, heading for the door.

Henry was settling himself, tamping his pipe, when his wife appeared in the doorway. He winced as she began to screech.

“I do wish you would take our daughter’s futures more seriously, Henry. They stand little chance of a good match if forced to attend social functions in rags. Like beggars!”

Charlotte could not quite control the grin that broke out on her face at her aunt’s hyperbole. Aunt Judith was a tall, imposing woman with broader shoulders than her husband and a complexion that found glowering a natural and carried more than a hint of the Spanish. There was a legend that her family was descended from a sailor of the Armada, washed up on the coast. Such legends were not spoken of in Judith Nightingale’s company.

She regarded her niece with narrowed eyes, pale blue and icy.

“Good morning, Charlotte. Was there something you wished to add?”

“Not at all, Aunt Judith. I was feeling sympathy for Emmeline and Alice’s deprivation,” Charlotte hastily put in.

Henry guffawed. Charlotte wished she had her words back. Uncle Henry was not a man to be politic in his reactions.

“I trust your wardrobe suits the coming engagement?” Aunt Judith asked.

“Well, I, too, have nothing that has not been worn many times before. And nothing newer than two seasons ago,” Charlotte began, wondering if she would be included in the trip to the modiste.

It would be nice, just once. When was the last time I had a new dress made for me? Or even attended a ball and felt that I was as pretty as the other ladies? Possibly my debut, and that was four years ago.

“Very good,” Aunt Judith snapped, turning back to her husband, “Henry, I will write to Mrs. Pumfrey of Castle Street in York and order half a dozen new dresses each.”

Charlotte slipped away, forgotten and chiding herself for the feeling of disappointment.

I am the third child of the household, not in age but in priority. Aunt Judith looks to her own daughters before her niece, and I should not let it hurt.

But it always did when the snubs came.

“Six! Good grief, they will only wear one for the ball, won’t they? Why do they need six and at York prices, too!” Henry exploded.

Charlotte hurried by as Alice came down the stairs.

“Would you rather I went to Mrs. Ashworth of Huntingdon? Or perhaps a seamstress from Kettlewick?” Judith demanded.

Alice had her parents’ dark hair and her mother’s ice-blue eyes. At the words she heard, her face fell.

“Did she just say a seamstress from…” she swallowed, “Kettlewick? A village woman?”

She clutched at Charlotte’s arm, causing her cousin to drop the book she had been trying to read.

“Please tell me that I misheard. Mama!” Alice cried out without waiting for an answer from Charlotte.

Emmeline appeared from a room down the hall. She and Alice were as alike as twins, though Emmeline was eldest by two years. Both were plump with round faces and bold noses. Jean, the third sister, was the odd one out—both in appearance and the time she spent away from her family’s home in favor of her friend, Sally’s.

Emmeline scurried past Charlotte, stepping on her book in the process. Both sisters bustled towards the previously peaceful sitting room, ignoring Charlotte.

She picked up the book, smoothing out a page that had folded over when it had fallen. The conversation continued at full volume down the hallway, with Henry battling his wife and daughters over the cost of twelve dresses—eighteen if Judith included herself in the numbers.

Charlotte hurried past the staircase and around a corner, seeking the small hallway leading her to the kitchen and then out into the stable yard. It was the quickest way out of the house. As she reached the door, her eye was drawn to the portrait of her mother and father. She stopped dead, eyes going to the place beside the front door where they had previously had a pride of place.

“Mr. Bartleby had the picture moved yesterday,” came a coy voice from behind her.

Lucy Robins, Charlotte’s maid, had quietly descended the stairs, her arms full of Charlotte’s laundry. She had fair hair, tied back, and a petite, freckled face with sparkling green eyes. Her mouth, always ready to smile, was pursed in concern as she looked at her mistress.

“Oh, did he give a reason?” Charlotte asked.

“That such a prominent position should not be given to a lord and lady not of this household. His lordship, your father, was brother to Lord Stockton and should be displayed further into the house,” Lucy said, her tone making her own views clear.

Charlotte used her sleeve to wipe dust away from the portrait.

“It is not my house; I cannot expect to make rules. But it is a shame. I always liked seeing them whenever I came in or went out,” Charlotte said sadly.

Lucy leaned in and whispered. “I had planned to come down in the middle of the night and remove it to rehang it in your rooms. It would be a nice surprise for you, my lady, and one in the eye for Mr. Bartleby.”

Charlotte laughed, won over as she always was by Lucy’s irreverent nature.

“I would appreciate that, Lucy. Now, I must escape that frightful caterwauling. I do not wish to be reminded that I will attend the ball in old clothes.”

“But will be twice as beautiful as those two even if you attend in rags, my lady,” Lucy said loyally.

Charlotte opened the door and took a handful of sheets from Lucy’s arms against the maid’s protest. She preceded Lucy along the hallway beyond, stopping before the door of the laundry room. There, she handed them back, knowing that Mrs. Hannon, the housekeeper, would have apoplexy if she saw a lady of the household carrying laundry—even if that lady was Charlotte and barely recognized as such.

“I am going to find a quiet seat in the gardens to read this book you lent me,” Charlotte said.

“Very good, my lady. I will bring you out some tea,” Lucy nodded, “and I recommend page ten. Oh my, it made me blush. The hero is so like my Peter.”

“I shall pay close attention,” Charlotte giggled, “and I have not forgotten what month we are in. I have procured the day off for you in three weeks’ time.”

Lucy blushed and curtsied.

“You did not have to do that, my lady. But it is much appreciated. That day is always… difficult, even two years after the good Lord took him away.”

On impulse, Charlotte hugged Lucy, who blushed even brighter. Charlotte walked into the kitchen, greeting the staff brightly and breezily. Mrs. Hannon, bird-thin and iron-featured, responded with absolute courtesy while looking as though she were looking down her nose at Charlotte. The cook, Mrs. Garret, jolly and roly-poly, pressed a hot bread roll into her hands and was reaching for a clay jug of milk when Charlotte held up her hands.

“The roll will be quite enough, Mrs. Garret. It smells delicious. There is no finer bread in Yorkshire, I do declare. Lucy will bring me out some tea in a while.”

“That will be one fewer roll for the family,” Mrs. Hannon sniffed.

“Of which Lady Charlotte is one,” Mrs. Garret pointed out with a wave of a wooden spoon she always had in her hand.

“Not Lady at all, Mrs. Garret,” Mrs. Hannon said with a raised nose.

“Daughter of the late Earl of Abbotsbury, without whose generosity this house would not have its fancy new wing and would be a crumbling ruin beside,” Mrs. Garret countered.

“I always said it was a mistake to join two households. The staff of Abbotsbury are not our sort.”

Charlotte excused herself as an age-old argument began again between the two women. She slipped into the stable yard and hurried along the path to the garden. Finding a bench under a bower of fragrant roses and lazily buzzing bees took a few moments. She sighed as she closed her eyes briefly.

 

Hamilton House has always been Bedlam! When my cousins are not arguing with each other, they are berating their father or the staff. Who wars with those who came with me from my parents’ house. A moment’s peace to escape is all I ask.

She opened her eyes and unfastened her book, finding her place, which was not too far from Lucy’s recommended spot. The prose was tolerably written, though Charlotte believed she could have done better. But the story of a rakish Duke redeemed by the woman who loved him touched her heart. She could picture the handsome rake in her mind’s eye. He would be tall and dark with a strong face and smoldering eyes.

Lady Janet swooned as Kenneth took her in his arms, giving way to the…” came a male voice behind her.

Charlotte jumped, dropping the book for a second time. She leaped from her seat and spun. Luke Hadlow stood behind the bench, having climbed the wall that backed it. His red hair framed a round, boyish face and a smile that rarely seemed to leave his lips.

“Luke! Whatever are you doing, scaling walls and giving me the fright of my life!” Charlotte exclaimed.

He hopped over the back of the bench to perch upon it.

“I saw you in the distance and thought I would surprise you. The wall wasn’t difficult to scale. And the effort was worth the look on your face.”

Charlotte stooped to pick up her book, brushing grass from its cover.

“Whatever are you doing reading such drivel?” Luke asked.

“It may not be Shakespeare, but it is a guilty pleasure I allow for myself,” Charlotte declared boldly.

“Hmm, I won’t tell my mother. She would be bitterly disappointed,” Luke said.

“Please do not!” Charlotte could not help laughing at the idea of the Dowager Countess of Beswick learning that the woman his son was courting read scandalous romantic fiction.

The woman he pretends to be courting anyway. Another secret to be kept from her.

“I also have this for you,” he held out an envelope, “it is for you, but was delivered to the Priory by mistake. I really must have a word with the postmaster at Huntingdon. This is the third time the post has gone astray.”

Charlotte took the envelope, feeling a thrill of excitement. It bore her name in her sister’s handwriting.

Finally, Amelia writes to me. She has never left it so long before. I was beginning to worry.

She opened it. Luke tried to read over her shoulder, possessing no apparent boundaries. Charlotte flicked his ear, and he yelped, sliding out of her reach. She grinned as she started to read.

“She is well and enjoying the season in London,” Charlotte read aloud, “she asks after me…”

“And me?” Luke asked.

Charlotte raised an eyebrow, scanning the letter. As she read on, she stopped, reading something she had not expected.

“Yes,” she said absently, “she does ask after you.”

Luke jumped from the bench and snatched the book Charlotte had put down to read her sister’s letter. He laughed as he flicked through the pages.

“When you write back, be sure to tell her…” he began.

But Charlotte did not hear. She re-read the part of the letter that she could not share with Luke. The part in which her twin sister asked to switch places with Charlotte for a month as they used to in their youth.

She wishes to come here and live my life for a while. And I go to London! Live with the Willoughbys! It has been so long since we did this last…

But as Charlotte read on, she began to sense a difference in Amelia’s words. Gone was the playful excitement that had presaged one of their previous switching adventures. Amelia’s words made her seem almost desperate.

Whatever her reasons, I will help her however I can.

 

Chapter Two

Fleet Street, London

1814

Seth Redmaine, Duke of Bellmonte, could not tell upon waking if the noise he heard was a loud banging at his door or the remnants of red wine in his head. He groaned, rolling over on his bed. He was fully dressed and even booted. His mouth was dry, and his blonde hair was in wild disarray about his high-cheeked face. Eyes that were usually the bright gleam of emerald were now tainted with red.

The room was blurred for a moment. He blinked, rubbed his eyes, and waited for the room to stop spinning. It resolved itself before him. A bedroom with bare floorboards and rafters in which pigeons nested. A narrow window looking out over the tumbled rooftops of the city towards the white edifice of St Paul’s. Beyond the room’s only door was another room, and the door that Seth now realized was making the offending noise.

“Pipe down! I am coming!” he shouted, but immediately regretted his volume.

Staggering from the bed, he made his way into the other room, which had sparse furniture, none of which matched. He tripped over a rug and found the door locked. A moment’s searching revealed that the key was in the lock. Seth chuckled at his own foolhardiness and opened the door.

“Well, about time!” Elliot Harding exclaimed.

He was the same height as Seth but slim, while Seth was broad. His hair was brown, as were his eyes, and his lips were thin, with a slightly receding chin.

“I have been knocking out here for the best part of half an hour. There!” he suddenly exclaimed, “that is the bell of St Paul’s sounding the hour. Exactly half an hour I have been out here!”

Seth stepped aside, allowing his friend, the Viscount of Arkendale, to enter.

“My apologies, Elliot. I was dead asleep,” Seth flung himself into the embrace of an armchair. “There is flint and tinder on the mantle. Start a fire; there’s a good chap. Then we can have some tea,” he added.

“Dead drunk, more like,” Elliot groused.

“The one circumstance does tend to follow the other,” Seth commented.

“Are you alone, at least?” Elliot said, craning his neck to peer towards the bedroom.

Seth smirked. “Feel welcome to have a look.”

Elliot crossed himself. “No, thank you. Anyhow, there is no time for tea. You are supposed to be promenading with your betrothed. You had clearly forgotten.”

“No, my friend. I had not forgotten. At least, I remembered before I began drinking last night. After that, forgetfulness is another condition that follows from being drunk,” Seth murmured.

“She will be furious. I am not sure your betrothal will withstand this latest insult. Which it is bound to be perceived as,” Elliot replied, pacing the room.

That is precisely the state of affairs I had hoped to achieve when I imbibed my first glass of that terrible red. Where was that? Somewhere in Cheapside, as I recall. Well, that will hopefully make three broken engagements out of three. And none ended by my own hand. Enough to satisfy that damnable clause of my father’s will.

“I suppose we can still salvage something. I have sent word ahead that you are under the weather but determined to keep the arrangement. She should be suitably impressed that you are dragging yourself from a sick bed,” Elliot declared with no little pride.

“What would I do without you, Elliot, old boy,” Seth murmured, trying to sound contrite and relieved.

This would be so much easier if I could bring my oldest friend into my confidence. But dear Elliot, you are far too good a Christian to approve, and I must keep you in the dark.

“I sometimes wonder. Now, where in this hovel do you keep a washbasin?” he looked around, “I mean, why do you insist on living in this garret when you have an entire mansion at Hillcrest, within sight of Hampton Court, too!”

Seth reached under his chair and came up with a battered tin basin.

“Water can be found from the pump at the horse trough outside,” Seth replied, “would you care to get me some?”

“Get your own!” Elliot exclaimed, snatching the basin from Seth, nonetheless.

“I must change my clothes, Elliot. If you could furnish me with fresh water, I can be presentable in two shakes.”

Elliot groaned. “And then we must hurry. My carriage awaits us downstairs to take us to Hyde Park and keep your promise. I only hope the Lady has not grown tired of waiting.”

Seth levered himself out of his chair, swaying momentarily and steadying himself. He clapped his hands together.

“Elliot!” he declared flamboyantly, “I am quite persuaded of the urgency of your errand. If you wouldn’t mind fetching me wash water, I will do my utmost to be ready and try to salvage something from this appointment.”

Elliot looked skeptical but acquiesced, grumbling to himself as he left the room. Before he had gone far, though, he called back.

“It seems I am also your appointments secretary as well as your servant. There is a gentleman downstairs waiting to speak to you. I shall send him up.”

Seth was about to ask who the gentleman was when he heard a voice he recognized.

“Never mind, Lord Arkendale, I am already up.”

The voice was precise and smooth, slightly out of breath. A man appeared in the doorway, bowing to Elliot as he passed him in the hall. He wore black, a large overcoat that he seemed to huddle within. His head was bald, and his skin pale. His eyes were dark and birdlike. He was slender with long, fragile-seeming fingers and a thin smile.

“Ah, Master Monkton, what a pleasant surprise,” Seth exclaimed insincerely.

“Indeed, I have not spoken to you in person since I executed your father’s will, Your Grace. Partly because you have proved yourself a difficult man to find.”

“You have been looking for me?” Seth furrowed his brows, feigning ignorance.

“On occasion, when you have not responded to my correspondence,” Monkton replied, looking around the room. “I did not expect to find the Duke of Redmaine in such… surroundings.”

Seth glanced at the room. “Humble to be certain. But then, humility is a virtue. My father was Christian, if nothing else. I think he would approve.”

Monkton puckered his lips. “Do you think so? He was also a very austere man with refined tastes. I am not sure a garret on Fleet Street would meet with his approval.”

“But within sight of St Paul’s, you will note. Is this another clause of the will which I have not been apprised of?”

My father controlled my every action or tried to when he was alive, and this odious reptile seeks to do the same in death. Damn him and his clauses!

Seth sat, putting one booted foot up onto another chair and waving a hand to indicate that Tharpe Monkton, solicitor to the Redmaine family, should also sit. Monkton declined with a thin smile.

“There is no such clause, Your Grace. Your father did not anticipate that you would favor Whitechapel and Cheapside over Hillcrest. No, the only clause in the will is the marriage clause. That is the only barrier to your inheritance.”

“Hardly a barrier. I have my inheritance. I am Duke.”

“But to remain in control of the majority of your lands and your title, you must marry one of the three women specified by your father. Three women deemed to be suitable matches. Lady Catherine Halsey, Lady Sarah Vickers…”

Seth raised a hand as though to dismiss Monkton’s words. He needn’t be reminded of his ill-fated dukedom.

Most dukedoms passed cleanly, father to son, no questions asked. Bellmonte was never that simple. It was a patch job from the start—granted to his great-grandfather as a political favor after the Civil War, back when half the peerage was still being shuffled around like a deck of cards. Special remainder, conditional grant—it meant the Crown could revoke it if the heir didn’t meet certain expectations. Not law, exactly. More like a threat written in gold ink. And his father made damn sure he knew it.

“I do not wish to be reminded of those names, my dear Monkton. There is still much pain in those remembrances. I did not break off either of those engagements, as you may recall.”

“You did not, but you aren’t exactly blameless, old chap,” Elliot chirped, appearing with a full basin of water.

Seth glared at him.

Do not ruin everything, Elliot. The wrong word to this snake, and my future becomes very uncertain very quick.

“I dispute that. The lady in each case broke off the engagement despite earnest protestations on my part,” Seth added.

He willed Elliot not to elaborate on his statement. Monkton looked from Seth to Elliot with interest.

“Of course, the clause would be activated if you had ended the engagements. I wonder what Viscount Arkendale meant when he said you did not help?”

Elliot put the basin down on a sideboard, having the good grace to look chagrined at his words.

“Only that Seth is fond of his recreations. I think the lady in each case expected less time to be spent at the club. But then, that is a gentleman’s prerogative, is it not?”

Seth rose and began to strip off his waistcoat and shirt before dipping his hands into the cold water in the basin.

“Precisely. No one would expect a man with my reputation to swap club for chapel and country house instantly because he is betrothed. Do you, Mr. Monkton?”

He dipped his head into the basin, gasping from the cold. He whipped his blonde hair back from his face, peeking over his shoulder at Monkton.

“Of course not. I cannot take action because your betrothed objected to time spent at your club. Only if there is evidence of a lack of fidelity on your part…” Monkton added.

“Lack of fidelity?” Seth barked. “You refer to my reputation as a rake? I can assure you it extends to my drink capacity and love of a game of chance. Find me a single woman who will attest to being my lover. Elliot, do you know of any?”

Elliot shrugged with his hands raised. “I cannot, I have to say.”

“Nor can I. And I have tried,” Monkton stated, his voice suddenly icy.

His dark eyes met Seth’s and held them.

He knows my plan or suspects it. But can he prove it? That is the question. Prove that I deliberately drove Sarah and Catherine away to escape the marriage clause.

“It seems you are unlucky in love, Your Grace,” Monkton said, “or lucky, depending on your perspective.”

Lucky? I was extremely fond of both women and was coldly rejected by both. I hardly think that qualifies as luck,” Seth replied.

“Except that being rejected by all three women specified as potential wives approved by your late father allows you to escape the marriage clause in his will. The title and estates then become yours fully. This would not be the case if it was found that you had sabotaged those betrothals. Then the estates would revert to the next male heir,” Monkton said with a supercilious smile.

Seth used his shirt to dry his face, regarding Monkton curiously.

“I did not realise there was another heir. Have you found one besides myself?” he asked.

“I have,” Monkton said with definite satisfaction.

“Well, well. You have family after all, Seth,” Elliot chuckled, “who is he, Mr. Monkton?”

“I am curious myself. I have no brothers, and neither did my father,” Seth murmured.

“But your grandfather did. Your father had an uncle, and the heir has been found on his side of the family,” Monkton replied.

I am the heir,” Seth retorted.

“Unless you break the marriage clause of your father’s will, which I am duty-bound to enforce. As you have been reluctant to reply to correspondence from my office, I have been forced to seek you out in order to relay this information in person.”

“Who is this usurper who would claim my birthright?” Seth demanded, suddenly cold inside.

“I am not at liberty to say. Suffice it to say that he has been informed of the clause and of the position he holds should the conditions of the clause not be met. There, I have discharged my duty.”

He smiled unctuously, rubbing his long-fingered hands together as though to warm them.

“You have, and I have an engagement with my dear betrothed,” Seth said faintly.

Suddenly, the game I have been playing has become deadly serious. I must not be caught out, or I will be unable to afford even this garret. Damn the old devil. All I’ve ever wanted is my freedom. Now, he seeks to control me from the grave as he controlled me in life.

“I wish you the best of luck in this last betrothal, Your Grace. I shall be watching closely,” Monkton remarked. “And I will not detain you from your dear fiancée any longer. Good morning to you both.”

He took his leave with a bow. Elliot watched him go with astonishment.

“I say, old man, but that’s a rum chap. Imagine speaking to one’s employer in such a way!”

Seth stared at the empty doorway broodingly.

“He knows how much power he holds over me, Elliot, and revels in it.”

“Then blast the fellow’s eyes. Marry and then dismiss him from your service for his insolence,” Elliot muttered.

“I should like nothing better,” Seth sighed, discarding his now damp shirt and fetching another from the wardrobe in the other room. “If only I could hold onto a woman long enough to marry.”

“Well, you do not help yourself, but I will not say more. The Lord moves his wonders to perform in mysterious ways.” His friend tossed him a towel. “That is why he brought us together all those years ago at school. I will help you overcome the baser side of your nature. I recommend letting this place go to start with, and living like a proper Christian gentleman. But first things first. We must go to Hyde Park. You have an engagement to keep.”

“And an engagement to save!” Seth said with enthusiasm that he hoped was convincing.

I have tried to sink that same engagement without being seen to, just as I did with those other two forced betrothals. But now there is a legitimate alternative to me as Duke of Redmaine. I must take great care, or I may lose everything!

 

Chapter Three

Prescott Estate, London

1814

A month after receiving the letter from Amelia and Charlotte found herself standing at the gates of the Prescott Estate.

She had forgotten how large it was.

Behind her, Brook Street bustled with carriages and pedestrians. The sun was bright, and Hanover Square was verdant. Ladies and gentlemen walked there or sat on its benches in the shade of trees. Charlotte knew that she was Amelia Nightingale to anyone looking at her, anyone who knew the Willoughby family. It only felt to Charlotte that everyone must be staring and wondering who the stranger was that stood at the gates of the Prescott Estate.

She took a deep breath and stepped through the gates, beginning the long way up the winding drive to the house. Along the way, a baker’s cart passed her, its driver tipping his cap.

“Mornin’, Lady Nightingale!” he boomed in a cheery voice.

Charlotte jumped, but then remembered to smile brightly as Amelia would when passing the time of day.

“Good morning to you!” she replied.

Good Lord, but I wish we had kept this up as regularly as we did as youths. I am quite out of practice. It does not seem nearly as much fun as it once was.

As Charlotte approached the house, a gardener was hard at work scything the grass of the park. He gave her a nod of the head and a greeting, to which she replied as she hoped Amelia was accustomed to.

So far, two people have greeted me as though they know who I am, which I must take as a good sign. Amelia is my identical twin, after all. Our own parents sometimes could not tell us apart, and our governess never could. Have some confidence, Charlotte!

Prescott House was a five-story house of red brick and white plaster, set in its own grounds amid the clutter of London’s buildings. Its park was screened from the rest of the city by tall trees and hedges, creating an oasis within the cold stone of the city.

Charlotte did not recognize the gardener and could not remember a name. She hoped that Amelia’s notes would act as an aide to memory, as she would not be able to keep up the pretense of being her sister if she could not remember the names of any of the household.

She opened the front door and found herself in a busy hall. Servants were at work, dusting and sweeping. With a sense of dread, Charlotte realized that she did not recognize any of them. They all seemed to know her, though, falling into bows or curtsies as she walked through the house to the stairs.

“Claire, did you borrow my good bonnet again?” came a female voice from the stairs, just ahead.

Charlotte stopped, recognizing the voice of her cousin Francis. She was ascending when Francis Willoughby appeared at the top of the stairs.

“Amelia, I thought you were Claire! Have you seen my sister? I cannot find my new bonnet.”

Francis was slender and petite with brown hair and a button nose.

“I have not. I have just returned from a walk, taking the air,” Charlotte replied, haltingly.

Francis turned to go back up the stairs and then glanced back.

“A walk? Odd time is it not?”

Charlotte was at a loss, not knowing what made it seem an odd time to go for a walk.

What can be happening that going for a walk in the morning sunshine would seem odd?

“Is that what you’re wearing? Mama will not be pleased after the expense she went to for our dresses,” Francis said without waiting for an answer. “Claire! Stop hiding and produce my bonnet this instant!”

For such a delicate-seeming young woman, she had a loud and strident voice. She disappeared upstairs, leaving Charlotte to breathe a sigh of relief. She hurried after her cousin, ascending to the third floor. She proceeded along a wide hallway, counting doors and praying that she was remembering correctly. At the seventh door, she paused, hesitating before reaching for the doorknob and entering the room.

To her relief, the rooms beyond Amelia’s chambers looked much as she remembered. The first time she had set foot here was when she was thirteen. The last was before her debut when they were both seventeen. Still, the furniture looked new, and the rug seemed barely to have been stepped on at all.

It seems that Amelia is not a second-class citizen in her home as I am in mine. I do not recall that being the case before, however. From what I remember, Amelia had the worst rooms and was treated as little better than a servant, too.

She opened the wardrobe and ran her hand over the dresses that hung within. Then she held the nearest to her face, taking a deep breath. The scent reminded her of Amelia, and she felt a yearning for her sister.

For someone who remembers Mother and Father and those happy days at Carlisle when we were children. When Mother passed away, it was such a shame that twins were considered such a handful by our families. Too much for any one branch of the family to take on. So, we were separated.

As such thoughts always did, Charlotte felt a sense of intense loneliness. She closed the wardrobe door, turning and looking for the escritoire in which Amelia would usually leave instructions for her. She eventually found it in a small sitting room adjoining the bedroom. But opening the lid, she found nothing—no note from Amelia written in the code they had developed as children with which they could converse secretly.

Charlotte felt an abrupt wave of anxiety.

This was not usual.

She herself had left detailed instructions for Amelia. Usually, an extensive correspondence would precede an exchange of lives, followed by a meeting at a halfway point between Yorkshire and London. Add to that the fact that Lucy Robins and Marrie Perrin, the pair’s respective maids, were fully aware of the game.

That is the answer, of course. I shall send for Marie, and she will brief me on Amelia’s life and everything I need to know. How silly of me.

Charlotte saw the bellpull and gave it a tug before sitting on a chaise and composing herself for a few minutes. A short while later, there was a knock at the door.

“Come in!” she called out.

But the maid who entered was not Marie Perrin, Amelia’s maid. The dark-haired woman who stood attentively awaiting her mistress’s instructions was a stranger. Charlotte’s mouth went dry, and for a moment, her mind was blank.

“You rang, my lady?” the woman said.

Those were the words she spoke, but what Charlotte heard was… “You are not Mistress Amelia!”

“Yes, could I have some tea, please?” Charlotte managed at last.

“Tea, of course, mistress. Lady Prescott asked me to relay a message. She asks that you put on the new dress as soon as you may.”

“Of course. I will do that now. Remind me, what is my diary looking like today?”

The maid looked confused, and Charlotte thought she should elaborate.

“It is such a nice day. I thought I would take a stroll in Hyde Park, but I can’t quite remember if I have any appointments today.”

Still, the maid seemed confused, and Charlotte realized with despair that there must be something important happening that Amelia would not have forgotten. Hence the bustle of activity among the servants and Francis’ hunt for her best bonnet.

“I am being silly. Never mind. I will dress now, tell Lady Prescott I shall be ready.”

The maid murmured her obedience and left the room.

“Amelia, whatever are you up to? Why did you not warn me?” Charlotte wondered aloud.

She went back into the bedroom and opened the wardrobe. There were many dresses within, and she realized that she did not know which one was new. A couple looked very fine, but she could not tell if one was newer than the other. Another knock came at the door, and Charlotte took out both of the dresses and laid them on the bed, trying to decide which Aunt Phyllis wanted her to wear.

“Cousin?” came a male voice.

“Come in, Reginald,” Charlotte replied, for it could be no one else.

Cousin Reginald was the eldest child of Phyllis and the late Percival Willoughby. Francis was next, then Claire. Aunt Phyllis was the sister to Lucy Nightingale, Charlotte, and Amelia’s mother. A simple family, complicated by the hostilities of in-laws and siblings. 

Reginald entered the room, dressed in sumptuous purple satin and sporting an onyx stone in his cravat pin. Charlotte remembered that Reginald had always cared deeply for clothes and was glad that she had remembered correctly.

“There you are. You are not dressed yet. I will not tell Mother; she will pull her hair out. I should not delay you much longer, though. There is little time. I was surprised to see you walking this morning, today of all days.”

“I needed to take the air. Perhaps because the house has been so hectic this morning,” Charlotte replied airily, “but as time is of the essence, was there something you wanted, Reginald?”

Reginald looked back over his shoulder and then closed the door, advancing into the room. He lowered his voice.

“Simply to ask if you have had an opportunity to speak to Victoria on my behalf? To explain? After our last conversation, I have been searching for an opportunity to get you on your own, but first, you were away, and then there was all this damnable fuss. I feel like I have had no opportunity to speak to you in private for a fortnight!”

His eyes were wide and imploring, his voice earnest. Charlotte felt sympathy for him and wondered at her sister for leaving her cousin in the middle of a situation she had clearly promised to help him with.

If there was something to be done, then why would she suddenly want to switch places? And if I am expected to make good on her promise, why would she leave no word? I must find Marie and discover what is happening!

“I have not, I am afraid, Reginald. But I will rest assured,” Charlotte replied with as much confidence as she could muster, hoping Reginald would accept it.

He nodded, smiling gratefully.

“The thought of dear Victoria continuing in ignorance, believing me to be interested in that… other woman is maddening. I wish there were a way out of this situation where I could simply follow my heart. I fear the responsibility of being heir to the Prescott line is a heavy one.”

Charlotte smiled. “It must be. Do not fret. I shall speak to Victoria and explain as soon as today is done with.”

Reginald nodded, and Charlotte decided to take a chance. She picked one of the two dresses and held it up in front of her.

“What do you think? Does it suit?”

Reginald glanced at the other dress.

“I think Mama would rather you wore the new one. It was expensive enough. If she sees you in anything else, she will not be best pleased. She regards today as the culmination of a great deal of time and effort. Like a peace treaty negotiated between two warring nations.”

Charlotte smiled brightly and picked up the other dress.

At least I know what I am supposed to be wearing, though I know precious little else. Today is an important social event for Aunt Phyllis, but I do not know what is expected of me. I know my cousin is in love with a lady called Victoria, but is she expected to marry another? At least that is my deduction. I hope Grace can tell me who Victoria is.

“Have you seen Marie this morning?” Charlotte asked.

Reginald was turning to leave, but this seemed to stop him in his tracks.

“Marie? Your old maid?”

“Hardly old, Reginald,” Charlotte replied, “she is of an age with me.”

“Old as in previous, Amelia. As in no longer with us,” Reginald said as though stating the perfectly obvious.

Charlotte’s heart sank. There would be no help forthcoming. She was alone.

“Yes, I know. I-I was being silly,” Charlotte managed, stuttering, “I shall have to dig out her forwarding address…”

“Forwarding address?” Reginald furrowed his brows, “are you quite well, Amelia? Marie returned to France, as you should know. Quite unexpectedly. You were devastated for a while. Perhaps I should ask Doctor Fox to pay you a visit.”

“No, no, Reginald! I am quite well. I am merely a little… overwhelmed by the circumstances,” Charlotte stammered in panic. “I really must dress now, if you will excuse me.”

She ushered him from the room and closed the door behind him. Then she paced the room, hands to her head.

What have you landed me in, Amelia? I should come clean with Aunt Phyllis, admit everything. Except that would end any chance of Amelia and me ever doing this again. And it has been so exciting in the past. Exchanging a quiet country life for one of society balls in London.

She reached a decision and hurried to the escritoire. The only course of action was to write to Amelia at Hamilton House—or rather, write to herself, for then it would be delivered to Amelia, posing as her. She would tell Amelia that she had forgotten the usual routine and needed to tell Charlotte urgently all she needed to know. The letter was half written when there came a short, sharp rap on the door.

“I am nearly ready and do not need any help getting dressed!” she called out.

Quickly, she shed her dress and took up the new gown. It was far more elaborate than anything she had worn before. Stepping into it, she began to struggle with the intricate buttons. She heard the door open and looked around, expecting to see the maid who had attended her or perhaps Aunt Phyllis, informed by her son that Amelia was acting very strangely.

It was neither.

A tall, broad-shouldered, blonde-haired young man stood in the doorway—or filled the doorway rather. He had the frame of a warrior chieftain, a physical presence that made it feel as though she were standing close to him even when he was several feet away.

His hair hung to his shoulders, and his cheekbones were high and slanted. He looked like a prince of the distant east, strange and exotic. And quite the most beautiful man Charlotte had ever seen…

“I am glad, for once, that it is not I who is late,” he murmured.

“Who are you?!” Charlotte breathed before flushing deeply.

Amelia clearly knows him, why else would he walk into her bedroom unannounced and uninvited?

The man arched an eyebrow, one of his mouths quirking into a smile.

“How odd. But I shall play along, Amelia. I am Seth Redmaine, Duke of Bellmonte, and…”

He advanced into the room, moving with impossible grace for a man of his stature. Charlotte found herself breathless with anticipation as he neared her. When he was close enough to touch, he stopped. Charlotte found herself disappointed, wild thoughts of being swept into his arms running through her mind.

“And?” she asked with a gasp.

“Your betrothed,” Seth grinned.

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Seven years later

Frederick hefted Georgina and Juliet onto their ponies, one at a time. They wrapped their chubby fingers around the reins, their expressions solemn. This was not their first time riding with their father, but they were going to go beyond the confines of the immediate fields surrounding the estate, and they were so excited, it bordered on nervous.

From astride Fortuna, Alice rested her hand on her rounded stomach as she watched him fuss over their daughters, making sure their feet were in the stirrups. It had been the dearest wish of their heart that any children they had would ride, and he had been eager to accept.

Twins, he had not accounted for, however. Especially ones as prone to mischief as Georgina was. Juliet was her sister’s shadow, compliant when her twin was naughty, and always attempting to tempt Georgina back to the straight and narrow.

Frederick predicted that Georgina would give him gray hairs before his time—but when she looked at him with Alice’s sparkling hazel eyes, wrapped her arm around his neck, and declared that she loved him more than she had ever loved anyone in her life before, all her bad behavior was worth it.

As for Alice—he knew that their daughters were everything she had wanted. Spirited and affectionate, prepared to take what they could from the society they lived in.

He caught her watching him over the back of Juliet’s pony, and she smiled. Over seven years since their marriage, and he still wanted nothing more than to find a secluded place he could kiss her senseless. Thirty had come and gone, tracing soft lines around her eyes. He loved all the brushes age made across her face, and couldn’t wait to see what the rest of their life had in store for them.

“If you are trying to make me stay behind,” she said, urging Fortuna into a trot ahead of them, “then you may as well abandon the endeavor now.”

Georgina cackled her laughter and urged her pony, aptly named Loki—despite Loki being a girl—into motion, too. Juliet, ever the gentler sister, waited for Frederick to swing astride his horse before they clopped out of the courtyard together.

Summer at his estate. He could never have imagined something so wonderful.

They kept a slow pace until they reached a flat country lane that led to a small hill in the distance. There, servants would have already prepared the picnic.

Alice slowed her horse to a trot beside him. “When are you expected back in London?”

“I have a meeting with Lord Barwell in two days’ time,” he said. “And no, my darling, before you ask, you cannot accompany me. The physician suggested you not travel too far.”

Actually, he had suggested she begin to consider confinement, but she had outright refused. After so long rehabilitating her leg, she knew her own body, she claimed.

She was a Duchess; no one argued with her. And his aunt, when she’d heard the news, had merely nodded.

“Strong-willed girl,” she’d said. “That’s good. She needs to be.”

“I want to go to London, Papa,” Georgina pleaded in her small voice.

Juliet jutted out her jaw. “I don’t!”

He laughed at them both. They had inherited his blonde hair, though his had darkened over the years and theirs was still beautifully golden, falling in loose curls down their backs, held back by ribbons. One day, he was sure, he would face the harrowing reality of launching them into the marriage mart, but for now, they were nothing more than his daughters.

“It is quite all right, Juliet,” Alice giggled, firing him an amused glance. “We won’t be going anyway. Papa is only going for a few days before returning.”

“I want to see the animals in the Tower of London!” Georgina insisted.

Frederick regretted telling her about the king’s menagerie. “Perhaps next year?” he suggested with a grimace.

“A wonderful idea,” Alice nodded resolutely and glanced over her daughters. “Georgie, you’re slouching again. You know that you will ruin your posture if you do that, and you will never be able to ride as fast as your sister if you do.”

Juliet stuck out her tongue. “That is because I listen,” she said in an alarmingly accurate imitation of Alice’s lecturing voice.

Alice raised a brow. “I don’t like your tone, young lady.”

Juliet flushed. “Sorry, Mama.”

“Now then.” Frederick nodded to a tree ahead of them. “Shall we canter?”

The two girls agreed with a laugh, and he eased his gelding into a very slow canter. By this time, his horse understood the expectations upon him, and he accompanied his girls on their little fat ponies to the tree they pointed out, pretending all the while he was racing as fast as he could while they each vied to win.

As always, they were neck and neck.

Alice followed behind. He was not an exacting husband—he wanted her happiness above everything, and every day when he woke in her arms he was relieved that she had found it with him. He never failed to thank God and whoever else had conspired to make this life possible.

“I won!” Georgina cheered.

“No, I did,” Juliet groused.

They both turned to him. “Papa lost!” they cackled in delight in unison, and he laughed with them.

How odd that a heart had the capacity to keep growing. When he’d held the twins in his arms for the first time, one in each arm, he had felt his heart expand. Instead of loving Alice less in exchange for loving the twins, he merely loved them all more than he could ever comprehend.

And when he thought about the new babe she was carrying, his heart expanded still further.

She rode up to them, her face flushed from the exercise, looking healthier and happier than ever, despite the bump in front of her. She had one hand on its rounded curve, and her eyes were sparkling into his.

There would never be a day where he would grow tired of this.

“The hill isn’t far now,” he said, gazing into the distance. “I wonder if there will be strawberries!”

He knew for a fact there would be; Alice had gone out and picked them herself in the garden she had helped redesign. Every part of his life now held her touch.

As the girls raced ahead, he settled back beside her, letting his horse sink back into a walk. The sun beat on their heads, and the girls were laughing. Everything felt tranquil and peaceful in a way he had not known before Alice.

“Do you think Lord Barwell will agree with your proposal?” she asked when they were a little more alone.

“No,” he replied honestly. “But I think he will listen, and that’s an important first step.” He reached out to squeeze her hand. “I doubt we will see change immediately, but we can dream, and I will not give up.”

“Of course not.” Her gaze held his, steady and sure. “You never give up on the things you believe in.”

“I never gave up on you.”

“Precisely. And look at me now.” She tapped her leg, which was all but fully recovered. She would never be able to walk far without a stick, and she would always have a slight limp, but she was mobile. Nothing prevented her from living her life precisely the way she chose.

The pride that erupted in his chest at the thought made him smile. “You could have done that all on your own.”

“Mm, but would I?” She let the question hang in the silence between them as the groom rode ahead to marshal the girls up the hill to where their picnic awaited. “You found me when I was broken, Frederick, and you healed me.”

“We healed each other.”

“And now you have the impossible task of finding our daughters husbands who will respect and love them the way you love me,” she said on a laugh.

“Not in the slightest,” he returned, grinning at her. “You will have that pleasure.”

“Mama!”  Georgina cried, holding up a basket in her hands. Her voice traveled down the hill to them, and probably across the entire valley. It was the sound of joy. “There are strawberries!”

***

Later, that night, after Alice had made gentle love to the husband who never stopped seeming to want her, even when she felt bloated and large, she lay back against the bed as he moved down her body to massage her swollen feet. And then, following a pattern they engaged in every night, her calves.

“That feels… magnificent,” she breathed, groaning a little when he found a tender spot.

“I should hope so, after seven years.”

“Seven wonderful years,” she said drowsily. “Can you believe it has been so long?”

“Helena’s little boy is almost five. I can believe it.”

Alice smiled at the thought. Helena’s circumstances were already improving, married to a proud captain and the mother of a dainty, sweet little boy. Even Lord Denshire had married, and they were almost what she would call friends. His wife, Katherine, was a fiery lady Alice admired immensely.

“I think I shall be satisfied to stop after our son is born,” she murmured absently, tracing the skin of her bump.

Frederick laughed, kissing the soles of her feet. “You don’t want twelve children?”

She pushed herself up on her elbows so she could see him over her bump. Although she still had several months to go, this one was a large one. Not twins—thank heavens—but she just knew it would be a boy. “If you would like to bear all children in the future, we can have as many as you’d like.”

He laughed, kissing her again, his thumbs banishing the soreness from the day. “I am content with three. The perfect number. My perfect family.”

Alice closed her eyes in bliss, lying back against the pillow. Sometimes, when she thought about her parents, she still grieved them, but she had come to understand that this—her life—was everything they ever could have hoped for her. And if she were to live with Frederick until the girls were nineteen, only to die and have them marry a man who would love them this deeply, she knew she would be content with the world.

“Frederick,” she mumbled, near sleep. “I am so grateful you found me.”

“I know.” He kissed her calf, then leaned up to press a kiss against her mouth. “I am too.”

The End.

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I would like to do unspeakable things to you, wife.

Miss Alice Ravenshire was left scarred and disabled, all because of a heartless Duke. But when she storms his wedding and shatters his future, she never expected to trap herself in a marriage of convenience with the very man…

Duke Frederick has spent years trying to rebuild his tarnished reputation. Until the woman he wronged brings it crashing back. She is infuriating, intoxicating—and now his wife…

What begins as a marriage of scandal soon turns into a battle of wills and forbidden desire. Revenge was her plan. But falling for her enemy was never supposed to be part of it…

 

Chapter One

Februrary 1813

Timberely House

Alice Ravenshire poked at her roast potatoes with her fork. Her stomach twisted, but not with hunger. It had been a long time since she had last been hungry—years, perhaps. Probably the last time she had ridden a horse. That always worked up an appetite.

As always, when she thought of all the things she could no longer do, her leg twinged, the stab of pain familiar yet irritating. She reached down to rub her calf, massaging the wasted muscle until the ache subsided somewhat.

“We could hardly have you missing the London Season, dearest,” Aunt Lucinda said to Cousin Harriet. “If there are any items of clothing you’re missing, you know we can always have them made up for you. It would be such a shame for you to miss out.”

Such a shame. Alice stabbed at the potato with her fork, the skin creasing to reveal the steaming, pale flesh inside. Yes, no doubt it would be such a shame for her cossetted cousin to miss out on a single thing her heart desired, while Alice—forgotten, maligned Alice—no longer had access to any of the things she had once adored.

“I know, Mama,” Harriet was saying. “But I don’t want anyone to think me countrified.”

“Of course they won’t,” Aunt Lucinda assured her. “Tell her, Vernon.”

At the head of the table, Vernon grunted, lowering his paper. “No doubt you will do us all justice,” he said as he returned to the newspaper.

“There you are,” Aunt Lucinda smiled.

Alice set down her fork, potato and all. “Perhaps I could also accompany you,” she suggested sweetly.

Aunt Lucinda coughed, her hand traveling to her delicate neckline. “Accompany Harriet? To London?”

“I had a Season once, you know.” Alice jutted out her jaw, her chest aching at the rejection she saw coming, once again. “And while I can attest that it did not go precisely smoothly, I know my way around London well enough, and it would be nice to have a change of scenery.”

“Oh, well.” Aunt Lucinda looked at Uncle Vernon, obviously searching for a way out of this latest predicament. “You know the physician has suggested you rest.”

“The physician has suggested the same thing for the past five years.” Alice struggled to keep her voice even. “And my limp has not improved.”

“And so it would be very difficult for you to travel anywhere,” Aunt Lucinda nodded solemnly. “Consider, it would be even more upsetting for you to be stuck inside there than it is here. At least here you have the benefit of a garden. And you have all the peace and quiet you need.”

“It is you who requires me to have peace and quiet, not me.” Tears stung Alice’s eyes, but she blinked them back. After her accident five years prior, this had been her reality. Her aunt and uncle hadn’t wanted another body in their home, particularly one with such specific needs, but after her parents had died, they’d had no choice but to take her in. Alice wasn’t entirely sure they hadn’t resented it ever since.

Oh, they were kind enough, of course. Her uncle even paid for her treatment out of his own pocket—and fortunately, too, because she had little enough to her name. Her father’s estate had passed to the next male heir, a distant cousin, and she had only received her mother’s dowry, placed on her head in the unlikely event someone might want to marry her.

Privately, she had long ago given up on all her dreams of romance. Once, she’d read books about love and poetry and secretly hoped for her own prince to sweep her off her feet. Now, the idea made her feel queasy—even more so than the potatoes.

“I could at least go riding,” she suggested. “I know it’s possible to fashion special saddles and stirrups that account for only one leg, so my only having one functional foot shouldn’t prove too much of an obstacle.”

Uncle Vernon’s jaw set. In general, he was a rotund, pleasant-faced man, but when it came to this, he looked as stern as any gentleman she had ever encountered. “I won’t hear of it,” he grunted. “Your father may have allowed you to ride about the countryside like a hoyden, but we won’t—”

Aunt Lucinda laid a hand on his arm, halting his tongue, but it was already too late.

Alice pushed her chair back from the table and retrieved her walking stick from where it lay by her side. She despised that she needed it, but worse still, if she attempted to walk any distance without it, she would inevitably fall, and today she could not endure the humiliation.

“I understand,” she muttered, her voice tight. “I am not to be a spectacle. Forgive me; I find myself no longer hungry.”

Abandoning her plate and her family, she hobbled to the door. A footman opened it for her, and she spared him a tight smile before attempting the stairs. One hand on the banister, the other braced against her stick. The smooth, carved wood sat in her armpit, the strain of hoisting herself up an old one now.

When she had first attempted to use it regularly, it had hurt so badly that she had curled up on the sofa and sobbed. But now, she merely set her jaw and continued until she finally reached her bedchamber. There, she found her maid, Jenny, waiting for her.

Jenny had been her maid from when she was a young girl in her parents’ home. After their death, she had followed her mistress to her aunt and uncle’s home and was the closest thing Alice had to a friend.

“That bad?” Jenny asked sympathetically as she poured another bucket of hot water into the tin bath.

“I asked if I could accompany Harriet to London.” Alice lay back on the bed and stared at the darkened canopy. Winter had rushed over the country in one icy breath, and the chill permeated even these thick walls. “They, naturally, refused.”

“Well, they are probably concerned about your health.”

“They are, almost as much as they’re concerned about what people will say about me.”

Jenny said nothing, and Alice closed her eyes against the cold tears that coated them. She rarely cried now, but that didn’t mean she didn’t feel the thickness of tears in her throat, or the tightness of them in her chest. Just that crying never achieved anything.

This was her life. Trapped within these four walls, unable to go further than the wall that ran around the kitchen gardens. Limited by the stick she loathed and needed in equal measure.

“There now,” Jenny soothed. “Your bath, Miss.”

Alice sat up, narrowing her eyes at the bath steaming behind the screen before the fire. Only a handful of steps—nine, perhaps. She could make them without her stick.

Jenny stood back. This had become somewhat of a tradition. Alice would attempt it, and Jenny would be there to catch her when, more often than not, she fell.

Today, she was determined not to fall.

“Fetch the newspaper please, Jenny,” she said.

Jenny hesitated. “Are you sure it’s the right—”

“Please, Jenny.”

Her maid bobbed her head. “Yes, ma’am.”

Slowly, painfully, Alice rose from the bed and tested her weight against her twisted leg.

In the carriage accident that had taken her parents’ lives, she had fractured her leg in three places. The bone had punctured the skin. The doctors who attended her at the beginning said she would never walk again, but over the years, she had mastered some level of mobility.

Even so, her bones ached, and sometimes she had nightmares of those Early days: the searing, shattering agony; rough hands forcing shattered bone back into place; leather straps pinning her down; brandy poured between clenched teeth. It was a miracle she hadn’t become addicted to laudanum.

One step. Two.

Her leg ached. Her foot scuffed against the carpet, and she cursed, drawing the colorful word from the stable hands’ vocabulary—from back before the accident, when she had been permitted to ride, and often.

Three steps. Four. Five. Six, seven.

She was going to make it!

Her weight listed to the side, and she reached out a hand for the patterned screen, intending to support herself before the last few steps.

She managed one more, but twisted, and her full weight landed on her injured leg. A muffled shriek left her lips, and she toppled forward, colliding with the screen, which fell against the bath. Water sloshed against the floor.

Alice landed painfully. She lay there for a few moments, trying to get her breathing under control. Pain still burned through her limbs, and she had bruised her ribs from her fall. Tears, pointless and hot, filled her eyes, and she wiped them away with the back of her hand.

The door opened and Jenny rushed to her side. “Miss Alice! Let me help you.”

Exhausted, Alice allowed Jenny to wrap her arm around her shoulders and pull her up. Once Alice could support herself against the wall, Jenny righted the screen and helped Alice with her dress, letting it slip from her shoulders and onto the floor. Alice had a series of steps and supports to help her climb into the bath, and once that was achieved, she lay back in the hot water.

Steam billowed all around her. Some of the ache in her leg eased.

“Any announcements?” she murmured wearily, eyes closed. “Read them out to me.”

Jenny perched on a stool beside the bath and began to read all the announcements. When the scandal pages came, the maid read those aloud, too, both keeping abreast of the news and following the fortunes of a certain gentleman.

Alice had never met him in person, but she knew of him. The reckless Duke of Langford and the carriage crash that had changed the course of her life forever and allowed him to walk away unscathed.

Jenny’s low voice read out the announcements—engagements between peers of the realm and daughters of other peers. Deaths. Babies. The words blurred until Jenny stopped with a small gasp.

Alice cracked an eye open. “What is it?”

“The matrimonial alliance between His Grace, the Duke of Langford, and the accomplished Lady Penelope Millington, daughter of the Earl of Rushworth, takes place next week.” Her voice faded. “He’s marrying, Miss.”

Marrying. Marrying?

The Duke of Langford had ruined her life! And now… now, he was going on to marry and do everything she could no longer?

Despair burned away under the fires of her rage. This was unacceptable! She would not allow it!

Alice sat up straight, the water sloshing around her. “Jenny,” she said. “I’m going to need your help.”

“Whatever for, ma’am?”

She gave a grim smile. “We are going to London after all.”

Chapter Two

It transpired that traveling to London without the knowledge of one’s family was more challenging than it seemed. Alice needed a way to sneak out to the nearest village; from there, she would hire a post chaise to take her to London.

But to sneak out, she would need a means of traveling. And for that, the easiest solution was a horse.

While Jenny packed, Alice ventured out into the gardens and bribed the stable boy, bidding him to bring a horse around for her to ride, with one of Harriet’s side saddles equipped. She assured him she would only be going for a small ride around the estate—and she proved to him that she knew her way around horses enough that he believed her. Knowing he would likely get in trouble, she tipped him well and bid him to tell no one of his involvement.

Let her aunt and uncle wonder what had happened. It served them right for keeping her trapped.

Just as she was about to sneak out to ride into the village, however, Harriet knocked on her bedchamber door. Alice stuffed her small carpet bag out of sight and plopped down on the bed.

“Yes?” she asked, a trifle impatiently. Harriet was a sweet enough girl, but she had been well and truly spoiled by the over-indulgence of her mother, and Alice had no real patience with her.

“Which gown do you think I should wear for my presentation to the Queen? I was thinking I ought to wear the rose silk, but Mama thinks I look better in the blue chiffon. What do you think? I think silk is more becoming, and flatters my complexion.”

“If you think that, why ask me?”

“Well, because you have already been presented at Court.” Harriet looked at her as though she was stupid. “Before your accident.”

“Yes, I remember when that was.” It was an effort not to snap at Harriet. She knew the girl meant no harm, but she had never learned tact, and Alice found it wearing. “But so has your mother. If you would rather wear the rose silk, tell her and have the maids make it up. I’m sure you’ll look lovely no matter what you choose.”

“Thank you.” Harriet preened, tossing her dark curls over her shoulder. She was an extremely pretty girl—and able-bodied. Alice always did her best not to envy her, but she remembered what it was like to have the freedom of choice. To attend Court and join London society as one of its newest debutantes.

“Could I borrow your kid gloves?” Harriet asked, abandoning the question of the gown. “The white ones? After all, you won’t be needing them.”

Those kid gloves in particular were safely tucked away in Alice’s carpet bag, but she could hardly admit as much. “I’ll ask Jenny to look for them,” she said vaguely.

“Thank you.” Harriet beamed at her. “You know, I am so terribly sorry that you can’t come with us. Mama says it’s not possible and you would be miserable there, but I would rather we could enter fashionable society together. I’m sure you’ll know who everyone is.”

Not any longer.

“Thank you,” Alice smiled instead, twisting her hands together. “You must be eager to pack everything. I’ll let you get back to it.”

To her relief, Harriet took the hint, not even seeming to notice she was being dismissed in her excitement. “Yes, thank you! Send along the gloves when you find them. I shall write to you often and tell you all about my beaus.”

No doubt Harriet would have wonderful luck in London and find a husband in her first Season. Alice had come close, but no one had proposed, and before her second season could much get underway, the Duke of Langford had stolen her future from her.

Alice watched her door close again, then found her carpet bag and brought it out, leaving it on the bed. She rang once for Jenny, who would come and collect the bag, carrying it to the village. It was only two miles away—an easy distance, Jenny said, and she could easily make an excuse for leaving there.

All Alice needed to do was escape.

She hobbled down the back stairs, leaning heavily on her stick as she made her way to the library doors that led out onto the lawn. There, round the side of the house, stood the stable boy waiting for her.

“Thank you, Barney,” she beamed warmly, handing him a bag of coins. Her leg already ached, but she knew it would all be worth it. “Now, can you pass me up?”

He cupped his hands willingly, and she gripped the side of the mare he’d prepared for her. Even being this close to a horse again brought back all the memories she’d treasured as a girl—the wind in her hair and the power of a cantering horse underneath her.

She inhaled, fighting back nostalgia and tears. She would not allow this to define or overcome her.

With Barney’s help, she struggled onto the horse and adjusted her skirt to cover her legs. With difficulty, she smiled. “Thank you, Barney. Likely, my uncle will be angry with me, but I will not reveal your part in this, so make sure you don’t, either.”

“No, ma’am.”

Feeling guilty about putting him in a difficult predicament, but knowing she had no choice, she picked up the reins and used her good leg to urge the mare into movement. The mare went willingly enough, too placid for Alice’s taste but perfect for this role.

She would get to the village, even if it killed her. And from there, London.

To stop a dastardly Duke’s wedding.

She grimaced grimly. If he thought he could dismiss her and go on with his life, she would show him the scope of his mistake.

And she hoped he would bear the full consequences of his actions for the first time in his selfish, reckless life!

***

Frederick Blackwell, the Duke of Langford, adjusted his cravat in the mirror. The man staring back at him bore no resemblance to his father, and for an extended moment, he wished he could see the old man again just once more. Then he could offer all the apologies he had not adequately made before his father’s death.

Behind him, Thomas Everston, the Earl of Denshire, lounged in a chair with a glass in his hand. “Sherry? You look as though you need it.”

Frederick shook his head. “Hardly seems good manners to turn up to one’s wedding reeking of alcohol.”

“One glass will hardly make you reek.” Denshire braced his elbows on his knees. “You know, it’s not too late to back out now.”

“As though I could do that. Think of the girl’s family.”

Denshire snorted. “She’d recover soon enough. Dullest girl I’ve ever had the misfortune to meet, but she’s pretty enough, and from good stock. If you hadn’t offered, there would be a dozen men in your place.”

“But,” Frederick pointed out, allowing his valet to shrug him in his velvet coat, “I did offer.”

“And I hardly know why, old boy.”

Frederick concentrated on the mother-of-pEarl buttons he was doing up his front instead of answering.

They both knew he had no real affection for the girl, but that was not why men of his station married. Love was a commodity few could afford—not even Dukes.

After the accident a few years prior, he had turned London upside down. Gossip had been everywhere. His gaze slid inadvertently to his writing desk, where he still kept some of the scandal sheets written about himself. He was known as the feckless Earl—as he had been before his father died. The world had speculated about him, wondered whether he ought to be considered a murderer for the accident he had caused. People had died, and it transpired to be impossible to simply wipe the stain clean from his soul. For the rest of his life, he supposed, he would be attempting to pay penance.

Lady Penelope was not precisely penance, but it was yet another attempt to show the ton he had changed, turned over a new leaf, and intended to settle down. As Denshire so succinctly put, she was from good stock. It was a reputable marriage. The kind of marriage his father would have liked to see him make.

“You know why,” he said at last. “Besides, I want to do this.”

“You want to repair your reputation,” Denshire began slowly, eyes sharp and piercing. Frederick made the mistake of meeting them in the mirror. “And you think she will erase the past, but—”

“Nothing will erase the past!”

“Then why are you so eager to marry her? There are plenty of other ladies who would gladly have accepted an offer.”

“But none as respectable,” Frederick waved a cavalier hand. “And therein lies her appeal. It is the right thing to do. We both understand the terms of our marriage and the union we will form. Perhaps you do not like her, but—”

“Don’t like her? Dare I say, I’ve had more interesting conversations with Corinthian pillars.”

Frederick scowled.

Admittedly, she had very little propensity for conversation, and did not seem to ever have formed an opinion of her own, but he was not marrying so he could enjoy her opinions. Frankly, it seemed a cruel thing to judge a woman for, when he knew plenty of opinionated young ladies whose opinions were derided.

“You can’t shake me from this,” he declared firmly. “Besides, if you had intended to change my mind, you would have done better than waiting for the wedding day.” He finally turned to face his friend. “How do I look?”

“As though you are making a mistake,” Denshire said wryly, then shook his head and smiled. “But if you are certain you want to do this, then we should make our way to the church before we are late and the gossipmongers can spread more rumors of your unreliability.”

Frederick winced. Although he had done much to repair his reputation over the past few years, shunning all the vices that had led to his accident and turning over a new leaf, he knew better than anyone how quickly that could change. His reputation amongst the ton still hovered on a knife’s edge. It would take very little to push it from one side to the other.

“Come,” he murmured. “If for nothing else but to save my reputation.”

Chapter Three

Alice gripped the newspaper clipping in her hand, smudging the ink in her sweaty palms. She stared out of the window at the passing London streets, so much louder than she remembered.

When she’d first come here, as a girl of nineteen, everything had seemed so… exciting. Her father and mother had supported her curiosity and enthusiasm, allowing her more freedom than she now understood was proper. She had even, on occasion, gone riding in Hyde Park without a chaperone.

The rules were different in London. Ruin was always just around the corner—one misstep and it could find you.

With her leg, every step she took these days was a misstep.

But at least, even after a four-year absence, she was showing her face in London for a cause. So long as she wouldn’t be late.

Opposite her, Jenny sat with her hands on her lap, silently nervous. They’d hired chaise-and-four on the last leg of their journey, which gave them the freedom to arrive at the church directly, a necessity given Alice’s inability to walk far.

She gripped her walking stick as they approached the doors of the church, her heart flip-flopping in her chest. Nerves ran like raw lightning under her skin, and she forced herself to take several deep breaths as they finally came to a stop.

Outside the church, several ladies in beautiful gowns were gathered, empire waists lower than Alice remembered from her older days in London. She had almost enough time to consider that her dress was frightfully out of fashion before Jenny handed her down, and she approached the door of the magnificent building.

Head held high, she drew in a deep breath, then, without further ado, she threw it open with a crash.

The church was small. Dim. Heavy with the scent of old incense. A few ladies and gentlemen sat scattered in the pews, their whispers hushed.

And at the end of the aisle…

He stood.

As though nothing had ever been closer than right in his world.

The man who had stolen her future—bright, innocent, full of promise.

The villain of her life. Frederick Blackwell. The dastardly Duke of Langford.

For a long moment, Alice simply glared at him.

She only had vague memories of him; he had visited briefly while she was recuperating, but she had been so lost after the deaths of her parents that she had barely recalled his appearance. And before then, of course, she had seen him occasionally in society. But they had moved in very different circles.

Now, her mind clear, she was finally at liberty to take him in. He had dark blond hair brushed back from his face, a sharp nose, full lips, and a dimple on his chin as he smiled. He smiled. This was not a man whose back was broken from the guilt of what he had done. If he’d shown remorse, she might have been able to forgive him, but he was so far from remorse as to be happy and moving on.

Resentment rose in her chest, reminding her of her intention. She was going to ruin him one way or another.

“You,” she announced as she lurched her way down the aisle, the wood of her stick biting into her underarm. “How dare you!”

 The smile on his face faded as he turned to look at her. And then—the realization burned when confusion flitted across his face. She had every idea who he was; she had been following his fate for years, scanning newspapers and scandal sheets to discover every last thing she could about him.

And here he was, not only marrying a beautiful lady… but oblivious as to who she was.

He had come to visit her, to offer her a strangled apology. Despite her vague recollections of that time, she still recalled the tangled glory of his dirty blond hair, the pride in his strong features. The moment she stepped into the church, she had recognized him. She could confidently say, she would have recognized him anywhere.

Yet, he had the indecency to appear… confused?

“How could you!” she hissed when she reached the carpeted steps he stood on. He blinked down at her, and she ignored the growing whispers behind her, the outrage on the expression of the reverend. All she could think about was the simmering fury in her veins.

“How could you even consider being happy when you ruined my life the way you did? How could you imagine it was fair to stand here and marry Lady Penelope when you carry the weight of murder on your soul? Where is your penance!”

“Penance?” He choked the word., barely more than a breath, strangled in his throat. “What in God’s name are you…”

Then—suddenly—his hand closed around her wrist.

Before she could pull away, he was moving, dragging her through a side door she hadn’t even seen.

They stumbled into a cramped room that smelled of old paper and candle wax—a place she suspected the reverend used to change into his robes. It was crowded with books, mostly Bibles, stacked in precarious towers, and littered with forgotten pieces of holy paraphernalia.

You—” she started again, but he released her with a rough gesture.

“Who the devil are you and what are you doing here?” he hissed.

Alice drew herself up to her full height. She had not lost her stick, but she did her best not to lean on it, her weight on her good leg. “You ought to know who I am.”

“Perhaps, but as I do not, I’d hope you’d be so good as to tell me.” His voice was icy.

Alice fell stumped. “My… my name is Alice Ravenshire. Daughter of Lord Brexton.”

“Well then, Miss Ravenshire, I hope you understand the scope of the damage you caused barging in here without an invitation. Do you know who I am?”

His eyes flashed, and she noticed for the first time what a peculiar shade of blue they were—like the sky upon its first awakening, when the dawn light brushed against the horizon, the darkness turning into the softest blue.

When they fixed on her the way they did, however, they were sharp and piercing—nothing soft about them. Her hands misted with sweat as she gripped her stick and held firm.

“I will, of course, be seeking damages.” There was a coldness to his face that she associated with grand men like him, but underneath it, she thought she sensed panic. “Do you know what you could have done?” He paced from one side of the room to the other. “What people will think?”

“What will they think?” she asked, frowning.

“That I ruined you.”

“But… but… you did ruin me.” She gritted her teeth. “You—”

“I can say with utter transparency that you and I have never engaged in—”

Langford.” A man poked his head through the door. “Rushworth wishes to speak to you.” The man’s gaze flittered curiously over Alice, not even the faintest sense of recognition. Evidently, no one here knew who she was, and she was enough of a woman of the world to understand what they presumably thought. That the Duke had stolen her virtue. Perhaps even given her a child.

The disgust on his face seared itself into her soul. Obviously, the mere thought of being with her—a cripple—repulsed him.

She pressed a hand against her stomach; the rejection from this man, though she had no interest in him, cut deep.

He had no right to find her repulsive when he had put her in this state. If she was a cripple, then it was only because of his making!

“Stay here,” the Duke commanded her, then rushed out of the room. The door closed with a decisive thunk behind him.

***

Frederick’s mind raced as he approached the Earl of Rushworth, standing by the altar with a face of fury. This conversation would not go well.

He racked his brains to think of where he had seen Miss Ravenshire before. Her face, with its high cheekbones and large, almost almond-shaped eyes, held the barest hint of familiarity.

He had not bedded her. He knew that much. Aside from anything, he would have recalled the limp.

Remembering it now, he regretted dragging her away the way he had done. The only thought in his mind had been to minimize the damage to his reputation—damage that had taken place anyway.

“My apologies, sir,” he said to the Earl when he reached him, bowing his head solemnly. “I have not an inkling as to who that lady is, or—”

“We knew your history when you approached me asking for my daughter’s hand.” The Earl’s chest puffed, and with a sinking feeling, Frederick already knew what the answer would be. “We decided, after looking at your behavior for the past few years, to give you a chance. I won’t lie that it would have been a boon for my daughter to be married to a Duke. A Duchess! She would have deserved that.” His beady eyes narrowed. “But she does not deserve this. Now, tell me, in which way did you wrong the girl?”

“I don’t know! I don’t know who she is.” Aside from a name, but the name meant nothing to him. He had met more nobles than he could count ever since he was a boy. Perhaps the name sparked something in his mind, but not anything as certain as a memory. “I promise you, she and I were not involved in any sort of liaison.”

Rushworth sighed, the anger in his face lessening. “If it helps, son, I believe you. I saw the look on your face when she limped toward you. The eyes never lie.” He shook his head. “But you must understand it from my perspective. Penelope is my daughter. And people will talk.”

Frederick knew. People always talked. Even when they did not understand the scope of the subject they gossiped about.

“I cannot in good faith allow her to marry a man who would—intentionally or not—humiliate her on her wedding day. How many more women will there be coming out of the woodwork? What other aspects of your past will return to haunt you? Once you’re married, your problems become my daughters, and your scandals will taint her too.”

Frederick could have argued. Part of him wanted to—the part that still believed a marriage with Penelope would somehow allow him to outlive his past. But his past, in the form of a particularly angry stranger, had caught up to him anyway. And it wouldn’t have been dignified to demand to marry a man’s daughter when he had revoked his permission.

Another scandal to weather. This time, he would be reported to be left at the altar after the unknown woman assaulted him. A woman, moreover, with a limp. Regardless of the truth, or even what the Earl believed, people would think she was his mistress, abandoned and neglected now he was marrying. A mistress with a limp, wearing a hideous dress years out of fashion. Evidently poor.

He sighed, pinching his nose. “I understand,” he murmured, retrieving what remained of his dignity. There was nothing more to be done but accept the situation with as much grace as he could muster. “I can’t say I’m anything but disappointed, but I understand your decision.”

“I am sorry, my boy.”

Frederick nodded.

The church felt stifling, and he turned around to find the woman who had ruined this chance he had at carving himself some peace—only to find the door to the vestry was open.

The woman had gone.

How she’d disappeared through the crowd so quickly with her stick, he didn’t know. She barely seemed as though she could walk without assistance.

Thomas approached. “Out the back,” he mouthed, his face creased with sympathy. “The reverend isn’t happy about it, but he’s giving us a respectable way out of here. Come on, man. Quickly now. You can’t stop them talking about you, but at least you can stop them doing it to your face.”

“The girl…” Frederick’s voice was low, tight.

“She’s gone. I don’t know where, and frankly, I don’t care.”

His jaw flexed. “I’ll find her,” he snarled, following Thomas through the dim church and out into the garden beyond. The space was small, cold, bordered by nothing more than a few leafless shrubs.

His voice dropped to a dangerous murmur. “I will have my revenge, Denshire. Even if it’s the last damned thing I ever do.”

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There’s little I don’t know about you, little mouse.”

Lady Evelina is being bartered into marriage with a cruel man. But when a masked stranger abducts her from the altar, she finds herself in a far more dangerous arrangement—one proposed by none other than the Duke of Wolfthorne himself…

 

Duke Dorian needs a wife—and fast. Evelina is the perfect choice—beautiful, clever, and infuriatingly off-limits. Their union is supposed to be a transaction, not a seduction, until he wants her writhing beneath him…

Forced to play husband and wife, resisting each other isn’t just difficult—it’s unbearable. But surrender might be their greatest risk yet…

Prologue

St. John’s Wood, London.

1801

Peeking her head out of one of the few backdoors of her aunt and uncle’s substantial home in St. John’s Wood, young Evelina Frampton took her chance, hiked up her skirts, and dashed across the lawn and into the woods.

This fraction of time, between her pianoforte tutor’s arrival and her French lessons, between her aunt’s daily naps and the nursemaid’s jaunts to town, was the only part of her day she could see him—Ash. The mysterious, mute boy who lived in the woods.

Mud splattered on her petticoat as she ran over the wet lawn, but she did not stop; she had to see him. Dashing in further, ducking into the forest, ignoring the rough twigs, roots, and rocks under her thin kid soles, she neared the tall oak she had climbed many times.

“Oh, Ash,” she murmured, peering through the trees, hoping to catch a glimpse of him. “I hope you will come along this eve.”

Folding her skirts, Ellie sat against the rough bark of a tree, pulling up the tall grass beside her and braiding them into a thick strand to pass the time. Her eyes occasionally darted up to look for Ash.

Ash was not his real name, but rather a moniker for she did not know his true name. She named him Ash for the color of his hair, a strange pale blond that middled the bright flaxen hair many people had, and the mysterious platinum shade some women were naturally gifted with.

The almost imperceivable crunch of twigs under shoes had Ellie looking up to find the mute boy arriving in the distance; his worn boots were tucked into his faded trousers, while his shirt was untucked and loosened at the collar. His pale hair was a beacon that drew her eyes in the low light.

Her heart leaped. “You came!”

He nodded, his lips taking on the slightest curve before he gently lowered to sit beside her. When he drew his knees up, she noticed a faded bruise on his cheek.

“Oh, Ash,” she sighed sympathetically, getting to her knees and reaching out to touch his bruised skin—but wavering before her fingertips landed. “Are you hurt again?”

Nodding, Ash leaned his face into her touch, and she grazed the sallow skin. Months ago, when she had first met him, he had looked at her as if she were a wild doe, unwilling to come near her.

In the days—and months— that followed, he’d be willing to come to her side, especially when she bemoaned the many lessons she was forced to endure every day.

“How did this happen?” she asked, pushing back his hair from his ear as the bruise had receded up to his temple.

He did not say a word, as per usual.

Ash wasn’t that much older than her—at her best estimate, she assumed he was ten-and-four, or possibly a year older, to her ten years.

“Are you in pain?” She tried her best not to press too hard on the bruised skin.

He shook his head.  

“I have a balm at home that might fade the ugly bruise,” she murmured. “I can go and get it if you wa—”

Ash shook his head forcibly and fixed his fingers around her wrist—wordlessly telling her to stay put. The callouses on his palms and fingertips told her he worked to get by. Every lord’s son had hands as soft as suede.

For every one thing she knew of Ash, there were a dozen things she remained in the dark about.   

Weeks ago, when she had carried a basket of food to share, he’d loved the plain oat cakes but hated the ones with currants. He chose the fresh fruits over the pudding and ate the meat pies with gusto. The little drams of spices and wine she’d stolen away had been accepted… only after she’d taken a sip.

“All right, all right, I’ll stay,” Ellie assured. “I still want to get you that balm, though.”

She leaned her head onto his shoulder, “I do wish I could see you more than these times we sneak out to see each other. Well, I sneak out, I do not know if you need to slip away from your folks. Er… I shouldn’t have said that, should I?”

Twisting her head, she asked, “Do you have folks? I have this feeling that you might be all alone. Are you all alone?”

He swallowed tightly, then nodded.

Pained, Ellie hugged him. “I am so sorry. I do wish there was a median of having overbearing guardians like my aunt and uncle, and you not having anyone. Every child should have that, shouldn’t they?”

His arm came up and wrapped around her shoulder, sparking butterflies into a storm under her breastbone. Ash scarcely showed emotion, and him hugging her made her blurt, “I think I love you.”

He pulled away, but only so far as to meet her eyes and search them. Before she lost her nerve, Ellie added, “I care for you a lot, Ash, and e-even if I don’t know your real name, I want us to get married when we are older. Wouldn’t—would you like that too?”

After a heart-pounding, almost maddening moment, Ash nodded, and relief made Ellie’s head light.

“I think—” She slumped to the ground again and looked around for something, anything to use and commemorate the moment, and her eyes drifted to the strands of grass she’d braided. Grabbing them, she fashioned them into rings. “I think we should get married, now.”

His brows shot up, and she went red. “Er… like a promise marriage, to, well, be married later on.”

Ash shook his head, his expression wry. Heat crept up her cheek as she got to her knees and held out the rings. “Take one.”

As he hesitantly accepted it in his palm, she added hers and covered his hands with hers. “I, Evelina Frampton, do promise to marry Ash when I am twenty years old. I promise to be his loving wife, and he promises to be my loving husband, and we will live happy and content for the rest of our lives.”

She took his hand and slid the ring onto his fourth finger, while after a moment, he did the same to her.

“There is—” she felt her face flame, “—is usually a kiss at this part.”

Ash’s head canted to the side, his lips curling into a smirk, and before she lost her nerve, Ellie leaned in and kissed his cheek.

“There,” she mumbled. “We are married… or promised to marry at least.”

A male shout suddenly cut through the trees.

“Evelina Rosalind Frampton! Where are you?”

Ellie’s head snapped to the left at the sound of her uncle, Patrick Langford’s, furious voice. Frightened at his tone, Ellie found herself frozen in place, unsure of what to do.

Should I run or stay right here?

Snapping to the left and right, she felt her heart plummet to her feet; her uncle would not take it lightly to know she had not only skipped her lessons, but to find her alone with a boy would surely push him into a rage. It went against all the propriety teachings she had been taught.

“Evelina!” Her uncle yelled once again.

Instead of pushing herself away from Ash, she pressed herself closer, seeking comfort and perhaps hiding away from the impending fallout. Ash’s arm wrapped around her as she heard twigs and leaves snapping under her uncle’s boots.

Ash made to stand and was taking her with him when her uncle trampled through the underbrush and roared, “Evelina! Are you out of your mind!”

She trembled and turned horrified eyes to Ash, but he did not move; he was as terrified as she was. Her uncle grabbed her right shoulder and dragged her away; in a panic, she reached with her left hand for Ash. He grabbed at her but only managed to come away with the leaf ring on her finger.

Patrick snarled. “Get away from her, you disgusting runt! Unhand her!” Her uncle hauled her away, bristling anger sparking in his eyes, “Get away from here, you cur. If I see you again, I will have you in prison.”

“No, Uncle,” Evelina tried to stop him. “Stop! Please—Ash-”

“And you,” he pulled her through the forest. “You are never to be out of my sight, or to see him again, you hear me!”

As he dragged her through a large copse of trees, the last glimpse Ellie had of Ash, was him clenching his hand over the makeshift ring.

***

Across town…

Pocketing his pay of a half crown and pennies, Dorian turned to the dark streets and headed back; the half-moon was a sickle above him in the dark sky.

He ran a hand through his dark, soot-covered hair and, with the broom flung over his shoulder, began trudging through the dark alleys of London, set on heading home.

 A cold wind buffeted his back as he turned a corner, and he sensed them.

To their credit, the footpads were light on their feet, but Dorian was lighter and faster. When he was sure the robbers were set on him, he burst into a run, and using his detailed memory of the streets in Covent Garden, darted into an alley where it forced the men to attack him single file.

An ugly mug with a horrid scar down his face leered from the darkness. “We got ye, boy.”

Dorian held up both hands, one still holding the stick of the broom, “Are you going to kill me for three silvers?”

“It’s enough to buy a jug of blue ruin,” the first man replied while two more faces loomed over his shoulder.

He tugged a wicked, jagged knife from the band of his tattered trousers and brandished it. It glittered with malice. “Now, hand it over.”

Pausing, Dorian considered his reply—then decided not to reply at all. Quick as a snake, he shot out a hand, and grabbing the hand holding the knife, Dorian yanked and twisted the arm so far that the man’s elbow almost popped broken, and he fell to his knees screaming.

A movement behind him had him ducking under an overhand punch before spinning to face the next attack, and dropping quickly, swept the man’s legs out from under him.

Grabbing the discarded knife, Dorian wielded it to defend himself and inflict as little pain as possible, but when it was clear they would kill him, the need for survival spurred Dorian forward.

 He jumped back when the second man swung a machete in a wide arc, and the jagged point caught the edge of Dorian’s thin coat. Pain lanced up his nerves and blood stained a long line down his arm, but he hardly felt it as the vital energy pulsing through his body blocked the pain.

The third man wavered and, gazing at his two accomplices, shook his head once, then twice, before turning tail and darting away.

Through the ringing in his ears, Dorian sucked in a breath and clutched at his arm, wincing.

A figure separated from the shadows.

A huge man, bearded and menacing, made a beckoning movement. “Ye’ll need stitches with that, lad.”

Paralyzed, Dorian snapped, “Who are you?”

“I go by… Sterling,” the man muttered. “And you are a strong one, aren’t ye? Any other lily-livered lump would have dropped his coins and run, but not you.  Unlike the others, you are willfully daft. But… also courageous. You don’t last long in this world if you aren’t.”

Straightening, Dorian asked, “Last… in what?”

“The job I am about to offer you,” Sterling said darkly. “One that will change your life. See, boy, I sense something in you, something dark and scalding, rippling to break free. You fought those men without the faintest to save your own skin.”

“You are wrong,” Dorian growled, “I did it solely for that.”

“Oh, look at that,” Sterling laughed oddly. “You have a heart. You could have easily killed two of them, but you didn’t. All the more reason why I want to take you under my wing. Even with that foolish moral code, you would do better than the cold-hearted blackguards who litter these streets like rats.”

Dorian furrowed his brows. “What do you want from me?”

“Right now? Only to get you stitched up. But after that, I am giving you the chance to reap all they have stolen from you,” Sterling replied. “If you stand by me, you become a name they shall whisper of in darkness. You will survive, and one day, you will make them all pay.”

The offer felt too good to be true, but thinking of his father in a cot, barely surviving on a dram of laudanum, and only when Dorian could afford it, instead of the full care he should be getting, rankled him. Not to mention knowing his thieving uncle was out there flaunting stolen wealth.

Dorian promised inwardly to get justice for himself and his father.

He squared his shoulders. “When do I start?”

“Let’s get you stitched up and then we can talk,” Sterling murmured. “I’d imagine you’d want to take care of your old man too.”

Frowning, Dorian asked, “How do you know about that?”

“This is your first lesson, boy,” Sterling chuckled, “When you aim to be the lord of the streets, you’d best know everyone in them.”

***

The weak rays of dawn led Dorian down the overgrown lane and took him to a small cottage, seemingly abandoned, as its garden was overgrown and there were no signs of inhabitation. Some bushes had grown so mighty that their roots protruded into the path, so he stepped onto the stretch of lawn and walked as silently as a cat.

Pushing at the door, he stopped in the kitchen to rest the fruit down, then went to the back room and found his father still abed. The man, barely three-and-fifty, looked near death’s door.

The pale, peppery spots on his cheeks, his thinning hair, and deep lines down his face, all made the fearsome, imperious Duke of Wolfthorne a far cry from who he once was.

“Father,” Dorian said quietly as he stoked the fire. “Are you awake?”

No sign came from the older man, but his chest rose and fell evenly, telling Dorian that he was alive.

Lips pressed tight, he left the room and went to the kitchen to warm up the last of the stew on the fire pit. He did not want to leave his father before he ate something, but Dorian needed to work that night.

For the last year since his father had lost his fortune and station—stolen, it was stolen, Dorian reminded himself—he’d hired himself out to be one of the sweep’s ‘apprentices’ as a climbing boy and had begun to live a nightmare of coal and dust.

He’d cleaned stinking, suffocating stacks from dusk until dawn; but studiously refused to do what the other sweeps did; leave windows cracked so they could crawl back in and snag candlesticks and silverware to pawn for half-pennies and a bob.

He’d proven himself to be fast and clever, letting his work speak for itself while standing aside as the other sweeps got hauled in by the constables.

“Father,” Dorian said, carrying the bowl back into the room. “Please, wake. I need to tell you something important.”

Weakly, Barnabas Beaumont forced his eyes open, “Who—who are you?”

Holding back a grimace, Dorian viciously hated the confusion and lunacy that plagued his father at times. He waited until the haze faded and recognition settled in his father’s eyes.

“Son,” Barnabas’s voice was weak. “I did not see you for a moment there.”

“I know, Father,” Dorian said, while coming closer to rest the bowl on the table. Reaching under the man’s back, he gently eased him up to sit on the headboard. “You need to eat something, but I need to tell you, I may have found a way out of here and for you to get the care you need.”

His father gaped at him. “What? How? What do you mean?”

“I found a patron who is going to take me under his wing,” Dorian said, knowing he could not divulge the truth that he would be working for a crime lord in the underworld. “He is going to pay and give you the medicine and proper food you need to heal.”

Barnabas accepted the bowl and tried to feed himself, but his fingers were not steady. It was painful watching the once powerful man struggle to do something so simple. Eventually, Dorian took over, spooned him the broth, helped him to the washroom, and then dressed him in travelling clothes.

“Who is this man?” His father croaked.

“The Viscount of Carrington,” Dorian replied, looking over his shoulder as two men stepped into the room. “These men are going to take you to a house with a nursemaid, and you’ll be cared for there.”

Barnabas’s eyes misted over as he turned to Dorian. “I am so sorry I failed you, my son. You should not have to go through such lengths for me.”

“You have not failed me, nor will you ever fail me,” Dorian said, as he stepped away from the men to help his father to the carriage. “Believe me, Papa, I will retrieve everything we have lost, and then some.”

I will survive. One day, I’ll be strong. Then I’ll make all who stole from us pay.

Chapter One

Ten Years Later

“Yesterday, I saw my cousin marry, and I thought to myself, well done, old girl, you are officially on the shelf,” Lady Victoria Rothwell, the daughter of Marquess Templeton, added a dash of milk to her tea and laughed.

“You’re only four-and-twenty!” Evelina gawked at her friend.

“In the ton, that makes me a spinster.” Victoria lifted a slender shoulder. “It matters not, my dear. I am quite comfortable being a spinster.”

“You could have married any of the last seasons,” Ellie giggled. “I am sure every bachelor was tripping over their heels to marry the Diamond of the First Water.”

Tucking a strand of her silver-blonde hair behind an ear of classically sculpted features, Victoria’s beauty drew lords from all over the continent and even overseas. Despite the early hour—and Victoria’s propensity to read through all hours of the night— no shadows rested under her eyes; her skin glowed with the health of the well-rested.

“They were.” Victoria rolled her dark blue eyes. “But some of them were just a touch too eager. They claim to love the arts, but when I ask the simplest question on the Bard, they splutter and stutter with excuses. How difficult is it truly to know the origin of the quote, ‘love like a shadow flies when substance love pursues, pursuing that that flies, and flying what pursues’?”

Picking up a blackberry tart, Evelina shook her head, “I don’t think men read The Merry Wives of Windsor.

“They should,” Victoria shrugged.

“Your brother doesn’t even know that, no matter how many operas you drag him to.”

“My brother is a troglodyte.”

Laughing, Ellie asked, “Where is dear Benedict this evening?”

“I have no idea,” Victoria shrugged. “My best guess is that he is at the horse track. But we are not here to talk about him. We’re here to talk about you. How are you on the husband-seeking front, Ellie?”

Dusting her finger off, Ellie sighed, “Aunt and Uncle have still banned me from courting for fear that the suitor will learn I have no dowry to offer his family. I am still Harriet’s companion at balls, and while she is allowed to court, I am not. I suppose that is the downside of being an orphan.”

Disheartened, Victoria flattened her lips. “Do they not believe you want to marry for love? How can you find your votre âme sœur if you are not allowed to court?”

“Aunt and Uncle had an arranged marriage,” Ellie replied. “They do not believe in soulmates or love. Their idea of a companionship is debating the merits of roasted pheasant over duck.”

“Sounds more delightful than these men and their blasé flirting,” Victoria replied. “It is still horrible, though. No one deserves to be trapped in a marriage of convenience.”

The afternoon sun streamed in through the windows, warming the solarium. Fresh flowers sprouted from vases, and watered ivory silk flowed over the walls. Through the large double doors, the scent of azaleas, tulips, and the cultivated wildflowers in the garden below wafted in.

“It is,” Ellie replied, her face falling with sadness. “I do not want to be sold off or traded as if I am a fattened calf to the butcher, but until I get to the age of majority, I have little say in what I can do.”

“Oh yes, yes, about that,” Victoria’s eyes went bright with excitement. “Your twenty-first birthday is in a week and two days. What shall we do for such a wonderful milestone? Shall we throw a ball, or take a trip to Vauxhall, or—or use my father’s yacht to take a trip to America—”

“What?” Ellie’s mouth dropped. “No, goodness no, Victoria! We cannot do any of those.”

“Why not?” Victoria pouted. “I have always wanted to see New York.”

“I know, but I doubt we’ll see New York in a day,” Ellie replied. “Though I do thank you for the thought.”

Shaking her head, Victoria commiserated, “It is a pity that you shan’t know what it is to feel your heartbeat pound out of your chest, to feel your skin prickle with awareness and your head feel so light.”

“It sounds like you are describing a catalepsy,” Ellie’s lips twitched. “I would rather avoid that, thank you. But you are a bit mistaken, I did feel love once. It was calf-love, I suppose, but I did feel it.”

“Where did he go, by the by?” Victoria asked. “I know you said one day he was with you, and then when your uncle found you, he vanished.”

Shaking her head, Ellie corrected her, “We vanished. Uncle moved us from St John’s Wood to Grosvenor Square, and we never set foot in that part of the countryside again.

“When I asked around, covertly, of course, no one had ever heard of or seen the boy I’d described to them. Ash was gone, too. I think Uncle made sure he was sent away. No, no, I am sure Uncle sent him away.”

Shifting the plates on the table, her friend tutted. “Such a shame. Do you think you would have been the love of his life if you had been allowed to stay?”

“Maybe,” Evelina replied. “But then, how long do first loves last? There are times I do think it was best that we were separated, but at other times, I mourn the fact that the opportunity to find out was stolen from me.”

Reaching over the small round tea table, Victoria held Ellie’s hand tightly. “I, too, wish you had.”

“Thank you.”

“Now,” Victoria’s lips pursed, “Back to the conundrum of what we shall do for your birthday. How does a trip to the pools of Bath sound?”

***

Stepping into the fore room of her uncle’s townhome, Evelina wanted nothing more than a hot cup of tea and to retire to her bed with the latest book from Temple of the Muses in hand.

“Miss,” Mr Radcliffe, the butler, bowed as she stepped into the room, “Your honored aunt and uncle requested to see you in the drawing room.”

Frowning, Evelina undid her coat. “Why?”

“I would not know, Miss,” he said candidly. “I am only told to make you aware that they need to see you as soon as you arrive. The only caveat I am told to give you is that, if you need to change your clothes, you may do so.”

A twist of frustration curled in her chest; what was this about?

It is probably something to do with Harriet, she grimaced inwardly. Maybe they want me to wear a plainer dress this season so the attention will be solely on her.  

“Thank you, Radcliffe,” Evelina replied.

After inspecting her attire, an olive-green walking dress with minimal ornamentation and puff sleeves, she decided it was presentable enough for her difficult-to-please relatives, so she took off up the stairs—but it was only when Radcliffe twisted the handle to the drawing room, a dormant thought sparked in her mind.

Why did they specifically request I change clothes in the first place?

“Lord Carrington, Mr. and Mrs. Langford, Miss Frampton has arrived,” Radcliffe bowed.

Lord Carrington? Who in heavens is that?

Her uncle stood, as did the other gentleman, an older gentleman, perhaps a few years under her uncle’s forty-eight years. Instantly, she recoiled.

It wasn’t only Lord Carrington’s bleached wheat shade of hair, or his cutting icy blue eyes, nor was it the cruel, arrogant curve of his mouth that reminded her of a woodcut of a Greek Demogorgon.

His ink-black jacket and grey trousers were exquisitely tailored, and above his silver-grey waistcoat, his cravat held a perfect knot. He looked like a proper gentleman, but there was something… something serpentine about him.

She curtsied and angled her head low. “My lord.”

Carrington looked to her uncle, “She is as pretty as you said she was.”

Pardon?

The mysterious gentleman resumed his seat, but she didn’t miss the glance he sent her way or the smirk on his face.

What business does he have with our family?

Her uncle beamed, and he motioned for her to sit. She complied with a soft, nervous smile.

“Evelina, dear,” her uncle Patrick began, “I have arranged a marriage for you to Lord Carrington.” He paused, clearing his throat, almost as if expecting her to fall over and kiss his feet in thanks. “The arrangements have already been made, and the date is set for a week and a day from now. It is my hope that you will find happiness with this union.”

Evelina’s jaw fell slack. Her skin burned with humiliation.

“B-but Uncle. Marry? I—I have never met his lordship…” she tried for a smile. But behind her calm façade, Ellie’s breath came in short, shallow gasps, and her fingers gripped her skirts. Her gaze flitted to the gentleman before her, before returning to her uncle.

“Now, I am certain you have questions, dear, but it is already decided. I shall answer everything else in time. Your Aunt and I have already considered this matter significantly, and have decided a stable, arranged marriage is far more favorable to an ill-fated love match,” her uncle said matter-of-factly.

“But uncle—” her eyes flew to her aunt, who sat placidly beside the men. “I am going to have my birthday the very next day.”

“Your… aunt and I would rather you marry before you turn one-and-twenty,” Patrick said diffidently. “I know you admire your friend who is a self-proclaimed Original, and who is swanning to an inglorious life on the shelf, but we do not want that for you. It comes with an underlying sheen of shame that follows you everywhere.”

She could barely control her erratic breathing as she was hit with swift and piercing statements, one after the other.

How can you say it is ill-fated if you have never experienced a love match?

The words bubbled up her throat, but she could not utter a breath of them as years of ingrained propriety halted them from leaving her lips.

The thin strain of hope she had to somehow find love in the ton—or even outside of it—by attending balls, walking into a teahouse, or strolling through Hyde Park, shattered with finality.

 “Mr. Langford,” Lord Carrington began, “Would you and your wife permit me to have a moment alone with Miss Evelina? Leave a maid here in your stead.”

Her uncle shared a look with his wife; the middle-aged, plump woman with braided gray hair pursed her lips before she nodded and pressed her hand to the large opal brooch pinned to her fichu. “I suppose we can allow that.”

While her uncle stayed put, her aunt left to find a maid, and soon enough, a maid, clad in her dark grey uniform, curtsied. “My lord, and Miss Evelina, my name is Tess. I am honored to sit in with you today.”

“Sit at the back and remain quiet,” Sterling ordered her.

With that, Ellie’s uncle and aunt walked out of the drawing room, leaving the two of them alone once more. A heavy silence hung in the air between them before Sterling eventually spoke.

 “I know you must be stunned by this revelation, but dear, marriages of the ton are not for love, they are for upward mobility,” he began.

“My family is gentry,” she corrected him. “And you must know that I am an orphan. The only upward mobility here is you pulling my family into the ton by our marriage. Marrying into the gentry. Why?”

He crossed his legs, “My father fell in love with my mother before I was born, but that affection soon turned to hate. They fought daily, their arguments often turning violent. My mother was a young woman of rank and fortune, which made her too headstrong for her own good. I would prefer not to have a repeat of that.”

Evelina swallowed. “Why have you not married earlier? You seem to be a gentleman of wealth, in your… middle years, why haven’t you already taken a wife?”

“I was too busy building my fortune,” he waved a cavalier hand. “When I was younger, I was expected to marry a young lady of rank, fortune, with respectable connections, but I decided to focus on something more important. Now that I am older, it has become a necessity rather than a choice.”

He does not want a wife; he wants an ornament on his arm.

“What sort of wife do you desire?” she asked.

 “I was going to say conventional. But you are anything but, aren’t you?” He folded his arms. “I do apologize for this sudden change, but I aim to make it up to you. You will have a generous monthly allowance, enough to purchase all the jewels, French bonbons, books, or furs a lady could want. Even a phaeton, if you would like. A yacht, perhaps.”

Her brow lowered. “I don’t want those things.”

His tone was light. “You’ll have whatever you desire to impress your friends, a summer home on the coast, or yearly trips to America. In trade, I’ll use my social cache to bring your relatives into the le bon ton, polish them up and present them to proper society.”

“How do you do that?” her words blurted themselves out.

 “Do what?” His left brow lifted.

“Be so sincerely insincere.”

He threw his head back and laughed, but the humored tone did nothing to settle her frizzing nerves.

“It is a gift of mine—you can say it’s instinctive,” Carrington replied, his lips twitching. “You’ll catch on quickly.”

Ellie felt sickened. She had been traded to afford her family a better life. Was this the reason her aunt had insisted on all those lessons? To use her as a tool to curry favor with the ton. After all, she was an orphan living off their good graces.

Still—to rob me of the chance to find love is beyond cruel.

“All these gifts… in exchange for what?” Evelina asked carefully.

Lord Carrington leaned in, and his smirk sent cold shivers down her spine. “You’ll see.”

“Does my uncle owe you money?” She asked.

“No.”

“Are you in a position to ruin his business?”

“I am, but no, it is not that.”  

“I will not accept this marriage then,” she said flatly.

His eyes glinted with ominous cruelty, and his words echoed the same sentiment. “You may decline, but your uncle will simply find someone else to claim your hand, someone who is not as lenient or allowing as I am, if you indeed believe marriage to me is that unpleasant a prospect.”

“What—or who is worse than an ostentatious rake?” she asked directly.

His eyes trailed over her with a slow passage that made Ellie want to scrub her body with a horse brush and lye. “You do not want to know. Now, you would do best not to displease your relatives.” He turned to the maid. “Go and fetch the uncle.”

Ellie felt her throat tighten as her relatives reentered the room; she could feel her aunt’s expectant look piercing into the side of her neck. Carrington stood, his smile now charming and sincere.

“Miss Evelina and I have come to an accord,” he began. “The marriage will go forward in a week and a day.”

Chapter Two

Resting his arms on the copper-plated railing, Dorian gazed down at his prestigious gambling club, The Labyrinth, with warm pride brimming in his chest. This was what he’d built, this was what he worked toward for ten years—and it was only the beginning.

Young men dressed in black and white elegant evening wear shuffled, flicked, and cut cards with professional flair while the clatters of die echoed as they rolled on the tables. More young men weaved through the crowd with flutes of champagne on their trays.

Dorian’s gaze shifted to the other part of the floor where women and men gambled together. The chandelier light sparkled over jewels glimmering over women’s ears and necks as they hung on their husband’s arms, sipping top-rate champagne.

“Your Grace,” his valet, Roderick Lloyd, bowed while holding Dorian’s jacket and a folio, “Your carriage is ready.”

“Thank you, Lloyd.” Dorian stepped away and accepted the jacket.

I am sure my comments will make smoke billow from Sterling’s ears.

***

“You are doing what?” Sterling asked, his ice blue eyes narrowed with displeasure.

“I said that—”

Sterling slammed his fist on the table, barely masked fury reeking from his pores. “I know what you’ve said, but why now!”

Sitting back in his seat, Dorian finished his words slowly. “I am selling my shares of The Crown.”

My club,” Sterling said stiffly.

“Yes.”

Your failing club. I do not want to go down with your sinking ship. Not to mention, I’ve just uncovered the missing connection between you and my dastardly uncle. You should be glad I haven’t ripped your head from your shoulders already, old boy.

Over the years, bad blood had started to simmer between Dorian and Sterling. Three years ago, Dorian had outbid Sterling on gaining the last shares for a profitable shipping line that sailed from the East, and Sterling had never let him forget it.

If Dorian were to be honest, the rift had started long before the shares business; it had begun when he’d been twenty years old, after years of working as Sterling’s running boy and spy; as he got older, he’d become an extortionist with a dash of bribery thrown in.

It was at that age he’d broken off from being Sterling’s underling and founded his first bar. It had gone on well; Sterling had no issue with him running a simple ‘blue-ruin’ joint. It was when the club, The Labyrinth, had sprung to life—and outdone Sterling’s club—that the rivalry went into full force.

Lips tight, Sterling pressed, “Now, right after the robbery.”

“I did advise you to change your routes,” Dorian replied. “I had nothing to do with that.”

“Forgive me if the timing seems too… coincidental,” Sterling muttered through gritted teeth. “Half my stock of liquor—”

Watered-down liquor that you serve after the men are drunk.

“—was stolen five days ago, and now you come here seeking my blessing to cut ties. With me,” Sterling’s tone was flat. “The man who made you.”

“You never fail to throw that in my face,” Dorian said calmly, while inside, he seethed. “How are you the same man who said he respected a self-made man, but always endeavors to keep such a man under his thumb?

“Anyhow, this has nothing to do with you being my mentor, this is purely business. Your club is failing, no matter how many discounts you offer and put on fighter nights, your members are leaving by the dozens. I am not in the mood to continue hemorrhaging money, so yes, I am pulling away. It is simply prudent business.”

Besides, now that I know what you truly are and how you managed to destroy my family, I will finally have my justice.

“I am not pulling away entirely, just the club,” Dorian assuaged. “For all our other ventures, I am still a participant.”

Especially since I need to get into the secret club the three of you have built away from me. One of you, or all three of you, know where my thieving uncle is, and I will get it out of you one way or another.

“Are you two starting the fun without us?” came a drawling, pompous voice.

Dorian craned his head to the doorway as the final two members of the club joined the group. Nathan Wellington, Marquess of Salem, and Drake Holt, the Viscount of Portsmouth, strode into the room. Both men, looking as they had just rolled out of separate courtesans’ beds, since Dorian knew Nathan favored redheads and Drake only patronized plump dames.

“Thank you all for coming,” Dorian said. “I do not want to beat around the bush. I am selling my shares to the Crown, and either of you is welcome to bid before I take this to the public.”

 The two men took their seats, and a quick inspection around the table did not reveal any surprised twitches or confusions; then again, he didn’t expect any. These men dealt with quick changes daily. Even without looking at Sterling, Dorian could feel the man’s bristling impatience.

Drake and Nathan shared a look before Drake let out a long grunt, reached into his inner pocket, and plucked out a fifty-pound note, then handed it to Nathan. “You were right.”

Smirking, Nathan pocketed the money, “Two days before I thought he’d announce it too.”

“Wait—” Dorian glanced between the two. “You two took bets on my removing myself from the club?”

“I suspected,” Nathan shrugged. “We know you are one to weather the storm, Beaumont, but when the anchor is slipping and the sails are ripped, you cut ties.”

Lifting the glass of brandy in a mock salute, Dorian laughed, “Why, thank you for your vote of confidence.”

Sterling’s eyes latched on the other two. “What about you two? Are you ready to jump ship as well and abandon your strongman?”

“Give it a rest, Carrington,” Drake sighed while pouring a scotch. “You sound histrionic. No, we’re not parting ways, and neither is Beaumont. He is simply looking out for his best interests, as we all do.”

Sterling muttered, “Capital. What good news on the eve of my wedding.”

Dorian’s head snapped forward. “What? You are getting married?” Since when are you releasing your vice grip on eternal bachelorhood?”

“Consider it a loosening and not a full release,” Sterling said. “I am getting older, and I do not need a wife. It is more for rite of passage than me turning into any sanctimonious, monogamous codswallop.”

“Are you sure?” Nathan asked. “A wave of gents, all of them solid rakehells, have been getting married lately. It’s like a disease and it’s spreading.”

“Not for me,” Dorian shuddered.

“I wouldn’t worry for your health, old chap,” Drake grinned at Dorian. “You are impervious to viruses.”

“Do we get to know the name of this lucky lady?” Nathan asked.

“She’s a Miss, not yet a lady,” Sterling grunted before throwing back his drink. “A real proper one, all buttoned up and the like. I cannot wait for my whores to turn her into a doxy. There is no fun in bedding a gently-bred virgin, I tell you. Her name is Evelina Frampton, by the by, and we’re to wed at St. James’ tomorrow morning at ten.”

Dorian called for his dinner, specifying quail in truffle sauce and roasted garden vegetables with a glass of wine. “And how old is this Miss?” he asked.

“Twenty,” Sterling grunted. “She turns one-and-twenty the day after. Her folks are selling her off for her cousin’s introduction to the ton.”

Cocking a brow, Nathan asked, “And what do you stand to gain from this arrangement? You are not one to give without expecting something in return.”

Sterling cocked a brow. “Why not? I can be philanthropic on occasions.”

“I’ll believe that when I see it,” Dorian snorted as his plate was set before him. “Now, what shall we do about the shares I am selling off. Any takers?”

***

Seated in the waiting room of St. James’ Cathedral, Ellie gripped the edge of her chair, swallowing over the bile constantly surging up her throat.

She felt trapped, and wondered why she had not vociferously told her aunt and uncle she would not be marrying this Sterling fop. The man clearly wanted nothing from her than to prop her into a house like he would do with a clock on the shelf.

“Ellie?” Harriet, her cousin, stuck her head around the door. “May we come in? It is Victoria and me.”

“Of course,” she replied, finally sucking in a stable breath. “You are always welcome.”

At ten-and-eight, Harriet was a petite female. Her thick, glossy plaits of chestnut hair were piled up on her head and stuck through with pins. Her dress, a soft dove grey gown with long sleeves, proper for a wedding, flared out from under her bosom. Victoria was stunning as always, in a peach peignoir with a matching shawl.

Two steps in, Harriet caught onto Ellie’s harried state. “Are you well, Ellie? You look grey and ill.”

“No,” she shook her head. “I am not. I don’t want this marriage, cousin. I don’t want this man. I already know he is not going to be faithful to me, nor will he ever give me the love that I want from a marriage and a real husband. I fear— I fear everything when it comes to him.”

The words had punched themselves out from her chest, and as soon as the deluge was out, the turmoil in her heart eased a little.

“Dear god,” Victoria muttered.

Distressed, Harriet reached out and held Ellie’s clammy hand. Face falling in sorrow, she said, “Have you told mother or father? Surely they will not force you to marry someone you are actively fearful about.”

“They will,” Ellie shook her head. “They will because this is the only way they could have you marry into the aristocracy. You know that. Especially after last year and the disappointment of your debut season. No one gave us a second look when they realized you were gentry, and this is the only way for you to have the happy life you deserve.”

Her cousin’s face twisted with dismay and pure horror. “But not at the expense of your life! No, Ellie, no. I’ll go and talk to mother and father and get them to put this off. I will not let you go on with this.”

“Harriet, dear—”

“Do not try and stop me.” Harriet surged from her seat and rushed out the door.

Taking her place, Victoria added, “This is not right, Ellie. You cannot do this. Is it not enough that your parents were taken from you before you were ready? And now to be married off to a man who will not value you, through no fault of your own?”

“But—” Ellie swallowed, “I am here. And that is my fault, because I’d worked myself up to run away last night, yet was too cowardly to do so…” she sighed. “Though now that I am here, I want to do it more than ever.”

“Then do it!” Victoria encouraged her. “If you want, I can find a way to hide you—”

“No,” Ellie shook her head. “You are the first place they would check. I—I would need to go somewhere else.”

Rummaging in her reticule, Victoria drew a purse thick with coins and paper notes; she stuffed it into Ellie’s hand before adding, “I will go and find your relatives and stall them as long as I can. Your groom is not here yet, you need to go. Now.”

Looking at the purse, Ellie shook her head. “I cannot possibly take this.”

“You can.” Victoria made for the door. “And you will. Now go!” Her friend bolted from the room with purpose. 

Emboldened but nervous, Ellie stuck the coins into the pocket of the coat she had worn to the church and slid it on. As she turned to the door, a door slid open—behind her. She spun on her heel as a man strode into the room, his form covered by a thick cloak and his eyes shielded by a mask.

“Pardon—” she gasped. “Who are you? W-what are you doing here!”

He had her up against the wall in seconds, the dark glass of the man’s crow mask shielded her attacker’s eyes. “I am getting you out of here. You will not marry that beast of a man.”

She glared while her breath came in short bursts, “That is for me to decide, not you. Who are you! Get your hands off me you—you bounder!”

The man yanked a cloth from his pocket and pressed it to her nose. “We can debate the merits of that sentiment later. For now, we need to go.”

Ellie made the mistake of taking a large breath to scream—but the chemical hit her lungs and brain in seconds. The world went hazy around her, and she slumped—before she knew it, all was black.

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8 years later…

The golden hush of evening had begun to settle over the woods of St. John’s, casting long, languid shadows between the trees. The scent of earth and new blossoms filled the air, mingling with the soft rustle of Evelina’s skirts as she guided Dorian along the once-familiar woodland path, her gloved hands gently covering his eyes.

“No peeking, dear,” she warned against his ear, her tone teasing. “That would quite ruin the surprise.”

Dorian gave a low chuckle that stirred something deep beneath her breastbone. “And yet you lead me blindfolded into the woods like a lamb to the slaughter.”

“A very spoiled, very safe lamb,” she replied, smiling. “Besides, you are too curious for your own good, and far too sentimental to spoil this.”

“Far too sentimental? Only where you’re concerned,” he said, his voice quieter now.

At last, the trees gave way to a glade bathed in the amber light of the setting sun. Ellie stepped around him, breath catching in her throat as she lowered her hands.

“Now,” she whispered, “open your eyes.”

Dorian blinked against the light—and froze.

The once-familiar old oak stood at the center, its limbs broader, thicker than he remembered—yet still the same tree that had once sheltered two ragged children from the world almost two decades ago. Lanterns now hung where they had once tied ribbons of grass, flickering like little stars caught between branches. Beneath it lay a linen-covered table surrounded by wildflowers, the scene transformed from a forgotten childhood haunt into a sanctuary of memory and belonging. It took him a moment to find his voice.

A delighted cry rang through the air. “Papa! Do you like it?”

Their eldest, Emily, dashed forward, with the younger two twins, Aaron and Abigail, tumbling out behind her, breathless with excitement. “We helped! We tied the lanterns!”

Evelina stepped beside him, her voice low, brimming with meaning. “It was overgrown last we visited. Verily abandoned. I thought… why not turn it into something more? Something for all of us.” She paused. “We made so many memories here. I thought we might make a few more.”

Dorian’s gaze swept the clearing, then lingered on the children playing. “It used to feel like the only place that belonged to me,” he murmured. “Before titles. Before I had you again.” He reached for her hand, his throat thickening. Even after nearly a decade of their marriage, it was still a rare sight, one that now filled Ellie with pride. “And now it belongs to them, too.”

Evelina leaned into his side, heart full. “It deserved more than just memory. And so did we.”

Dorian turned, cupped her cheek. “You made it beautiful.”

She smiled, just before he kissed her—soft at first, then deeper, familiar and full of promise. Behind them came a dramatic groan.

“Mama and Papa are kissing again!” Aaron groaned wryly, only to be met with a swat on the arm by the eldest, Emily. “Ow! What was that for!”

“Maybe someday you’ll be as lucky!” Emily chided from beside him, acting as mature as ever before her younger siblings, though the glint in her gaze showed she was seconds away from groaning too.

Abigail giggled, covering her eyes. Evelina laughed against Dorian’s mouth and tucked herself into his arms. “Brace yourselves,” she called, “Aunt Harriet and Uncle Benedict are coming—and they’re far worse!”

As if summoned by name, footsteps approached through the underbrush. Harriet and Benedict emerged hand in hand, their smiles bright.

“Oh, Ellie, this is marvelous,” Harriet breathed, eyes sweeping over the glade. “It looks like something from a dream. Did you do this on your own?”

Ellie brimmed with pride once more. “Well, it was Victoria and I—” A firm glare on her neck from her three children had her stalling, “Though Emily, Aaron, and Abigail carried much of the burden, I must say. Very arduous workers, and never did they complain.”

Her remark was met with three separate cheers from the little ones, as Abigail threw herself into Dorian’s arms, truly a Papa’s girl.  

Benedict gave a solemn nod. “An insult, really, that we weren’t invited to help.”

“It was tough work, Uncle Ben, I don’t think you are cut out for it,” Aaron, the sassiest of the bunch, said solemnly.

Harriet crouched lower to meet the boy at eye level before ruffling his hair. “Don’t tell him, but I think I agree,” a comment met with laughter from all except Benedict, who gasped in mock horror.

“Speaking of, will Victoria be joining us?” Dorian asked Benedict, his old friend who had once been his nemesis, though now they were closer than even their childhood days.

Benedict snorted. “Do we speak of the same Victoria? If you mean to refer to the Victoria Rothwell who used to scold us for stepping on her library rug, and now writes tales that would make a sailor blush, then no. In fact, I’m shocked your wife managed to lure her away from her writing den long enough to help civilize this place.”

Ellie snorted this time. “Oh, do be kind, you two.”

They all settled beneath the oak, wine poured and plates passed, as golden light filtered through the branches. Abigail took her position next to her Papa, as was customary, while Emily sat diligently by her aunt’s side, and Aaron ran circles around Ellie, pretending to duel an imaginary shadow. The children behaved rather admirably than was usual, appreciating the solemnity of the day—until Abigail looked up with keen curiosity.

“Papa, is it true you were a chimney sweep?”

Dorian nearly choked on his drink. Evelina muffled her laughter behind a napkin.

“And Mama,” Aaron asked, blinking with wide eyes, “did you really fall out of the skies into Papa’s lap?”

Harriet howled with laughter. “She did, dears. I saw it myself. Quite the spectacle.”

Benedict leaned close to his wife, sharing a look before Harriet rested a hand against her middle.

“Speaking of spectacles,” she said with a grin, “we’ll be needing more plates at next year’s picnic.”

Evelina froze for a moment, her eyes settling on Benedict’s hand on Harriet’s stomach. Then she squealed, throwing her arms around her cousin. “You’re—oh, Harriet! You are with child!”

Dorian whooped and clapped Benedict on the back.

The children bounced in place, wide-eyed with the idea of having a new playmate.

Time unraveled gently after that, like the threads of a well-worn tapestry. The hours spun out in laughter under the giant oak, in quiet stories shared between bites of bread and sips of wine. Dorian’s voice carried over the glade as he recounted his daring rooftop escape as a chimney boy, each detail more exaggerated than the last, before finally regaling their enraptured audience with how he and Ellie first met.

“So yes, I suppose she did fall out of the skies into my arms,” Dorian laughed when it was all over.

See, I told you so,” Emily tutted to her younger siblings.

As dusk deepened and lanterns glimmered, farewells were exchanged with lingering hugs and warm promises. The carriage ride home was a soft lull, Aaron and Abigail dozing against one another after a very tiring day, while Emily sat primly by the window seat, nestled in the corner, gazing into the surroundings passing them by, every once in a while asking questions about the scenery and animal life she saw. Evelina nestled against Dorian, fingers tangled in his.

“This,” she whispered for her husband’s ears alone, “this is the life we’ve made. I never imagined it could be so full.”

The front doors creaked open when they eventually reached the warm, familiar halls of Wolfthorne Castle, where they had relocated almost seven years ago with the birth of their eldest. The housekeeper, Mrs. Baxter, appeared from the corridor with her usual calm poise and a knowing smile. “Welcome home, Your Graces,” she said, then turned her gaze to the twins, who were already beginning to peel off their boots. “And you two—lessons await. We’ve a bit of Latin and penmanship to finish with Miss Harrow before supper.”

The children groaned in unison, their shoulders sagging in melodramatic despair. Before protest could truly begin, Evelina knelt to their level, smoothing a hand over Abigail’s and Aaron’s tousled curls. “If you’re good,” she said gently, “and you finish all your lessons without fuss, we’ll go back to St. John’s Woods tomorrow. Another picnic, but just the five of us this time.”

In a blink, the children straightened. “Truly?”

“Truly,” Evelina smiled. “But only if I hear glowing reports.”

With mock salutes, they scampered off, with Emily making for the drawing room to practice at the pianoforte, a hobby she had picked up in the time away from her lessons.

Dorian slid an arm around his wife’s waist when they were alone again.

“Bribery,” he murmured. “You’re quite good at it, I must say.”

They ascended the stairs slowly, the house around them bathed in the quiet hush of the late afternoon. Every step felt familiar—the creak on the fourth stair, the worn edge of the banister polished by years of hands. This was the house they had built with time and patience, with compromises and midnight laughter, with stolen kisses in the hallway and whispered dreams beside the fire. It wasn’t just a roof and walls; it was the echo of every morning they’d woken tangled together and every night they’d weathered side by side.

Inside their chamber, as the door clicked shut, Dorian turned with a slow grin.

“Alone at last.”

Evelina arched a brow, fingers skating down her husband’s chest with featherlight teasing. “Is that the glint of freedom I see in your eye, Ash? Or mischief?”

Dorian captured her wrist with one hand, bringing her palm to his lips with exaggerated reverence. “Why must it be one or the other? Perhaps I intend to exercise my freedom… through mischief.”

“Oh, do be careful,” she drawled, though her voice was already growing breathy, “I have always been dreadfully susceptible to your scandalous plots.”

He swept her up in his arms then, quite without warning, earning a startled gasp and delighted laugh from her as he carried her to the edge of the bed. She landed atop the coverlet in a tumble of skirts and mischief, her hair spilling across the linen like a spill of ink.

She blinked up at him, flushed and laughing. “You’re serious.”

“Always,” he muttered solemnly, as he reached for his cravat with the slow menace of a villain untying a ribbon from a gift. “About undressing you. About worshipping you. And, naturally, about the terrible things I intend to do now that the children are safely imprisoned in Latin lessons.”

She groaned, stretching languidly across the mattress. “Say more dreadful things like that. It sends chills down my spine.”

“I haven’t even begun,” he promised, crawling up over her with leonine grace.

The weight of him, the warmth—it was a kiss of safety and desire all at once, her world reduced to the firm press of his chest and the wicked gleam in his eyes. When his mouth found the sensitive place just below her ear, she arched into him, fingers curling in his hair.

“You’re still overdressed,” she whispered, tugging at his waistcoat buttons.

“You say that as if it’s my fault,” he murmured against her skin.

She smirked. “Cruel.”

“Exacting,” he corrected, tracing her collarbone with his tongue. “There’s a difference, dear.”

And when their mouths met again, it was not soft or sweet—it was hunger remembered and reignited, a decade of passion and two decades of love folded into the sharp heat of wanting.

They undressed each other like it was a sacrament, murmuring nonsense and endearments, the candlelight throwing golden halos across bare skin. And when he finally slid into her, slow and sure, her breath caught—not just from the pleasure, but from the way he held her gaze, like she was still forever the only star in his sky.

“Still cruel?” he whispered, voice thick.

Only if you stop,” she gasped.

He didn’t.

“I love you,” she breathed.

“I love you more.”

And in the hush of twilight, long after vows and titles, they made love like they were still learning how to be home.

THE END.