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Two years later

Nicholas entered the nursery so softly she barely heard him. Amelia raised her tired eyes from the crib, communicating wordlessly to the nursemaid to leave them for a moment.

A gentle evening light fell in square patters on the carpeted floor. An open window emitted a draft of country air, gently swaying the paper cranes over the child’s crib.

“Are they quite cross with me for abandoning my seat at dinner?” Amelia asked Nicholas as he approached.

He glanced lovingly into the crib. “They understand.”

“It is the first time we have been together in so long. Aunt and Uncle. Mary-Ann and the Marquess. Philippa and George. Your brother and all those friends of his.” Like she was lying at the side of a pool, Amelia let her hand drift over her baby’s sleeping form. “Such a colicky little creature,” she repeated in Louise’s voice.

“A slight for which I have still not forgiven Lady Tate.” Nicholas frowned playfully, stroking Amelia’s hair. “My son is no creature. I shall not pronounce myself on his condition. He is perfect in my eyes.”

Amelia’s heart warmed at the plain devotion he showed their son. It had taken many months to become with child, and both her pregnancy and the birth had tested her body’s limits. Nicholas had been right in that regard. She had barely been strong enough to support a pregnancy. But with Louise’s help, they had made it through.

And by God, what a worthwhile experience.

“I cannot bear to be apart from him,” Amelia whispered, stroking her baby’s soft pale cheek. She brushed his frizzy brown hair, relishing the peaceful rise and fall of his sleeping form. “Little Augie…”

She sighed happily as Nicholas squeezed her shoulder. “Come now, let him sleep,” he whispered. “They have retired to the drawing room and await you.”

Downstairs, the sound of happy conversation and laughter drifted through the renovated halls of Riverside Court. Nicholas entered first, holding the door open for Amelia. Beatrice caught her eye immediately, bidding her to sit beside her.

“How is he?” she asked Amelia, while Nicholas asked the footman to prepare a drink for his wife. “Such a sweet boy. He reminds me so much of Freddy when he was a babe.”

“The eyes,” Amelia agreed, thinking fondly of her brother. “Speaking of, do you receive word from them often?”

“Oh, heavens no.” Beatrice laughed. “I do not think his wife cares for us much up here in Oxford.”

Aunt Beatrice,” Amelia protested, shocked. “I am sure that is not the case. The viscountess is an extremely busy woman. And Freddy has more than his hands full with the Whigs at present.”

Nicholas returned with a glass of ratafia for Amelia. She took it gladly, thanking him quietly as he departed to join the marquess and Benjamin in a game of Whist.

When Amelia glanced back at Beatrice, her aunt’s eyes glistened with tears.

“Whatever is the matter?” Amelia whispered, placing a hand discreetly on Beatrice’s knee.

Her aunt pulled a handkerchief from her bosom and dabbed her face. “Oh, nothing. It is only… If you had told me two years ago that I would be sitting here beside you in a home like this, with little Augustus upstairs… I doubt I would have believed it. I only wish… You know what I wish.”

Amelia nodded, smiling sadly. “I would like to think they know,” she murmured, mind flashing with memories of Bright Corner—now razed to the ground to accommodate the construction of another, much greater orphanage. “But we all make choices for ourselves.”

“Of course, you are right. I am being a sentimental old fool.” Beatrice blew her nose, then reached for her ratafia. “I think that is what makes me happiest—to know that he saw in you a bravery that we unknowingly tried to smother. I could ask for nothing more for you.”

I could ask for nothing more for myself

***

Nicholas blew the smoke from his cigar into the air. He had been smoking with Samuel and his London friends from the upper-floor balcony, staring across the new gardens behind Riverside Court.

He started as footsteps sounded behind him, turning to find Amelia approaching.

“Caught me,” he joked, wagging his cigar in the air.

He took another puff as Amelia settled beside him, leaning on the stone balustrade. His whole body tightened still at the sight of her. He doubted he would ever tire of his longing for her.

“We all have our vices,” she said softly, holding her head in her hands. “For my part, it was too much ratafia tonight. Your brother is a scoundrel, bringing me glass after glass.”

“He wants to know you are having a good time in his company.”

“Is what I heard from that Mr. Fringer true? Samuel has actually landed himself in a courtship with a respectable woman?”

Nicholas blew smoke into the air, the tip of the cigar burning orange in the darkness. Downstairs, someone was playing music at the piano.

“It remains to be seen if she is respectable, but yes, that is my impression.”

Amelia shook her head softly, scoffing. “And yet you seem so unfazed by this most shocking turn of events.”

“Why shocking?” He grinned, tapping his cigar on the balustrade. “Rakes have been reformed for less.” He slid an arm around Amelia’s waist. “To the pleasure of their over-indulgent wives.”

She laughed, leaning her head on his shoulder.

As the music played on in another room. 

***

The following morning, Amelia insisted on walking.

Nicholas protested, naturally. He protested most things that involved Amelia exerting herself beyond the walls of Riverside Court, despite the fact that she was in better health now than she had been in years.

Louise’s treatments had worked something close to a miracle. The seizures had not returned since the spring. Her memory, though still imperfect, no longer frightened her as it once had.

But Nicholas worried. That was his way. He worried beautifully, infuriatingly, with a clenched jaw and a hand hovering near the small of her back as though she might shatter at any moment.

“The site is less than two miles,” Amelia reminded him as they set off down the lane, Augustus bundled against her chest in a woolen sling that Mrs. Smythe had fashioned for her from a French pattern. “And the day is fine. Look at the sky.”

Nicholas looked. The sky was, in fact, a brilliant and cloudless blue, the sort of May morning that made Oxfordshire seem like the only place on earth worth inhabiting.

“When have I ever been able to deny you anything, sweetheart?” was all he said.

The new orphanage was not yet finished. The bones of it stood on the eastern edge of the old Bright Corner grounds, where the manor house had been pulled down the previous autumn. Amelia had watched the demolition from the ridge with Philippa beside her, neither of them shedding a tear. It had surprised her, how little grief she felt. The house had been a tomb long before they had abandoned it.

What rose in its place was something else entirely.

The new building was twice the size of the old St. George’s, with wide windows and a south-facing garden that Mrs. Thatcher had already claimed for vegetables. The stonemasons were still at work on the upper floors, and scaffolding clung to the western wall like ivy. But the ground floor was nearly complete, and the children had been moved in three weeks prior with all the chaos that entailed.

“There she is!” Mrs. Thatcher bellowed from the front steps as they approached, wiping her hands on her apron. “Your Grace, we did not expect you until Thursday.”

“I could not wait until Thursday,” Amelia confessed. “I wanted to see how the schoolroom turned out.”

“Well, it turned out wet, on account of the rain coming through the ceiling on Tuesday. Mr. Marsh has been up there with pitch and canvas ever since.” She peered at the bundle against Amelia’s chest and softened completely. “And you have brought the little lord.”

“He insisted,” Nicholas said drily behind them.

Mrs. Thatcher smiled and ushered them all indoors. The entrance hall smelled of fresh plaster and beeswax and something baking in the kitchens below. Amelia breathed it in and felt her chest expand with a pride so fierce it bordered on pain.

They had barely crossed the threshold when the thunder started.

Not from the sky, which remained faultlessly blue through the tall new windows, but from above. The ceiling groaned, and then came the unmistakable sound of dozens of small feet pattering down a staircase at speed.

“Brace yourself,” Mrs. Thatcher muttered.

The children poured into the hall like water through a broken dam. Charlie appeared first, thirteen now and tall enough that Amelia had to look up at him. Behind him came Mary with her braids flying, and then a stream of younger faces, some familiar, some new.

“Is that him? Can I see? Let me see!” came the chorus.

“Gently,” Amelia laughed, kneeling so the smaller ones could peer into the sling. Augustus, woken by the commotion, blinked up at the ring of faces above him with an expression of profound bewilderment that reminded Amelia so forcefully of his father that she had to press her lips together to keep from laughing harder.

“He is so small,” whispered a girl called Nan, who had arrived at St. George’s only a month ago and still spoke in a voice barely above a breath. She reached out one tentative finger and touched the baby’s hand. Augustus seized it immediately, and Nan’s face broke into such a smile that Amelia felt tears prick behind her eyes.

“He likes me,” Nan said, astonished.

“He has excellent taste,” Amelia nodded.

She glanced up to find Nicholas standing several feet back, watching the scene with an expression she had learned to read over the course of their marriage. It was the look he wore when something moved him and he did not want anyone to know. His arms were crossed, his jaw tight, his eyes suspiciously bright.

Charlie noticed too. “Your Grace,” he called to Nicholas. “Would you like to hold him for us? So we can all see him properly?”

The other children took up the request immediately.

Nicholas looked at Amelia, and she saw the old reluctance flicker across his face. Not fear of children, exactly. He had moved past that, slowly, over many months of sitting through rehearsals and applauding wobbly performances and allowing small hands to tug at his coat without complaint.

But there was still something in him that tensed around young ones. A wound from his own childhood that had scarred over but never fully healed.

He crossed the hall and knelt beside her. She lifted Augustus from the sling and placed him in Nicholas’s arms. The baby gurgled and grabbed a fistful of his father’s cravat.

The children pressed closer, and Nicholas did not flinch.

“There,” Amelia murmured, smoothing the collar of Augustus’s gown. “You see? He is not so frightening.”

She meant the baby. She also meant something else entirely.

Nicholas met her eyes over their son’s head. The look he gave her was not the smoldering gaze of a rake or the guarded smile of a man protecting himself from the world. It was open, and raw, and so full of love that she felt it settle in her bones like sunlight.

“No,” he agreed quietly. “Not frightening at all.”

Augustus chose that moment to spit up on his father’s waistcoat.

The children roared with laughter. Nicholas chuckled through his nose, holding the baby at arm’s length while Amelia fumbled for a cloth, and Mrs. Thatcher muttered something about the silk being ruined, and Charlie offered to fetch water, and Nan still had not stopped smiling.

And Amelia, kneeling on the floor of the house she had built, surrounded by the children she had cared for, with her husband beside her and her son between them, thought she would remember this. All of it. Every single moment.

And when Nicholas caught her eye across their son’s ruined christening gown, laughing unguardedly with all the others, she knew with absolute certainty she would.

The End.

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“Don’t ask questions you don’t want the answers to, dear. We will not survive this charade of a marriage otherwise.”

 

Miss Amelia is sick and lonely. Plagued by an illness she cannot control, the only thing standing between her orphanage and ruin is a lie: that the Duke of Avon has promised his support. Desperate to make it real, she approaches a stranger and begs for his help…

 

Duke Nicholas of Avon wants nothing more than to disappear. Newly returned to Oxford and trailing scandal, the last thing he needs is an innocent woman pulling him into her scheme. Yet he makes a reckless promise: he will pretend to be the Duke of Avon…

Until one compromising moment traps them in marriage…

And as his past closes in and her illness threatens to steal her away, resisting what burns between them may be the one lie neither can keep…

Chapter One

1814

Oxfordshire

“You run a tight ship, Miss Tate. I see why the vicar dotes on you as he does. It’s not often one meets a young woman in possession of as much intellect as she has heart.”

Amelia forced a smile, wringing a rag between her hands as she watched the deliverer deposit his goods into the coal hole before them. The autumn months were quickly passing, and the orphanage would need sufficient fuel to ward off the oncoming winter chill.

At the thought of the coming cold, a brisk wind swept through the alley, rustling her hair in its combs.

“Mr. Hayes, you flatter me,” Amelia replied, observing the folded figure of the man before her. He grunted as he hauled another sack of coal down into the cellar. “But there is really no need for such kind praise. There are many who work here to ensure the well-being of these children. And many more who contribute in their small ways. Or shall we say nothing of your most generous rates? I know what you charge my uncle’s household. It is twice what you charge here.”

He paused, looking over his shoulder, his ears turning pink with more than the growing cold. “A generosity which remains between us?”

“Why, of course,” Amelia assured him. “I am nothing if not an excellent secret-keeper.”

To say nothing of the fact, she thought miserably, that I so often forget what is said to me the moment it reaches my ears.

Once Mr. Hayes had completed his task, Amelia walked him back to the coal wagon. He straightened his cap, smearing his forehead with soot. Amelia sighed through a smile, offering him her rag before he climbed back into the wagon.

“Now, now,” she chided playfully. “You must make yourself presentable for your wife. Which reminds me—pray, do thank Mrs. Hayes for the sweetmeats she dropped off last week. The children were besides themselves with joy for her gift. She must return as soon as she is able so they may extend their thanks to her in person. I have them preparing a play at present. Perhaps it would please her to partake in the rehearsals?”

Mr. Hayes nodded, returning Amelia’s rag with a sheepish smile. “Will we see you on Sunday morning?” he asked with a tired grunt, positioning himself onto the driver’s bench.

“Most certainly.” Amelia nodded. “I would not disappoint our dear vicar, who, according to you, thinks most highly of me.”

With another laugh, Amelia waved Mr. Hayes away, stepping back from the road before the orphanage, her boots clicking against the cobbles.

She watched the coal wagon drive out of sight, turning once it disappeared to admire the modest whitewashed building behind her. The painted sign above the door read St. George’s Home for Children in green letters, commissioned two years prior for the opening of the orphanage.

The sight of it warmed her with pride.

Indoors, Amelia hurried down into the kitchens, where Philippa was complaining loudly. She paused in the doorway to listen, not wanting to intrude while her friend aired her grievances.

“It’s not a silly idea at all,” Philippa was saying, viciously scrubbing a pewter bowl. Once it was clean, she thrust it toward the woman beside her to be dried, plunging her delicate hands back into the basin. “There are girls’ schools all over this county which operate in much the same manner.”

“I will not have this argument with you again, Miss Ashwood. We cannot feed the children out of a trough, no matter how much more convenient you believe it would be to clean,” said Mrs. Thatcher, shaking her head. “I would wager you have never set foot in a girls’ school besides, certainly no school for manners.”

Philippa stopped scrubbing, aghast. “I had a governess for that exact purpose actually, one of the finest in all the country, whom I shall not hear a bad word against. Not that I expect a woman of your caliber to behave accordingly, of course… Your husband is a pig farmer, is he not? His farm is on the Avon lands? A trough should be most easy to acquire, that being the case.”

A tense silence followed Philippa’s question, and Amelia stood on tenterhooks, ready to intervene. To her relief, both Philippa and Mrs. Thatcher burst out laughing, quickly resuming their work—and their bickering.

“If the children were to hear you…” Amelia said, making her presence known. The two women glanced at her and smiled as she entered and settled beside Mrs. Thatcher. “A foul impression you would leave on their impressionable young minds. For their sake and for your own, you should not be so mean to one another.”

Spoilsport,” Philippa quipped with a grin, wiping an errant ringlet of blond hair out of her face with the back of her hand. “Trading jabs makes this job halfway tolerable.”

Mrs. Thatcher nodded, handing Amelia a bowl to put away. “How did you get on with Mr. Hayes?” she asked.

“Perfectly well,” Amelia replied. “I will send Mr. Marsh down to start the fires soon—assuming he can be woken from his post-prandial repose.”

Philippa paused her work and leaned over. “Trying to soften up old Robinson with a warm house? He is calling around today, is he not?”

A wave of fear passed through Amelia at the mention of the building’s landlord. She pressed her lips together, gingerly taking another bowl from Mrs. Thatcher.

“He is arriving sometime this afternoon,” Amelia admitted, diverting her eyes to the ground. “I tried to prepare a speech for him, hoping to convince him of the importance of the orphanage, that a month really is no time at all to wait for us to secure the funds for rent…”

“There is a heart of stone in that man’s breast, I swear it,” Mrs. Thatcher said, scowling in displeasure.

A stout woman with a ruddy face, she was a strange sight beside tall and fair Philippa, who looked down at her with amusement.

“Shall we cut him open and find out?” Philippa asked.

“No,” Amelia cut in, suppressing a smile so as not to encourage her friend. “No violence, and no japes, Philippa. Not where Mr. Robinson is concerned.”

“Your speech then…” Philippa waved a hand toward her, then sank it back beneath the soapy water to continue her task. “Let us see how convincing the daughter of Viscount Tate can be when it avails her to be charming.”

Amelia chewed on her lip, racking her mind for the words she had desperately tried to memorize that morning in the looking glass.

But the words would not manifest in her mind.

She felt a familiar panic rise within her, grasping at knowledge she knew existed somewhere within her but was just out of reach. Her eyes closed tight as she tried to summon the text she had rehearsed, her frustration mounting by the second.

“Miss Tate,” came the soft voice of Mrs. Thatcher, as she placed a hand over Amelia’s on the counter.

When Amelia looked down, her knuckles had turned white. She relaxed her hand immediately.

“Forgive me,” Amelia said, putting down the bowl and stepping back. “I should not over-rehearse, or my words will sound quite performative.”

She glanced at Philippa, hoping she had not noticed her lapse in memory. Her friend seemed chiefly concerned with finishing the washing up as quickly as possible.

“Excuse me. There is much to do before Mr. Robinson arrives,” Amelia said meekly, slipping her hand out from Mrs. Thatcher’s hold and quickly leaving the room.

I cannot allow my shortcomings to compromise the future of this orphanage, she thought as she mounted the stairs in search of Mr. Marsh, heart hammering in her chest. Mr. Robinson must be convinced to allow us to remain here a while more…

Mr. Robinson may have had a heart of stone, but at least he was punctual. Amelia had been watching the clock closely for his arrival. The moment it struck two o’clock, someone knocked on the front door. The children were reading with the other volunteers on the second floor—the house was mostly quiet.

As she raced into the entrance hall, she found Mr. Marsh climbing the stairs with a coal scuttle, a young girl, no older than four, shadowing him. Amelia waved them away with a pained look. There were only two sights Mr. Robinson would not brook: that of the working man and that of children.

“Miss Tate,” Mr. Robinson said upon entering. “I do not appreciate being left outside in the cold—especially not on the doorstep of a house I own.”

Amelia swallowed hard, closing the door behind him, and not daring to argue that he had knocked merely seconds before.

Mr. Robinson was a tall man with a protruding stomach, and he carried a steel-tipped cane wherever he went. It rapped against the floor as he marched into the entrance hall, turning in a circle to observe his surroundings.

“Certainly not, sir,” Amelia replied, folding her hands in front of her. “Allow me to apologize. May I offer you some tea?”

“I will not be remaining long enough for tea.”

“No.” Amelia winced. “Of course not.”

Without asking permission, Mr. Robinson promptly turned and proceeded into the nearest room. Amelia had barely reached him by the time he exited, continuing his immediate and silent tour of the house. He visited the downstairs playroom, the schoolroom, the dining hall, dodging Amelia’s weak attempts at trying to stop him.

“Are you looking for something, sir?” Amelia successfully asked at last, halting him as he reached the base of the stairs.

He sent her a cold look, and Amelia shrank into herself.

“The children are occupied upstairs,” she said timidly. “It pleasing you, I would not wish them… disturbed.”

Mr. Robinson extended his silence, broken eventually by a sigh. He stepped away from the stairs and folded his hands over the top of his cane.

“How many months have you rented number twelve from me?” he asked.

Amelia performed quick calculations in her mind, sensing this was a trick question. “Twenty-five, Mr. Robinson.”

“And in that time, have I not been a fair and tolerant proprietor? Have I not allowed you to run this enterprise as you saw fit, placing my trust in you, a child, a woman, despite my years of experience begging me to act otherwise?”

Amelia’s temper quickly rose. Upstairs, the floorboards groaned under the weight of small, happy footsteps. The muffled laugh of a child echoed down the stairs. She chewed on the insides of her mouth, focusing her attention on that gleeful sound, carefully constructing her reply.

“Yes,” she said. “You have been a fair and tolerant proprietor.”

Mr. Robinson tapped the ground with his cane. “A fair and tolerant proprietor, yes,” he continued. “Not a fool easily taken in. Miss Tate, I have waited two weeks for this quarter’s rent. I will not wait a day more. Do you have it? If you do not, I will proceed with my plan at once.”

“Which is?”

“To renovate this waifs’ hall immediately into apartments. The house seems to be in order. Building could begin at once. Oxford is an ever-expanding town, Miss Tate. I have a line of potential tenants waiting to move in once the renovations are complete. My Christian sense of charity alone stands between my penniless present with you and a profitable future.”

The words shot through Amelia like a bullet. Mr. Robinson wasted no time and left little room for negotiation, but Amelia had to try something to save the orphanage. These children, orphaned or awaiting the return of their parents from the workhouse or deployment, depended on the volunteers for their board and safety.

Her uncle Benjamin, though he was loyal and loving, did not have the means to help her again—and he did not believe Amelia should be managing an orphanage at all in what he liked to call her ‘delicate and weathervane state’.

She tried to recall the speech she had prepared in vain, cursing her affliction, then raised her eyes to meet the penetrating gaze of Mr. Robinson.

“Mr. Robinson,” she began with her most pleading, debasing look. “I understand very well your concerns. But I implore you to reconsider. As a businessman yourself, you must be aware of the recent increase in taxation—”

Amelia paused as a dark cloud passed over Mr. Robinson’s face.

“That is to say, we have not had sufficient time to seek out greater funding to accommodate the rising costs of running the orphanage. But our benefactors, though they may be small in number, are dependable and generous. If we could secure but one more charitable partner—”

“Ifs and buts.” Mr. Robinson shook his head. His cane knocked loudly against the floor like a death knell, dashing her hopes and dreams, and Amelia’s heart fell into her stomach in response. “I deal only in certitudes, Miss Tate. And what is certain, at present, is that you cannot afford number twelve.”

Amelia could not hide her indignation any longer. Her brow creased in anger as she recalled Philippa’s earlier suggestion of cutting open wide Mr. Robinson, imagining a rock-solid black heart falling out of his chest onto the carpet between them.

But there was something else she remembered along with that morbid image. The mention of the Avon lands on which Mrs. Thatcher and her husband lived.

What is it I have heard? she asked herself, rubbing her forehead. Come now, Amelia, think. Aunt Beatrice told me the news twice in the last week. News that is… That is…

Suddenly, her aunt’s words flooded into her mind, and Amelia beamed in relief. She took a decisive step forward.

“Sir, you did not allow me to finish. The Duke of Avon is recently returned to Oxfordshire,” she said, remembering how excited her aunt had been at the news. “St. George’s staff is to meet with him soon—later today, in fact.”

Amelia swallowed, not liking to lie but knowing it was necessary. For now, it seemed to have given Mr. Robinson pause, and she continued with her desperate, misguided plan.

“The Duke of Avon, in his letters, has expressed great interest in supporting the orphanage,” she lied, knowing there were no letters. The duke likely did not even know she existed. “It would not do to give you the exact number of what he has promised us… But rest assured, sir, that His Grace’s generosity would permit us to run the orphanage for many years to come.”

Mr. Robinson narrowed his eyes at her, but she could see the cogs turning in his mind. The man valued money above most things and had a long history of tyrannizing the gentry around Oxford…

But the aristocrats in the area refused to deal with him. If he could secure a connection with the Duke of Avon through St. George’s, it would be a risk worth its weight in gold.

Despite this, Mr. Robinson did not immediately agree. “The same Duke of Avon,” he inquired, “who has not visited his ducal seat in ten years? What interest does he have in you?

Amelia recalled a few things about the duke, and from Mr. Robinson’s tone, his estimation seemed to align with her knowledge of the gentleman.

Nicholas Whitmore had inherited the duchy after his father’s demise the year prior. His father had been loved by all in Oxfordshire—had been a favorite of Queen Charlotte’s in London for his genteel manner. The same could not be said for his son, who, according to rumors, was a selfish and unpredictable rake whom many mothers hoped to reform.

Despite his shortcomings, there was no more eligible man in town, perhaps in all of England, owing to the power of his impressive, historic title.

Yes,” Amelia said slowly, realizing how far-fetched her fabricated story now sounded. “I would not dare comment further on His Grace’s decision to meet with us, would not like to pry nor speculate on his motivations… But it seemed to me that he had a vested interest in leaving… a positive mark on the county.”

More lies. She was surprised by how easily they escaped her.

“If a man of the Duke of Avon’s station were to be a known associate of this modest orphanage…” She paused, giving Mr. Robinson enough time to imagine what this would mean for him. “Perhaps I should not have spoken out of turn. Forgive me, Mr. Robinson. You have been exceptionally generous in allowing me to speak. I shall say nothing more.”

For a moment that felt longer than it was, Mr. Robinson was silent. Amelia kept her eyes fixed on the floor, not daring to look up at him, partly out of shame.

Eventually, his cane clicked against the floor—softly this time.

“If the Duke of Avon seeks to support this house,” he replied, “then it would be a grave error in judgment to defy his wishes.”

Amelia almost cried out in relief, barely stopping herself from throwing her arms around the towering, sour-faced landlord in front of her.

“You say you are meeting with him today?” Mr. Robinson asked, already moving toward the door. Excitement glittered in his dark eyes. “Then I expect a call from you tomorrow with news of his decision.”

Amelia nodded emphatically, rushing to open the door for him.

“I will not tarry a moment longer than necessary,” she said, immune to the cold that swept indoors. Her nerves were on fire. She had succeeded in stalling another day! “Thank you, Mr. Robinson. I will ensure that this is not a decision you will come to regret.”

It was only once Mr. Robinson had departed—in a much better mood than he had arrived—that the reality of Amelia’s situation dawned on her.

The fire in her bones quickly extinguished itself. She sank against the now-closed door, staring absently into the empty hall before her.

She had never even met the Duke of Avon. Her brother, perhaps, would have been able to ask for a meeting with him. But Frederick was somewhere on the Continent, impossible to reach in time. How would Amelia alone secure an audience with the duke, let alone ask him for money?

Oh, Amelia, she thought, as Mr. Marsh appeared at the top of the stairs, the same little girl trailing behind him with her thumb in her mouth. What in heaven’s name have you done now?

Chapter Two

Oxfordshire

“Far be it from me to point out the obvious,” George drawled, rushing to keep up with Nicholas as they walked down Cornmarket Street. “But it would have been highly possible—and infinitely simpler—to remain in London and conduct operations from there.

“I have never known you to leave the big town for longer than a few weeks. Now you are telling me you wish to move here for six months? There is something queer afoot, old friend, only… I do not know what.”

Nicholas smiled, glancing down the street. Market stalls lined either side of the busy thoroughfare, merchants peddling all manner of goods and services. A bootblack called over to Nicholas and George as they passed, though he was quickly approached by another well-dressed man, perhaps a student.

Oxford was much smaller than London—too small to Nicholas’ taste, as he already missed the constant cultural amusements of home. But it was much more vibrant than he remembered from his childhood.

Perhaps it shall be no burden at all, Nicholas thought miserably, to settle myself here a while until the trouble has passed in London.

The specifics of that trouble, however, were not something Nicholas was ready to share with his friend. George had always been a good-natured fellow—too good-natured to understand the reason for Nicholas’ exile.

“Are you tiring of me already?” Nicholas deflected, slowing his pace as they retraced their steps to his carriage. “I thought you of all people would have been glad for my return. Or are you concerned that the mere presence of me here will sabotage your acquaintance with Miss Ashford? You spoke of little else over luncheon.”

“Her name is Miss Ashwood,” George corrected, his cheeks turning pink at the mention of the woman who had supposedly captured his heart. “And there is scarcely an acquaintance to sabotage for now. No, I fully intend to keep my business with you and my business with her quite separate…”

He paused a moment, adjusting his coat. “It was my mistake to mention her to you in the first place at the club. You have always been rotten when it comes to women. I say this, partly, with affection.”

“And partly with the utmost sincerity,” Nicholas surmised, not in the least bit offended. “That being the case, I shall not bother trying to change your view of things. The disappointment of learning that I have grown tired of that life may very well kill you.”

Tired of that life?” George held Nicholas by the shoulder as they rounded the corner, arriving on a much quieter street. His long, serious face contorted in confusion. “Is that why you have come to Oxford? You cannot be seeking a wife!”

Nicholas laughed. “No, certainly not a wife.”

George looked confused, glancing over his shoulder before he leaned in conspiratorially. “Are you implying that you have changed your ways? Because what I have heard out of London recently—”

“Are rumors by which you should not abide,” Nicholas warned, scowling.

He looked toward his carriage, parked outside a row of white-washed houses, mind flashing with thoughts of his rakish past—and the unbridled flames of desire that burned in him still, despite his attempts to reform himself for his own sake.

 “Suffice to say that I have grown weary of London and will welcome a reprieve from the society there,” Nicholas continued in a lie. “And let us not go over, again, the disarray in which I have found my father’s estate. Six months at least will be required to set things to order. The number of properties he left uninhabited boggles the mind…”

Nicholas was far from a shrewd businessman.

He enjoyed politics, attended sessions, and participated in debates, not only out of duty but because he was good at it and enjoyed putting lesser men in their places.

Business, however, had never appealed to him. His father had been traditional to a fault, looking down his nose at the new-money, industrious aristocrats who were quickly taking London by storm. And while Nicholas was very different from his father—not nearly as well-regarded among the ton—he agreed that there was nothing so crude as an obsession with coinage.

But his father had been perhaps too lax in the management of their large estate. The stewards had been ordered to leave the estate exactly as the late duke had found it, and there were Avon properties all over Oxfordshire lying abandoned, waiting to be renovated and sold.

The sooner I can sell off those unentailed properties, the sooner I can be rid of Oxford for good. Though it remains to be seen what will become of my life once I am free, and who will be waiting for me…

“You have gone quiet,” Nicholas heard George say beside him.

Nicholas looked up and blinked, laughing softly at the errant train of his thoughts.

“Forgive me,” he said, proceeding toward his carriage. “There is much to consider. For now, you must return home and begin devising a plan to ensnare your Miss Ashwood. And I must return to Riverside Court and meet with the land agents.”

Satisfied, George nodded and bid his friend farewell. Nicholas watched him disappear the way they had come, smiling to himself at their fortuitous reunion.

Upon entering the carriage, he waited a moment before setting off, collecting his thoughts. A copy of the deed to the Avon dower house in Kennington sat beside him on the bench. He had tasked his late father’s land agent with managing the finer points of the estate without his supervision.

But the dower house was another matter entirely—too important, too delicate, to be handled by the agent alone.

He thumbed the edge of the deed, the parchment sharp against his skin, his thoughts turning to the long-unoccupied house.

If my mother had not left, he thought sourly, would she have been living there now? Would Oxford have felt like a home to me rather than a place I refused to return for so long?

Suddenly, voices sounded from outside, so close that the people speaking must have been just outside his door.

Nicholas discreetly pushed the curtain aside, admitting a sliver of daylight into the carriage. Outside, he saw two bodies, their heads just outside his view. His driver, in his familiar, modest attire, was arguing with a well-dressed woman.

A crease formed in Nicholas’ brow as he tried to listen, their voices obscured. His curiosity got the better of him as their conversation escalated into an argument, and he cracked open his door, stepping outside.

“What the deuce is happening out here?” he asked, looking first at his nonplussed driver before addressing the woman before him.

His breath caught in his throat at the sight of her, before an amused smile played on his lips.

The circumstances being as they were, he had expected her to be some sort of old crone, arguing with Mr. Blaire about parking outside her house. But the woman before him was young, too fair for her own good, with hair the color of toffee and grey-blue eyes that flashed murder at poor Blaire.

A beauty spot decorated the soft skin beneath her right eye, and his gaze lingered there a moment as he recovered from his surprise.

He wondered what sound she’d make if he kissed it. If he bracketed that little waist with both hands and backed her against the nearest wall until she stopped spitting fury and started gasping his name instead.

It was the exact type of thought he had sworn not to entertain while in Oxford.

Despite this, he could not help but stare at her. Half with curiosity, half with desire.

She seemed more perturbed than he felt, looking up at him in shock. Her cheeks colored a familiar, satisfying shade of pink as Nicholas waited for an answer, and he felt a prickle of shame for having embarrassed such a delightful creature.

But only a prickle.

“Forgive me for the disturbance,” she began.

Her voice was pleasing, and the way she rounded her words made it clear she was well-bred. He gestured for her to continue, not giving any ground in this well-practiced dance between man and woman.

“I asked your driver to speak with the occupant of this vehicle, at which point he told me to…” She paused, frowning up at Mr. Blaire. “I shall not repeat what he told me to do now that I have your attention. I fear it would be adding insult to injury to hear a woman emulate such vulgar language.”

Nicholas suppressed a laugh, sending a damning look his driver’s way. Mr. Blaire looked apologetic but mostly annoyed. With a nod, Nicholas sent him back toward the front of the carriage, wanting to speak with the curious woman alone.

“I would like to apologize on behalf of my driver for exposing you to such uncouth behavior.” He saw the tension lift from her shoulders, and this pleased him. “But… I cannot excuse your behavior until I learn what caused you to accost my driver in the first place.”

The woman blinked up at him, unimpressed, perhaps, by his playful tone.

“I told you, sir. I had hoped to speak with you.” She looked past him at his carriage. “This is an impressive contraption.”

He smiled. “You are a vehicle-enthusiast, then? Most strange…”

“No, you misunderstand me,” she pressed. “The quality of the carriage led me to believe that the quality of its occupant must be… equally fine. By all appearances, you look a gentleman. I would like to introduce myself.” She gave a shallow curtsey. “My name is Miss Amelia Tate, and I volunteer at the establishment you see behind you.”

Nicholas nodded, though he was confused, staring up at the signage that read St. George’s Home for Children.

“Go on,” he murmured, crossing his arms.

“The orphanage survives on the generosity of this county’s charitable souls. Most among them are titled gentlemen who donate regularly to the—”

“So, it is a donation you are after.” He rolled his eyes, his impatience getting the better of him. And, he had to admit, he liked the way her face twitched angrily at the interruption.

“Not from you,” she protested, shaking her head. “There is a gentleman of the highest order in this area that I am hoping to ask for help. When I saw your carriage, it occurred to me that perhaps you knew him. Or that, if you did not know him, you may know someone who did and could secure an audience with him as soon as possible.” Miss Tate looked down at her shoes. “Perhaps it was a desperate, wicked thing to do. But I am a desperate woman.”

Evidently,” he teased, cocking his head to the side. When Miss Tate did not smile back, Nicholas groaned. He was far from a philanthrope, but his family was sufficiently charitable and well-connected besides.

“And just who is this unfortunate man you seek?” he inquired.

Miss Tate sighed. “The Duke of Avon.”

At first, Nicholas thought he had misheard. An auditory fabrication of his narcissistic mind. He leaned forward slightly, his lips parted in surprise. “The Duke of Avon?” he repeated slowly.

“Yes, sir. Do you know him?”

“Oh… somewhat,” Nicholas said under his breath.

He observed Miss Tate a moment, noting the excited spark in her eyes, wondering whether they had met before in London. He recalled vaguely that there was, or had been, a Viscount Tate native to Oxfordshire.

Beyond that, he knew nothing else of the family. Certainly not about a pretty, young heiress. There was no telling that this woman was even who she claimed to be—she could have been, for all he knew, a charlatan lingering outside this orphanage soliciting donations that would go nowhere but her pocket.

No. Everything considered, he could not risk admitting that he was, in fact, the recently returned duke that she sought…

Even though a part of him—a reckless, foolish part of him—was inclined to give this beautiful woman anything she desired from him and more…

“It would be unwise,” he interrupted himself, thinking, “for me to introduce you to His Grace without preamble.”

Miss Tate’s face fell immediately, and a knot formed in Nicholas’ stomach.

“These are delicate matters?” he asked.

“Yes…” she agreed, crestfallen.

“And were you seeking a great donation from him?”

“In all honesty, his collaboration was far more important than any sort of financial donation.”

She glanced back toward the house behind her, and sadness swept over her features.

“I suppose there is no harm in telling you what may come to pass. The man who owns this building is a miserly demon who would see all the children expelled into the cold if we cannot immediately deliver this month’s increased rent. It is my hope—my belief—that the Duke of Avon’s support of this orphanage, that his acknowledgement of the landlord, would be enough to make Mr. Robinson—the landlord—reconsider his stance.”

A confusing tale… but not an implausible one.

“What you need, then,” Nicholas began, unsure why he felt compelled to entertain this woman, “is for this… man, the Duke of Avon, to meet with your landlord post-haste?”

Miss Tate turned to face him, nodding demurely.

An idea formed suddenly in Nicholas’ mind before he could stop it.

A wicked, desperate idea.

“But, as we have deduced, that would be an impossible task at such short notice…” he continued slowly, “so, a man to play the part of the Duke of Avon then. That would satisfy your Mr. Robinson for a time, would it not?”

It was difficult to judge a person’s character from a three-minute conversation, but Nicholas was almost certain the woman before him would object. Either because she was not really who she said she was, or because she had too good a heart to go along with such a ridiculous plan.

He was surprised, then, when her pretty face brightened with a smile.

“You cannot be serious, sir!” she whispered, glancing nervously at the driver, as though concerned he had overheard.

Nicholas smiled. “It was only a suggestion. But what do you think?”

“I think…” Here, she did indeed take a moment to think, biting her lower lip in a maddening way. “I think such a charade would forestall Mr. Robinson for a moment. But perhaps not long enough for me to meet the real Duke of Avon, who may very well turn me away. And what if Mr. Robinson were to meet with His Grace through his own means and discover my deception?”

“Do you sincerely think that is likely to pass?” Nicholas asked, cocking his head to the side. “You described the man as a miserly demon. What I know of the Duke of Avon suggests he would never grant Mr. Robinson the time of day—certainly not if I put my own word in.”

His plot was thickening by the second. Nicholas was no stranger to a prank, a lie. But if he agreed to play the part of the Duke of Avon, the woman would surely discover the truth one day.

Perhaps it did not matter, he reasoned, so long as they could trick her cruel landlord for a time, and he could have some of that sought-after country entertainment.  

“Would you also put a word in about a donation?” Miss Tate asked, looking up at him prettily.

Nicholas laughed.

“Now you are asking too much,” he warned in good humor. Of course, he could afford a donation. But what reason did he have for supporting this woman’s orphanage? “Let us begin by getting this letter off your back, then we may discuss what else my friend… the duke, can provide for you.”

Miss Tate nodded, with less enthusiasm than he expected. “But will your friend not be quite cross with you for pretending to be him? What assurance do I have that you know His Grace at all? I do not even know your name.”

She was a picky charlatan, certainly. But Nicholas could see how much fun this might be and decided to reassure her.

“My name is… Mr. Moore,” he said, coming up with a story. “I am a gentleman recently returned to this area who has known Nicholas Whitmore since our days at the university of this town. Even if you do not believe me, you need only a man fitting the part of the elusive Nicholas Whitmore to charm your landlord. Do you not believe me to be as handsome and charming as they claim the Duke of Avon to be?”

Raising her brows, the young woman looked him up and down. He tingled a little under her scrutinizing gaze, extending his arms to provide her a good look at him and his attire.

“Perhaps not quite as handsome nor charming,” she said teasingly. “But I will work with what I’m given.”

Chapter Three

“When I saw your carriage yesterday, I wondered whether you had been sent to me by the Lord himself,” Amelia whispered, leading Mr. Moore up the steps to the orphanage the following morning.

“A touching, if blasphemous, hypothesis,” Mr. Moore replied behind her, casting his eyes to the autumnal, heavily overcast sky above them. “Unfortunately, I merely parked there as it was closest to the club where I took my luncheon. Has Cornmarket always been so busy?”

Amelia glanced over her shoulder at him, smiling. She found herself smiling often around the curious man. “As long as I have lived here, yes.”

“And how long has that been, exactly?”

“In Oxford proper? Three years, thereabout.”

Amelia paused at the top of the steps, and the gentleman came to an abrupt halt behind her. She looked down at him, observing him, impressed by her ability to have remembered all the finer details about him from yesterday.

Am I truly surprised? I cannot recall having ever met a gentleman so handsome in my life. Those warm brown eyes, the richness of his hair… He haunted my dreams, which were far from unpleasant—far from ladylike too…

She cleared her throat, a flush creeping to her cheeks. “Did you manage to speak with His Grace yestereve, as you intended?”

Mr. Moore—damningly dashing Mr. Moore, with his soft hair and aquiline nose—returned her look defiantly.

“I am a man of my word, Miss Tate. I wrote to the duke soon after. He was positively tickled by the idea that I should play the part of him today. He might have come himself, if he had not been otherwise engaged elsewhere in the country…”

Amelia did not know whether to believe him. This man could have been lying through his teeth for all she knew.

She had asked her aunt and uncle over dinner the night prior whether they had heard of a Mr. Moore recently returned to town. Her aunt Beatrice kept abreast of all the social news in the county but had heard nothing of the sort.

What does it matter who he is, or how he makes me feel just being near him? Amelia thought to herself, turning to open the door. All I need is for him to convince Mr. Robinson that he is the Duke of Avon. After that point, I may try to contact the real Duke personally, with or without Mr. Moore’s help.

Stepping aside to admit Mr. Moore indoors, Amelia watched his face darken slightly at the interior of the orphanage. So confident before, he took a few hesitant steps inside before stopping.

“Something the matter?” Amelia asked, closing the door behind her.

Mr. Moore looked around, pursing his lips. “How did you say this place was financed? When did you establish this house?” he asked.

“Two years ago,” Amelia explained. “My uncle previously sat on the board of the hospital here in Oxford, where he learned that they were struggling to house the sick children who came in for treatment.”

“That does not explain how you came to be here.”

“Well, he knew I desired a pastime of substance and suggested that together we could establish a home for them. He has since stepped back from the management of the orphanage—he is much too busy with other matters.” Amelia looked around the entrance hall proudly. “I have taken up much of the housekeeping in his stead, but I would be utterly lost without the help of the other volunteers.”

On cue, Mr. Marsh and Mrs. Thatcher entered with a great gaggle of children. Mrs. Thatcher leaned down to wipe the mouth of the child closest to her. Evidently, they had just had their breakfast and were moving across the house toward the schoolroom.

“Speaking of the other volunteers,” Amelia said, gesturing toward the quickly approaching group. “Allow me to introduce Mr. Marsh and Mrs. Thatcher. Perhaps you have met Mr. Marsh? He formerly performed administrative duties at Oxford.”

Mr. Marsh reached across the group of small children to shake Mr. Moore’s hand. Meantime, Mrs. Thatcher smiled politely before excusing herself and the children.

The same blonde-haired child who always followed Mr. Marsh hid behind his legs as Amelia presented Mr. Moore to them, the room considerably quieter now that Mrs. Thatcher and the others had taken their leave.

“This is…” She couldn’t countenance lying directly to Mr. Marsh, but accepted it as a necessary evil. “Well, this is Mr. Moore. He has come today to help us negotiate with Mr. Robinson.”

 “A pleasure to make your acquaintance, good sir! “Mr. Marsh guffawed. “If you are here to help Miss Tate, then you have my sincerest thanks.”

Mr. Moore was unusually tense beside Amelia. When she looked over at him, it seemed to wake him from his daze. He nodded at Mr. Marsh, and with nothing more to say between them, Mr. Marsh left, scooping up the child.

Once they were alone again, Amelia turned to Mr. Moore.

“Really, is something the matter?” she asked. “You have seemed out of sorts since you set foot indoors.”

After a moment, Mr. Moore dared to meet her gaze again. “I do not fare well with… children.”

Amelia arched a brow.

“By that, I mean… I should like to avoid them for the duration of my visit.”

It was a strange request, given the location, but Amelia agreed. He was not the first gentleman she had met who disliked the company of children. Perhaps he worried they would ruin his nice clothes.

The thought reminded her to take the man’s coat, and she stepped around him to begin divesting him of it.

Mr. Moore, seemingly accustomed to such doting treatment, began shrugging out of the fine, dark garment with practiced ease. Despite herself, Amelia felt a chill run down her spine as her fingers grazed his shoulders accidentally, surprised by the warmth of his body now that they were within touching distance.

She had not been oblivious to his good looks and tall stature, but standing so close to him was another matter entirely. The air around him smelled pleasant, like soap and smoke, and she imagined pressing her body against his, nuzzling in close.

Taking his coat clumsily, she shook her head to rid it of her distracting thoughts. This man was here to help her, not be admired.

Once Mr. Moore’s coat had been stored somewhere safe, Amelia led him into the only withdrawing room that had escaped being repurposed for the children. She moved quickly to the fire to begin lighting the wall sconces, pausing a second when she heard Mr. Moore close the door behind them softly.

Locked away with him, Amelia’s heart fluttered. She extinguished the lighting taper with a gust of breath, throwing it behind the grate into the flames, conscious of Mr. Moore’s eyes on her.

“I would offer you tea,” Amelia murmured, stumbling over her words as she looked over at him and found him lingering by the door. He had quickly directed his eyes elsewhere, taking the measure of the modest room. “But I fear we should wait for Mr. Robinson, or else the pot will grow cold by the time he arrives.

He shrugged nonchalantly, moving toward the paintings on the far side of the room. The grey light from the windows fell lovingly on his form as he scrunched his face, examining the artist’s signature.

“They are not worth anything. I would have sold them otherwise to cover the rent,” Amelia said to fill the silence, moving a few steps closer. “Are you fond of art?”

“Tremendously,” he replied, quietly but sincerely. “And these pieces might not hold much pecuniary value, but that does not mean they are worth nothing.” He stepped away, held his hands behind his back, and smiled at her. “You said your surname was Tate? The artist was called Tate, also.”

Felicia Tate, yes.” Amelia looked past him at the painting—a pastoral landscape, rolling fields of green and gold that matched the brown wallpaper of the room.

“A relative, then?”

“Yes, she was…” She scowled, suddenly failing to remember how the woman had been connected to her father. A great-aunt? A great-great-aunt? She swallowed, saying, “A decent painter indeed.”

Mr. Moore appeared satisfied with her answer—or at the very least, was not suspicious that something was amiss with Amelia’s mind.

“Do you know, Miss Tate… I had my suspicions about you yesterday. I wondered whether you were truly the daughter of Viscount Tate. But he is—forgive me, was—your progenitor, was he not? Your family owns Bright Corner in Abingdon-on-Thames.”

Amelia must have looked surprised, because Mr. Moore laughed, “Yes, I asked around about you. Does that offend you?”

To be on the receiving end of a handsome gentleman’s curiosity hardly constituted an offence, but Amelia knew better than to let him know that. She daydreamed only quickly about Mr. Moore asking his high-ranking friends about her.

Fear curled suddenly in her stomach as she wondered what else he had learned beyond the name of her family’s home. There were rumors abound about Amelia’s late mother and father…

If Mr. Moore had learned the truth about her family’s history, he gave no sign of it, turning instead back to the paintings.  

“No. I would think you were strange if you did not ask questions about a woman you have never met. Myself… Yes, I have doubts about you, too,” she confessed. “I wondered this morning, for fact, whether it would not be wise to perform a test of your manners—to see if you act as gentlemanly as will be required to dupe Mr. Robinson into thinking you are truly the Duke of Avon.”

“You could try… he purred, coming closer to her, where his voice dropped low in a way it had not before, making her tingle. “But I would surely fail, owing in no part to my deception. I am a gentleman in my breeding, absolutely. But my manners have always been… questionable.”

A more level-headed woman, one who possessed an unfragmented mind, might have been concerned by his teasing tone. Amelia found herself smiling and blushing, confused but amused by his answer. His grin certainly seemed rakish, his warm brown eyes glowing with mischief. The door was closed. But she did not fear Mr. Moore’s banter, his daring manner.

Instead, she liked it more than she cared to admit.

“Who are you?” she asked, more curious than she should have been—and less concerned for propriety too. She was a single woman, and as far as she knew, so was Mr. Moore. “I know your name. But your profession, if you have one… Your origins… What are they?”

He was quiet for a moment, then he said, “I am a gentleman born in Oxford, but have lived in London for many years. I own properties here and there… I am an art collector, a frequent theatergoer, a literary, when it pleases me.”

“But only when it pleases you?”

“Quite. What else…?” He tapped his finger against his mouth, toying with her. “I have a soot-colored terrier named Bosun, a brother, have never married, and I’m born in March. Is that sufficient, Miss Tate, or shall I bore you with a lengthier list of anecdotal information about me? Believe me, I would do so gladly. There is nothing I love so much as speaking about myself.”

“No wife?” she asked, not knowing what had prompted her to ask such a daring question. Her cheeks colored. “I only meant… You had not mentioned whether you are married in that long list…”

He took a step closer, then turned his hand to show her a bare ring finger. “No wife,” he repeated. “Does that make you wary, Miss Tate?”

Amelia was unconvinced on that point.

He liked to play the part of a self-absorbed rake—that much was evident in the way he swayed on his feet, teasing her, making her tingle—but a man who truly valued himself highest of all would never have agreed to help her.

“So long as you can charm Mr. Robinson…” she rasped once she found her voice. “I have no reason to be wary.”

He arched a brow. “Do you doubt it? Do you doubt I will charm him?”

“No… To my eyes, you seem charming to a fault.”

He threw his head back with a laugh, and Amelia understood at once that he thought she was joking.

“Not a good-mannered fellow, nor a convincing actor, it would seem. How it wounds me, Miss Tate, that you are one of the scarce few women immune to my charms. A pitiable state of affairs,” he said, clicking his tongue against his palate, landing in one of the empty chairs by the hearth. “You should have recruited another man.”

“I think you will do just fine for my purposes, Mr. Moore.”

He grinned, and there was something dark in it he was trying to conceal. Something dark responded within her as he murmured, “And I think you will do just fine for mine.”

Amelia froze at his words, narrowing her eyes at him.

“By that, of course I mean,” he began, drawling every word, before leaning over to pat the armchair beside him, “entertaining me by telling me a little about yourself! before your miserly demon arrives, and like two ships in the night, we sail past one another toward different horizons…”

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Five years later

The storm arrived without warning.

Catherine stood at the window of the newly-renovated blue drawing room, one hand pressed flat against the glass in wonder, as the sky turned from pewter to charcoal in the space of a heartbeat. Rain came sideways, battering the windows in great sheets, and thunder rolled across the grounds like artillery fire.

Behind her, Caerleon hummed with chaos.

The good kind, fortunately.

The kind that involved shrieking children and adult laughter and the particular brand of mayhem that only happened when Jeremy Everdon had been drinking since noon.

“Thomas, if you run into my wife one more time, I shall have to challenge you to a duel!”

“He’s three, Jeremy,” Isabella gasped.

“Old enough to learn about consequences!”

Isabella’s laugh rang out, bright and unrepentant, followed by the patter of small feet fleeing down the corridor and Jeremy’s theatrical groan of defeat.

Catherine smiled. Caerleon had not known such warmth in generations. Perhaps ever.

“Mama!”

Catherine turned as her daughter flew into the room, all wild dark curls and pudgy limbs, and caught her just before she collided with a side table. “Gently, my love.”

“But the storm!” Lily’s eyes were huge, delighted rather than frightened. She had her father’s eyes. His reckless enthusiasm for things that would terrify sensible people. “It’s so loud. Can we watch from the attic? Papa says you can see for miles from up there and I want to see the lightning and—”

“Your father,” Catherine said, smoothing wild dark curls back from her daughter’s flushed face, “has clearly been telling you taradiddles again.”

“But—he says when he was little, he and Uncle Aaron used to watch storms from the roof!”

“I’m certain he’s embellishing.”

“What’s embllishig?”

“It’s when you say more than you should.” Catherine kissed her daughter’s forehead and gave her a gentle push toward the door. “Go find Aunt Meredith, sweetheart. And do try not to knock anyone over.”

Lily bolted.

Catherine took a breath, steadied herself, and went to find her husband before he filled their daughter’s head with any more dangerous ideas.

She found him in the small parlor that overlooked the east garden, their infant son cradled against his shoulder. Gideon was pacing. One hand rubbed slow, careful circles on the baby’s back while he murmured something too low to hear. The boy was whimpering, face red and blotchy, one small fist tangled in his father’s shirt.

He looked up as she entered, and something in his expression shifted. Softened.

“He’s teething,” Gideon said quietly. “Won’t settle.”

Catherine crossed to him, laid her palm against the baby’s warm back. “Give him to me. You should be with your brother. It’s your birthday.”

Our birthday.” A wry edge crept into his voice. “And I’d rather be here.”

Liar.”

His mouth twitched. “Perhaps a small embellishment.”

She took the baby, who immediately began rooting at her shoulder, and Gideon’s hand lingered briefly at her waist before he stepped back. Even after four years, after two children, after countless nights spent wrapped around each other, the awareness between them was a living thing. A current that ran beneath every glance and touch.

“Go,” she whispered. “I will join you shortly.”

He hesitated, then bent to press a kiss to her temple. “Don’t take too long. I’ve no interest in celebrating without you.”

Flatterer.”

Honest man.” His hand came up, cupped her cheek, and his thumb brushed across her lower lip with enough intent that her breath caught. His eyes were dark. Knowing. “I’ll be waiting.”

Then he was gone, boots retreating quietly on the carpet, and Catherine stood in the empty parlor with her son in her arms. The rain was coming down in sheets now, thunder rolling in from the west like cannon fire.

She thought of another storm. Another birthday. A house that had once felt like a tomb.

How far we have come.

***

By the time she returned to the drawing room, the baby drowsing against her chest, the gathering had achieved the comfortable disorder of family who knew each other too well to bother with pretense.

Jeremy had claimed the best chair near the fire and sprawled in it like a deposed king, one leg slung over the arm. Isabella perched beside him, heavily pregnant and glowing with it, one hand resting on the swell of her belly while she laughed at something Meredith was saying. Aaron sat on the settee with Meredith tucked against his side, their son asleep in her lap, his small face peaceful in a way that made Catherine’s chest ache.

And Gideon, as brooding as ever, stood by the window with a glass of brandy in hand, staring out at the storm.

Catherine settled the baby into his cradle near the hearth—he’d sleep now, at least for an hour—and crossed to her husband’s side. His arm came around her waist immediately. Pulled her close.

“Wretched weather for a birthday,” Jeremy shuddered, swirling his wine. “Though I suppose it’s fitting. Weren’t the two of you born in a storm?”

“So our mother used to say,” Aaron replied, his voice going quiet.

A silence fell. Brief, but weighted.

Catherine felt Gideon’s arm tighten fractionally at her waist, as it so often did when the subject of his mother came up. She looked up at him, but his face had gone carefully blank, his gaze fixed on the rain-lashed glass.

“Well!” Isabella chirped brightly. “At least we’re all safe and dry inside. And Jeremy brought enough wine to drown a battalion, so we shan’t be running out anytime soon.”

“Bless you, my darling,” Jeremy chuckled fervently, raising his glass in salute.

The moment passed. Conversation resumed. But Catherine felt the shift, the unspoken thing that had brushed too close to the surface and been hastily shoved back down between the brothers. She looked across the room and found Aaron watching his brother with something fragile and uncertain written across his face.

Papa!”

Lily appeared at her father’s elbow, tugging on his sleeve with the imperious determination of a three-year-old who knew exactly how to get what she wanted. “Can we play hide and seek? Please? You said you used to play it when you were little and I want to play and Thomas wants to play and—”

Gideon looked down at his daughter, and Catherine saw the remnants of something dark cross his face before he smoothed it away.

He smiled gently.

“I’m not certain that’s wise in this weather, sweetheart.”

“But you said you and Uncle Aaron used to play it all the time!”

“We did.” Aaron’s voice softened. “Your father was very good at it.”

Their eyes met. Held. For a beat too long.

“Go and play with your daughter,” Catherine urged gently. “I’ll watch over the baby.”

“All right,” Gideon conceded with a sigh at last. “But we stay on this floor. No wandering off.”

Lily shrieked her delight. Grabbed Thomas by the hand—the boy had been roused by the noise—and dragged him toward the door, already plotting strategy with the ruthless efficiency of her father no doubt.

Catherine hung back, watching. Something lingered in the air. Something thick and unspoken. She didn’t like the careful way Gideon and Aaron were avoiding each other’s eyes.

The game began. Laughter and stomping feet filled the corridors. Catherine drifted after them, remaining in the vicinity of their little child in case he roused from sleeping; not hiding, simply watching. She found Jeremy wedged behind a velvet curtain, looking absurd. Found Meredith counting at the top of the main stairs with exaggerated slowness, while Isabella covered her two children’s eyes after promising it would make them invisible.

But she did not find Gideon.

Or Aaron.

Or Thomas.

Several minutes passed. The laughter began to fade. Meredith’s voice rose, calling for the little boy. Once. Twice. The third time, her voice cracked.

Nothing.

“Tommy!” Meredith cried out with fear now. “Tommy, answer me!”

Everybody began searching at once. Catherine’s feet carried her without thought. Down the hallway. Past the library. Toward the older wing of the house where the servants’ stairs led down to—

No.

She stopped at the top of the narrow stairwell, oddly nostalgic, her hand gripping the bannister hard enough to hurt.

Below, she could hear it.

A child crying.

And beneath that, a man’s voice. Low. Shaking.

She gathered her skirts and descended quickly. The servants’ stair was narrow and dark, the walls pressing close. It was an antiquity of Caerleon, scarcely even used by the staff these days. At the bottom, a door stood ajar.

She pushed it open.

Gideon knelt on the stone floor just inside, Thomas clutched tight against his chest. The boy was sobbing into Gideon’s shoulder, hiccupping and terrified. And Gideon—

Gideon’s face was the color of old parchment. She had never seen him like this before. His eyes were open but unseeing, his chest rising and falling too fast, too shallow. Catherine recognized it immediately. Panic. The past bleeding into the present, dragging him under…

She was moving before she thought, dropping to her knees beside them.

“Gideon.” Her hands found his face, framed it, forced him to look at her. “Darling. I’m here. You’re safe. The boy is safe.”

His eyes focused slowly. Found hers.

“…Catherine?”

“Yes.” She kept her voice steady, calm. “You found him. He is frightened but unharmed. You did well.”

“I couldn’t—the door—I couldn’t move—”

“I know.” She stroked his face, his hair. “I know. But you’re not alone. Not anymore.”

Footsteps sounded on the stairs. Aaron appeared in the doorway, white-faced, and took in the scene with a single glance—his son, his brother, the cellar—and something broke across his expression.

“Thomas!” he exclaimed shakily, crossing to them at once and gathering the boy into his arms. “Thank God. Thank God.”

The child clung to his father, still crying. Aaron held him tight, murmuring reassurances, but his eyes were on Gideon.

“You found him,” Aaron said quietly.

Gideon managed a single, stiff nod. His breathing was still too uneven.

Aaron hesitated. “I’m—I’m sorry. I should have been watching him more closely.”

“It was an accident,” Catherine said firmly. “Children wander. No one is to blame.”

But Gideon was staring at the stone walls, the narrow space, and Catherine saw his hands begin to shake. She rose, pulled him to his feet, and Aaron stepped back to give them room.

“Come,” she said gently. “Let’s go upstairs.”

They climbed the servants’ stair in silence. Aaron carried his son. Gideon leaned heavily on Catherine’s arm. By the time they reached the hallway, Meredith had appeared, and she swept Thomas into her arms with a sob of relief that echoed off the walls.

The others hovered nearby. Jeremy, pale. Isabella, wide-eyed. Lily stood apart, frightened by the sudden shift in the adults around her.

“Everyone is safe,” Catherine announced. “The boy simply lost his way. All is well.”

But it was not well. She could feel it in the way Gideon’s body was rigid beneath her touch. In the way Aaron was watching his brother with something close to anguish.

“Perhaps,” Meredith said carefully, “we should all take a moment to settle.”

“Yes,” Catherine agreed. “The drawing room. I will have tea brought.”

She guided Gideon back to the blue drawing room, settled him in a chair by the fire. His hands were still trembling. She knelt before him, took them in hers.

“Tell me what you need,” she said quietly.

“I don’t know.”

“Then tell me what you’re feeling.”

His eyes lifted to hers. “When I was eleven, my father would lock me in that cellar. For hours. And all I could think, when I found the boy down there in the dark, was that I had become him. That I had—”

“No!” Her voice was fierce now. “You went down there to save Thomas. You held him and kept him safe. That is nothing like what your father did.”

“But I froze. If you hadn’t come—”

“But I did come.” She squeezed his hands. “And you aren’t alone. You will never be alone again.”

The others slowly filtered back into the room. Meredith had taken Thomas upstairs to lie down. Aaron returned without them, closing the door with deliberate care. He stood for a moment, looking at Gideon, then crossed to the sideboard and poured himself a drink with shaking hands.

The silence stretched like a wire pulled taut.

“I need to tell you something,” Aaron said at last.

Gideon looked up.

“About the day Mother died.”

Catherine felt Gideon go still beneath her hands.

“Aaron,” she began, but he shook his head.

“No. It’s been too long. He needs to know.”

Jeremy and Isabella exchanged glances. Jeremy cleared his throat. “Perhaps we should—”

“Stay,” Aaron said. “Please. You are family. And I am tired of secrets.”

He took a breath.

“I know you’ve always resented me for being there when she died. For hearing her last words. I know you have. And I let you, because I thought—” His voice cracked. “I thought Father had taken you out that day. Fishing. Riding. I thought you were his favorite.”

Gideon’s face had gone very still.

“We weren’t fishing,” he said quietly.  

“I know that now. But I didn’t know it then. I was eight and envious and I thought you’d been chosen over me, as always.”

“He locked me in the gamekeeper’s cottage,” Gideon muttered. His voice was flat. Empty. “In the cellar beneath it. For breaking his watch.”

Aaron’s face went white as snow.

“What watch?” he whispered.

“His gold pocket watch. The one with the encrusted wheel plate.”

The silence that fell was absolute.

“That… that was me,” Aaron whispered. “I broke it. I never told him. I was too afraid—”

Gideon stood abruptly. Catherine rose with him, her hand on his arm.

“You let me take the punishment!” he growled, his voice shaking now with fury. “You let him lock me away while our mother was dying and you said nothing?”

“I didn’t know he was punishing you! I thought—”

“You thought nothing! You were a coward!”

“I was a child!” Aaron’s voice rose to match his brother’s. “I was eight and terrified of him, and yes, I was a coward, I have always been a coward, but I didn’t know—”

“I missed her last words because of you!”

The words hung in the air like smoke.

Aaron’s face crumpled.

“That’s… that’s what I needed to tell you. There were no last words.”

Gideon went very still.

“What?”

“She was already gone when I got to her. Dead. Alone.” Aaron’s voice broke. “I found her first that afternoon, and I—I made them up. The last words I told you she said. All of it. I lied because I was so angry that you and Father had left without me, and I wanted you to hurt the way I was hurting, and I’m sorry, I’m so sorry—”

Gideon stared at him. Catherine watched the color drain from his face, watched him sway slightly on his feet. She moved to his side, slipped her arm around his waist, and this time he did not pull away.

“She died alone…” Gideon whispered.

“Yes.”

“Because of him—”

Yes.”

“And we have both been carrying this. For nearly three decades.”

Aaron nodded, his face wet with tears. “I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”

Gideon looked at his brother. Then at Catherine. Then back at Aaron.

“We were children,” he breathed at last. “Both of us. We were children, and he made us into weapons against each other.”

“I should have told you sooner. I should have—”

“Yes. You should have.” Gideon’s voice was rough as gravel. “But I understand why you didn’t.”

Aaron took a shaking breath. “Can you forgive me?”

“I am trying.”

“That’s enough.”

They stood facing each other, trembling, and Catherine saw decades of pain and misunderstanding hanging between them like a veil about to tear.

Then Gideon crossed the space between them and pulled his brother into an embrace.

Aaron made a broken sound and clung to him, and they stood like that for a long moment while the storm raged outside and the rest of the room looked on in silence.

When they finally pulled apart, both were wiping at their eyes.

“Well,” Jeremy said unsteadily. “That was—”

“Don’t,” Gideon said, but there was no heat in it.

Jeremy subsided, nodding once in understanding.

Catherine stepped forward. “I think,” she said quietly, “that we could all use some air. The storm is easing.”

It was true. The rain had slowed to a steady patter, and through the windows, she could see the clouds beginning to break apart.

But no one moved.

Isabella cleared her throat. “There is… one more thing,” she began. “Mr. McKay arrived while you were all searching for Thomas. He is in the kitchen, drying off.”

Mr. McKay?” Gideon frowned. “Why—”

“He went to York. To your father’s summer house. He said you’d asked him to look for something.”

Understanding dawned in Aaron’s face. “The journals.”

“Yes,” Isabella nodded. “He found them. He has them with him.”

The brothers looked at each other.

“We agreed,” Aaron said slowly, “that we would read them together when they were found.”

“We did.”

“Do you still want to?”

Gideon was quiet for a long moment. Then he shook his head.

“No,” he muttered. “No, I don’t think I do.”

“Neither do I.”

Catherine watched as they came to the same wordless conclusion. Gideon crossed to the hearth, and Aaron followed. When McKay was brought in, dripping and apologetic, clutching a leather-bound journal, they took it from him with quiet thanks.

And then, without opening it, they consigned it to the flames.

The pages curled and blackened. Smoke rose. And as the last of their father’s words turned to ash, Catherine saw both brothers let out a breath, as though they had been holding it for thirty years.

***

Much later, after the guests had retired and the children had been put to bed, Catherine found Gideon in their chamber. He stood by the window, watching the last of the storm clouds scatter across the moon.

She crossed to him silently, slipped her arms around his waist from behind, and felt the tension leave his body as he melted into her touch.

“Are you well?” she asked quietly.

“I am.” He turned in her arms, his hands coming up to frame her face with a tenderness that still, after everything, made her chest ache. “I didn’t think I would be. But I am.”

“You freed yourself today. Both of you.”

“We freed each other.” His thumb brushed across her cheekbone. “With your help.”

She scoffed teasingly. “I did very little.”

“You did enough.” He kissed her forehead, her temple, the corner of her mouth. “You brought light into this house. Into my life. I was half-dead before I met you, Kitty. I didn’t even know it.”

“And now?”

“Now? Now I’m wholly alive.”

She smiled, rising on her toes to kiss him properly. He responded at once, his arms tightening around her, pulling her flush against him. The kiss deepened, slow and thorough, and by the time they broke apart, they were both breathing hard.

“The children,” she murmured.

“Are asleep.”

“The guests—”

“Are in their own chambers.”

She laughed against his mouth. “Then we are alone.”

Entirely.” His voice had gone dark. Promising.

His hands found the fastenings of her gown, and soon the fabric whispered to the floor. They stood bare before each other in the firelight, and for a long moment neither moved. Simply looked.

Four years of marriage had not diminished the hunger between them. If anything, it had deepened it into something richer. Something that went beyond mere desire into a territory Catherine had long stopped seeking the right words for.

He drew her to him, and she came willingly, eagerly, her body fitting against his as though they had been carved from the same stone and only now made whole. His mouth found hers, and the kiss was slow and thorough and achingly familiar. She knew the taste of him, the weight of his hands on her waist, the sound he made low in his throat when she touched him just so.

They made love by the firelight with the deliberate tenderness of those who knew they had all the time in the world. No urgency. No desperation. Only the quiet certainty of belonging, and the profound intimacy of being fully seen and fully known.

When it was over, they lay together in the tangled sheets, breathing in unison, her head against his chest where she could hear the steady rhythm of his heart.

“Happy birthday,” she whispered.

He huffed a quiet laugh, the sound rumbling through his chest beneath her ear. “It’s been rather eventful.”

“Do you regret it?”

“No.” He pressed a kiss to her hair. “Not a moment of it.”

They lay in comfortable silence for a while. Then she felt him shift, reaching for something.

“I have been thinking,” he said quietly, “about names.”

She lifted her head to look at him. “For the baby?”

“Yes. We cannot keep calling him ‘the baby’ forever.”

She smiled. “What were you thinking?”

“Not my father’s name.” His voice was firm. “I will not pass that burden to my son.”

“I would not ask you to.”              

“So… what do you think of William?”

Catherine went very still. “William?”

“Your father’s name.” His hand came up to cup her face, his eyes searching hers. “I liked him. He was good to me, when I knew him as a boy. Before everything went wrong.”

Her throat tightened. “You… you knew him?”

“I had to do some searching, but yes, he came to Caerleon once or twice. He had a kind face. I remember that.” Gideon’s thumb brushed across her cheekbone. “He would be honored, I think. To have his grandson carry his name.”

“He would.” Her voice came out rough. She cleared her throat. “William Tarnley. Our son.”

“William Tarnley, then. Our son.”

“Our son,” he agreed, and pulled her closer.

She settled against him, her head finding that perfect hollow between his shoulder and his chest, and listened to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. Outside, the last of the storm had passed. The moon shone clear and bright through the window, painting their chamber in silver light.

And in the quiet of that moment, surrounded by the family they’d built and the love they’d fought for, Catherine felt something she’d never expected to find in the once sombre halls of Caerleon Manor she remembered from childhood.

Not just happiness.

Not just contentment.

But peace.

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The End. 

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Duke

Let us be clear. I did not propose to you. I claimed you.”

Faced with a cruel betrothal, Catherine Ainsley flees to the only man she dares trust: her childhood friend. But he is no longer the gentle boy she remembers. He’s cold, commanding… and devastatingly handsome…

 

Duke Gideon was cast into exile by his cruel father. Years later, wearing the title stolen from his missing brother, he’s determined to reclaim everything he was denied. But when the desperate Catherine appears at his doorstep, his carefully laid plans unravel…

One scandal forces them into marriage. One touch ignites an unexpected passion. But as secrets rise and danger closes in, Catherine must decide which is more dangerous—his past… or her heart…

 

 

Prologue

1802

Caerleon Manor, Berkshire

“You’re doing it wrong!”

Little Catherine lifted her hands from the keys and turned on the bench to look at Aaron. Her friend was perched on the arm of the settee with one leg dangling, a stolen apple in his fist, and juice already on his chin, watching her with the particular expression he wore when he was enjoying someone else’s difficulty.

“I am not!” she pouted.

“You are. The third part. You keep rushing it.”

“I don’t rush it, Your Grace.

“You do.” He took another bite of the apple, entirely unconcerned. “You rush it because you’re trying to get to the bit you like best, and you skip over the slow part, and my Mama would say the slow part was the best part.”

Well, it is my Mama’s piece—she opened her mouth to say, then closed it. He was, infuriatingly, correct.

She turned back to the piano and found the place again, the beginning of the melody her mother had taught her. Not a real piece, not one with a name in any book. Something smaller than that. Something that lived only between the two of them, her mother’s humming and her small hands on the keys, and Catherine had carried it here to Caerleon the way a bird carries a thread back to its nest.

She played it again. Slowly this time. The slow part especially.

Aaron was quiet while she played. This was one of the things she liked best about him, though she would not have said so. He listened the way other boys her age did not bother to listen. He actually heard it.

When she finished, the last note still hanging in the cool air of the parlor, he pushed off the settee and crossed the room toward the door.

“Where are you going?” she called after him.

“To get something. Stay here. I’ll be back in a moment.”

“What something?”

But he was already gone, his footsteps quick and uneven down the corridor, the way they always sounded when he was excited. Catherine rolled her eyes in a way she had learned from her nursemaid and turned back to the keys.

She played the melody again. And again. Each time a little better. Each time the slow part a little slower, held out like an offering.

She was halfway through it for the third time when she felt it.

Not heard. Felt. A movement of air near the parlor door, as though someone had passed very close to it. Catherine lifted her hands and listened. The house creaked and settled. October wind pressed against the tall windows.

Nothing.

She slid off the bench and padded, barefoot and stockinged, to the doorway.

The corridor was empty. But at the far end, where it turned toward the servants’ stair, something moved. Quick. Low. Gone before she could be sure she had seen it at all.

Catherine followed.

The servants’ stair was narrow and poorly lit, and it smelled of beeswax and dust. At the bottom, a door stood ajar. Beyond it, stone steps led down into a cool darkness that breathed out the smell of old wood and damp earth. A cellar. Catherine had never been told she could not go down there. She had simply never thought to.

She thought to now.

The steps were crooked beneath her bare feet. She went carefully, one hand trailing along the wall, and at the bottom, the darkness was not quite as dark as it had seemed from above. A narrow window, high up, let in a wedge of grey October light. Enough to see by.

Enough to see him.

A boy stood at the far end of the cellar, half turned toward her.

Catherine’s breath caught.

“Aaron? Is that you? What are you doing down here?”

For a moment, a full and genuine moment, she thought it was Aaron. The same dark hair. The same slight build. The same face, almost. Almost.

But not quite.

The clothes were wrong, for one thing. Rougher than anything Aaron wore. A shirt that had not been pressed, tucked unevenly into breeches that sat too high at the ankle. And there was something in the way he held himself that was different. Aaron stood in a room the way he owned it, easy and careless and warm. This boy stood like he was waiting to be told to leave.

He looked at her.

Catherine looked back.

For a breath, neither of them moved. Then the boy turned and slipped sideways into the deeper dark of the cellar, quick and silent, and was gone as though he had never been there at all.

Catherine took a step forward. Her mouth opened.

“Miss Ainsley!”

She spun. Mrs. Pallard stood at the top of the cellar stairs, a basket of linen balanced against one hip, her face arranged in an expression of calm pleasantness that Catherine, even at eight, could tell was not entirely real.

“There you are, love. Come up out of there. His Grace would not take kindly to someone snooping about the house—even the daughter of his late Duchess’ friend.”

The very mention of the old and brooding Duke of Winchester had her spine tingling. Catherine looked back into the dark. It was empty. It had the feeling of a room that had been empty for a very long time.

She climbed the stairs and took the hand Mrs. Pallard offered.

Aaron was back in the parlor when she returned, sitting on the piano bench with his legs swinging and a second apple in his hand, as though he had never left at all.

“I found it,” he said.

“Found what?”

He grinned. That crooked, quick grin. “The echo. In the parlor. Listen.” He leaned forward and struck a single note on the piano, high and bright, and Catherine listened, and heard nothing but the note fading into the quiet of the room.

She did not think about the boy in the cellar again that afternoon.

Chapter One

1817

Holborn, London

“Spare a penny, miss?” came a desperate voice from the shadows.

Catherine jumped, clutching her worn cloak closer around her slender frame. She looked into an alleyway where a grimy hand was extended to her from a bundle of rags. She made out a face, eyes dull.

“Yes, of course,” she said, breath pluming in frosty clouds. The coins were meant for emergencies—but what emergency could be greater than hunger?

Fumbling in her purse, she produced a penny, which she pressed into the sullen hand. There were precious few, but she could not ignore the plea.

“Shouldn’t be on your own in these streets, lass,” the beggar croaked, accepting the coin, “but thank ye nevertheless.”

“I understand,” Catherine tried for an earnest smile.

She resumed her walk along Gray’s Inn Lane. The rapid puff of icy vapors were testament to the fear that clawed at her throat. This journey was a desperate roll of the dice.

It is foolhardy, but it is my only hope of escape from Haventon Manor. From Aunt and Uncle.

She tried to keep thoughts of them from her mind, of what they would do when they discovered she had gone. It brought a fresh wave of panic that clenched her stomach in nausea. She slowed, putting a hand to her stomach, fighting down the feeling of sickness that was all too familiar in the last few months.

Disturbingly familiar.

Her heart thrummed against her ribs like a trapped bird.

Most people treat caged birds very well. They are kept to show off their plumage or their song. Not treated as worse than a servant.

Ahead was the Spencer club, its facade grand in the classical style. An ornate entrance was framed by broad bay windows. It was a stark contrast to the grimness of the life she was seeking to escape. These places were not for ladies, particularly those who did not have a male escort. But the alternative turned her blood to ice.

An arranged marriage to a cruel man who will view me as his property. A man who does not love or care for me but simply desires my dowry. And my body.

This last sent a shudder of horror through her. She would much rather enter a convent and never know the touch of a man than submit to such a scoundrel as the Earl of Stafford.

She adjusted the simple bonnet she wore. Her long, silky brown hair was ordinarily a source of comfort to her, but presently it felt like a shroud. Hazel eyes, flecked with lighter accents that shimmered like gold in the lamplight, took in the building as she drew nearer. The homey-orange light that spilled from its many windows mocked her with its warmth, offering a comfort that she did not believe she would find within.

For a long time, she hovered near the entrance, smoothing her skirts, adjusting her bonnet, then adjusting it back. A gentleman emerged and she nearly darted forward—but lost her nerve. Then another. Her feet seemed rooted to the cobblestones.

Stop being such a coward, Kate! He’s Aaron. He used to let you beat him at chess just to see you smile. He is my only hope. He would not turn me away, I know it.

At last, she walked up to the doors and pushed them open. Inside, what had been a murmur from outside became a muted roar. Men laughed and spoke loudly. Glasses clinked. The air was thick with the smell of cigar smoke and brandy. She stood in a hallway facing an imposing staircase. Open doors to either side gave a view of rooms filled with furniture of leather and ancient wood, bookcases and tables on which games of cards were being played.

A liveried man stepped forward.

Madam, while ladies are not forbidden from Spencer’s, they are discouraged unless with an escort. Are you here to see one of our members?”

“Yes, the Duke of Winchester,” Catherine said, putting as much assurance as she could into her voice.

The serving man looked her up and down, hands clasped behind his back and lips pursed.

“Hmmm, the Duke of Winchester indeed.”

“Is he here?”

“I will check.”

“Yes, he is, Devinson, old boy. I spotted him a short while ago,” boomed another man, emerging from one of the side rooms. He had a cigar clamped between his teeth and donned the uniform of an army officer. “Follow me, I will take you to him, Miss…?”

Ainsley. I am Catherine Ainsley. He does know me,” Catherine emphasized.

“Of course he does. Lucky fellow,” the man murmured, “I am Jeremy Bexley, by the by, Viscount Everdon and a Captain of the Royal Wessex Rifles for my sins. Come along.”

He must help me. He must help me.

It had become a mantra for Catherine ever since she had thought of recruiting his help. It was a lifeline that she had put all of her hopes in. What would happen if he rejected her—if he refused—she did not want to contemplate.

He must remember the girl who used to chase butterflies with him in summer fields. In happier times.

Lord Everdon offered his arm courteously, and Catherine took it. He led her through the club, a veritable maze of rooms. Finally, they came to a dimly lit room in which men talked quietly or simply read and smoked. A fire roared in a stone fireplace at one end of the room. There was a large armchair in front of it, and in it a man lounged. The brightness of the fire rendered him a silhouette, obscuring his features.

As they approached, Catherine made out the gleam of bright eyes, the line of a noble nose and chin.

“Winchester, I have found a lost little bird that claims to know you,” Everdon bellowed.

The viscount stepped aside neatly, and Catherine was left alone in front of the man in the chair. She felt naked before him. He had been reading, but now set the book aside.

In a deep, rich voice, he stated, “Madame, you have the advantage over me.”

Aaron?—I mean, Your Grace. It is I, Catherine… Catherine Ainsley,” she forced a small, tentative smile to her lips, feeling sick to her stomach at the indifference.

Catherine Ainsley…?” he repeated slowly. “Forgive my brutishness, dear, but I do not believe we have ever met.”

He picked up his book again, attention shifting back to its pages.

“Well, there’s no time like the present, is there?” Everdon cheered into the silence, “Your Grace, allow me to introduce the fair Miss Catherine Ainsley. Miss Ainsley, this rude fellow who cannot put his work aside even in a place of revelry is the Duke of Winchester. There, now you have met.”

“Don’t play the fool, Everdon,” Winchester muttered. “If I cared for company, I would have situated myself in one of the common rooms. I have a great deal of work to do. If you would like to entertain Miss Ainsley, then have at it, but leave me be.”

“But… you mean you don’t remember Summerfield?” Catherine said, disbelieving and with rising panic, “We spent so many summers together with our mothers. Playing by the river? The treehouse? Or—or perhaps the time we found the badger set?”

Please, you must remember!

Everdon shifted uncomfortably and cleared his throat as Aaron continued to look at his book.

“Perhaps it would be better to do as His Grace says,” Everdon broached quietly.

“Wait,” Aaron declared, closing the book with a snap and sighing. “Catherine. Of course. It has been far too long.”

There was no emotion in his voice. No joy in remembering or being reunited with a childhood companion. His shadowed eyes fixed on hers, and she felt them as a physical touch. She felt relief tinged with apprehension at his lack of a response.

“This is hardly the place for a reunion, though. Women are seldom seen within these walls. You are fortunate that the first gentleman to find you was one of honor. Well, just about.”

There was a hint of dry humor in the response, which further enhanced her anxiety. Aaron had always been so open and amiable. Dry wit was not something she remembered. He rose, and she found herself looking up at a giant of a man. He was towering and broad, a remarkable physical presence and one that seemed to command the room.

Catherine swallowed, glancing around and seeing eyes turned in their direction. Simply by standing, Aaron had drawn eyes. Like a savage warrior chieftain.

“Come,” he said, indicating a small door to one side of the fireplace.

Without waiting, he strode towards it. Catherine hesitated. He seemed so different from the boy who had once been her most cherished friend.

“His bark is worse than his bite, Miss Ainsley, I assure you,” Everdon grimaced.

Catherine nodded, took a deep breath, and followed Aaron to the door. On the other side was a corridor with a small, richly decorated room at the far end. The room was lit by two lamps and gave Catherine her first proper look at Aaron.

He had flowing hair that hung to his shoulders. His cheeks were high, giving his eyes a slanted appearance. He looked like a wild, oriental prince. A bold jaw was topped by a mouth pressed into a firm line. He was as beautiful and hard as Michelangelo’s David. If a touch less polished.

“State your business,” he said bluntly, folding his arms.

“You may remember my Aunt and Uncle, too? Benjamin and Nora Tresswell of Haventon Manor?”

He nodded curtly, saying nothing.

“You may also remember my parents. They passed away within weeks of each other. An attack of fever. I have been living with my Aunt and Uncle since I was four and ten. It is… it has never been a comfortable life, but… but now I am expected to repay the kindness they have shown by agreeing to a marriage which I do not want.”

She felt the tears bubbling up within her as she explained. The anxiety chewed at her resolve, weakening her tongue. She wanted free of the worry that weighed her down, and wanted someone to take it from her shoulders.

I will not break down in front of him. I have come this far, and I can go a little further.

Aaron was silent, as though expectant. Catherine looked into his eyes. They were so cold, not the bright and warm, expressive eyes that she recalled many a twilight ago.

What happened to him to make him so cold and hard?

“I… see. That is the whole of the problem. I was waiting for more. Well, Catherine, it seems you are in a situation many women find themselves in. You are hardly the first to enter an arranged marriage to a man of dubious character. It is a hazard of the society we live in. Irrespective, I do not see how I can become involved in such domestic matters. Or even that anyone ought to.”

“You don’t understand… he is a brute. I cannot—I cannot marry him,” Catherine stammered.

“Nevertheless, there is nothing immoral or illegal in a guardian marrying off his ward. And nothing unusual in being married to a man the bride deems unsuitable or even actively dislikes. It would be inappropriate for me to become involved in what is none of my business.”

Catherine found herself gaping. This was not what she had expected. This wall of glacial ice. This face, as handsome as she remembered, but hard as steel and devoid of emotion.

“I… see,” she whispered, “this was not the answer I expected. Forgive me, I am somewhat at a loss…”

“Well, be lost somewhere else. This is a gentlemen’s club. I have always said that they should employ doormen here. Absolutely any Tom, Dick, and Harriet can wander in. I will ensure you have a safe passage back to Haventon, and we will say no more about it.”

He opened a door that Catherine had not seen. It led to a shadowed corridor and an open archway beyond which seemed to look out onto a cobbled back street. Aaron strode out into the street and gave a sharp whistle, then clicked his fingers over his head. Catherine heard the clatter and jingle of a carriage approaching. Panic gripped her.

“Do not worry about the fare. I will cover it to Haventon,” he added smoothly. 

“N-no, you don’t understand. I can’t go back. They will be furious—”

“Yes, I imagine they will if you have put them to some insult. But as your Aunt and Uncle, I’m sure their anger will be limited. One does not remain angry at a close relation for long. You are their niece and their ward, after all.”

“You don’t understand,” Catherine whispered in a flurry.

The carriage was approaching at speed, not yet seeing Aaron, who stood in the doorway. Catherine steeled herself for what she knew she must do.

This was always how it might end. I will not marry that ogre! I will not be coerced. I will have what control I can have over my own life. Or the end of it!

When it was too late for the driver to stop, she darted forward directly into the path of the horses.

Chapter Two

Gideon stood impassively as the carriage barreled forward, the driver oblivious. He had barely raised his hand to signal when Catherine flew into the street.

Instinct overtook him.

He launched himself forward and shoved her hard, palms flat against her back, sending her sprawling clear of the horses’ path.

The driver’s shout rang out into the night.

Leather reins snapped taut.

The horses screamed and reared, hooves slashing the air—and the iron-rimmed wheel caught Gideon square in the shoulder with a sickening crack.

He was hurled to the cobbles, landing on his back and sharply rapping the back of his head against the stone. Catherine, the woman he had pretended to recognize but who was nothing but a stranger, ran to his side.

“Oh my God, Aaron!” She dropped to her knees beside him, her hands hovering over his chest, his shoulder, unsure where to touch without causing more pain. “I’m so sorry—I didn’t mean—I never wanted you hurt, I only wanted—”

The carriage bore two bright lanterns to either side of the driver. They cast a strong light down onto the woman who knelt beside him. A friend of his twin brother, Aaron. The man everyone believed Gideon to be.

Her friendship with Aaron can mean nothing good to me. Nothing that came from Aaron was good. Even his name. My deception can only be put in jeopardy by association with someone who knew Aaron well.

His eyes swam into focus, and he found himself looking up at an angel. She was haloed in the light from the carriage. It picked out the silky sheen of her flowing mane of hair. Her face was round, and her nose was pretty and delicate. Her mouth was a rosebud that begged to be kissed.

Damn you…” he murmured before consciousness fled.

***

“I am sorry, Aaron. For what I have done to you and the bother I have caused you. More sorry than you can know…”

The sobbing reached Gideon, and he angled his head towards it, but did not open his eyes. Pain ruled his skull, and he knew that unshuttering his eyelids would only make it worse. It was only when Catherine gave a small moan, as if in pain, that his eyes opened instinctively. He was transported to his bedchamber, lying atop his bed, fully dressed and with a cool, wet linen across his forehead.

Catherine sat hunched over in a chair beside the bed. She had both arms wrapped around her middle, and her face was sickly pale. When she saw him open his eyes, she straightened and wiped her cheeks, but the pain remained writ large on her face.

“You are awake, thank the angels!”

“I am… indeed,” Gideon squinted, trudging himself up on his elbows, “what in the blazes happened? I remember leading you to the exit of Spencer’s, and then…”

“You summoned a carriage, and it hit you. The driver was going too fast without enough care,” she said, blushing.

Gideon frowned, touching his head and wincing.

“You are a friend of…” he stopped himself.

I was about to say a friend of Aaron’s! That would put the cat among the pigeons. And utterly destroy the lie I have been living as Duke. I must get control of myself. And get rid of this woman. She is the cause of it.

Mine…” he corrected clumsily, “since boyhood.”

“Yes. Do you truly remember now?”

There was a question in her eyes, and he wondered if he had said anything else to make her suspicious.

“I… do. But my mind is addled due to the accident. I do not wish to be testing it, looking for long-lost memories. Why did you come and find me?”

Suddenly, he remembered the conversation in the club. Remembered her plea. She sought the help of the Duke of Winchester to escape a marriage she did not want. But it would involve him in a state of affairs he did not care to be involved in.

And the Quakers would not like to hear that I had interfered in the arrangement of a marriage. It would stink of sin to those God-botherers, and my investment would disappear. I must be hard as steel.

He tried to sit up, but Catherine was on her feet first, pressing him back to the bed.

“Do not restrain me in my own house, woman!” he snapped immediately.

She froze, leaning over him. In the subdued light of the bedroom, her face was changed from the glowing angelic beauty he once remembered. Shadows made her mysterious, took away her innocence, and added sultriness, though he doubted she intended it. Her hair fell around her face and tickled his. There was a fine, fresh fragrance to it that made him want to hold it to his nose, savor it.

Her features were round and smooth, eyes seemed to glitter gold as she glanced across the room. His eyes fell on her lips. So plump and deliciously feminine, while lacking any of the usual cosmetic additions of oil and color that women of modernity seemed to favor. His breath caught as he studied her, heart giving a leap.

“Your Grace? Should I send for Mr. McKay?” came a deferential male voice from a scarcely lit corner.

That was Gough, one of his manservants and his valet. Harold McKay was the butler at Caerleon Manor.

“No, Gough. But fetch me some wine. My throat is dry.”

Gough rose from his seat in the corner of the room and left, leaving the door ajar. McKay would have apoplexy to hear that the man had left the Duke alone with an unmarried female. It would offend his Calvinist sensibilities.

And inflame his protective instincts. That brute can be worse than my grandmother.

He took Catherine’s hands in both of his and gently removed them from his shoulders. When he did, she seemed to realize she had been leaning over him and holding him onto the bed. She gave a start and shrank back, then winced and put a hand to her stomach.

“You are unwell?” he asked.

“Quite well. Simply… nervous,” she replied.

Gideon slowly sat up, facing her.

“My head aches abominably,” he grumbled.

“That was… my fault. I apologize.”

“Do you indeed? How gracious. I was quite content at Spencer’s. Now my evening is ruined.”

Catherine looked down, her hands in her lap. Suddenly, she clasped them together tightly, fingers interlocked. Gideon spotted the tremor, though. It was hard to be certain, but he thought she looked pale, too. More than the usual delicate femininity. He frowned.

Whoever she is, I do not think she is well at all.

“I think perhaps that you should be in bed yourself. You do not look well,” he mumbled.

She looked up, seeming alarmed, and he raised his hands, palm outward.

“It was not an invitation, I can assure you. In your own bed, and preferably in your own house.”

“That would be my Aunt and Uncle’s house, and that is not a pleasant place for me.”

“I am sure you exaggerate,” he said dismissively.

“Why would I?” she demanded.

There was fire in her voice suddenly. She had been plaintive and deferential, but now her eyes blazed. Gideon watched her without replying. She held his gaze, and there lay something thrilling in the prolonged stare. He felt that he was being challenged.

Ultimately, he tore his eyes from hers first.

I must be rid of this woman. She knew Aaron from childhood. It must have been during the period that I was in exile. I have no knowledge of her. But if she knew Aaron, then the longer she is around me, the greater the risk of discovery.

“Do you think that I am someone who is attempting to spin a yarn and obtain a place in your good graces. Or in your household?” she sounded outraged and now stood up.

Gideon watched her curiously but kept his interest suppressed. He sensed that the slightest sign of his intrigue would make it harder to be rid of her.

“I do not know. You appear from nowhere. Out of the mists of time. So long ago that I barely remember. You beg for my help…”

“I have not begged!”

“It is a touch late for pride, don’t you think? After arriving at Spencer’s and pleading for my help in front of my acquaintances, and… by the way, how did we come to be back here?”

He had not questioned it until now, but realization suddenly struck him that he had no memory of the transition from Spencer’s to his house.

“I—I made the carriage driver bring us here,” she answered, chin upturned still. “I told him who you were and he obliged gladly.”

Gideon leaped to his feet and then regretted it. His head spun, and he tottered. Catherine moved to his side and steadied him. His head was full of her perfume, and it seemed to calm him somewhat. At least the spinning subsided. It was a pleasant, mild orange blossom scent. Deliciously feminine and with a hint of innocence.

“I am quite capable of standing,” he bayed, reluctantly disengaging from her.

But the memory of her soft, warm body against his was hard to dislodge. Part of him wanted her close again. He strode, somewhat unsteadily, across the room to where there rested a decanter of brandy and a single glass. He poured himself an unhealthy measure.

“It is inconceivable that the driver will not talk of what he has seen. That the Duke of Winchester was delivered to his home in the company of a woman who was picked up outside Spencer’s. It is known that I am unmarried. The ton will have a field day with this gossip…”

“Perhaps the driver will not wish it to be known that he almost killed the Duke of Winchester,” Catherine put forth, mirroring his worry.

“He will omit that part and deny it if asked,” Gideon snapped, “that rogue Everdon will hear the rumor and put two and two together. Oh, blast, but this is a difficult spot.”

“I am truly sorry for the trouble I have caused you,” Catherine ushered, “I was simply desperate, trying to escape… well, a fate worse than death would not be hyperbole.”

Gideon finished his drink and scoffed, wanting her to see him as unpleasant and cynical. Anything to make her wish to leave.

“I have already given my opinion on that.”

Gough returned with a tray on which he bore a bottle of red wine and two empty glasses. The brandy had not slaked his thirst, and he took up the glass and filled it.

“Inform the stables that the carriage needs to be prepared for two,” he told Gough.

“Very good, Your Grace,” Gough turned smartly on his heel.

“No!” Catherine protested, “You cannot mean—I cannot go back!”

“You will. Or you can wander the streets of London, which you will not reach for an hour on foot. We are closer to Windsor than London here.”

I must be hard as stone. Impervious. No trembling lip or moist eye can sway me. I cannot afford to let it.

I will not let it.

Chapter Three

The carriage ride to Haventon from Caerleon seemed to take forever and yet was not long enough. Catherine endured it in silence, staring out of the dark window at the night-shrouded countryside. The odor of the night-soil men’s handiwork reached in through the open window until Aaron leaned over her to slam the window shut, irritably.

“I cannot abide that stink,” he groused.

“You used to call it the smell of the country, a sign of healthy land and growing crops,” she whispered, nostalgic for a time when they had laughed together at the outrageously offensive odour after muck had been spread by their tiny boots.

He grunted, lapsing back into silence. She peeked at him. The boy she remembered had possessed the same mane of dark hair, the same strong jaw and aquiline nose. But in those days, Aaron had been lithe and lean. It was as though the acquisition of a bull’s body had given him a bull’s temperament.

She looked away as he glanced in her direction, not wanting him to catch her staring. Though she wasn’t sure why it mattered—he clearly thought so little of her that staring would hardly register as an offense.

Still. The boy she’d known would have filled this silence with stories, terrible jokes, observations about the constellations. This man seemed content to let the quiet stretch like a blade between them.

The boy I knew, the sweet boy, has matured into a hard man. Like a sapling becoming an oak with a skin like iron. Impervious.

Yet for all his distance, he had saved her. When despair had overcome her, he had put his body between her and harm’s way. That had to count for something.

“Understand this,” he said into the silence, “I do not do this out of lack of sympathy. I am not a monster. But my life is saturated, and I have no room for complications. It would only put my goals at risk.”

“You do not have to justify yourself to me, Your Grace,” Catherine whispered, disguising the pain his words caused her.

“Honor demands that I do.”

Honor?” She felt a stab of annoyance, which she tried to contain as she had been trained to over the last few years at Haventon.

Defiance brings punishment. Disobedience brings punishment. Only meek compliance is permitted.

“Yes?” he pressed as though daring her to gainsay him.

“I understand, of course,” she replied meekly.

He growled in his throat and looked away, only to look back a few seconds later.

“If you wish to berate me for my choices, then do so. If you wish to strike me for being a beast, then do so.”

Catherine gaped at him. “I can no more do that than you can fly, Your Grace.”

“Aaron! My name is Aaron. According to yourself, it is the name you used when we were children, though the memories are closer to you than I.”

“Why does that make you angry?” she asked, genuinely confused.

“Because…” he floundered, raking a hand through his hair, exasperated, “because nothing. It does not matter. Merely this bump on the head addling my thoughts. Ignore me.”

She wished she could, wished it were that simple. His presence so close beside her was as impossible to ignore as a wolf would have been. Each bump and sway of the carriage upon its leather straps pressed her shoulder to his or his thigh against hers.

The grazes set her blood afire, and she felt her cheeks heating. She glanced away, reaching for the window to cool herself.

“Leave it for devil’s sake!” he barked.

“I am hot!” she snapped back before she could catch herself.

For a moment, she gaped at him in horror as reason restored itself.

“I… I am sorry… I should not have…” she stammered.

He grinned. She had never seen that smile on his face before. It was the kind of grin that must have been worn on the faces of Vikings looking from the dark waves of the sea towards the wealth of England. Savage.

“So you do have some backbone then,” he muttered.

Catherine let her hand fall, face scarlet as she felt a thrill at the praise. Aaron leaned across her again and raised the window, latching it in place.

“There,” he said at last, “we shall endure the stink for the sake of cooler air.”

“Thank you,” she whispered, appalled at her own daring.

She could not get the image of the Viking from her mind. The notion of being an object of attention for such a savage. She pressed her thighs together to make herself smaller. It sent a pleasant, warm feeling through her, which only amplified as she squeezed harder. It had her breathless.

I am attracted to gentlemen. Gentle-men. Kind, warm-hearted. Soft.

Aaron was none of those things any longer. He was hard. Unrelenting. Selfish. Strong. She closed her eyes, pretending she was sleeping, wanting to forget his presence and the feelings it stirred.

She must have fallen asleep because there seemed to be no time at all before the carriage was coming to a halt. She opened her eyes to see the grandiose entrance to Haventon, rebuilt after her mother and father had passed away, in imitation of the Parthenon. She had always thought it looked ridiculous, tacked onto an English country house of Georgian style.

Now, it filled her with dread.

Aaron escorted her inside and through the grand hall, all marble and glittering chandeliers. Finally, they came to the drawing room where Aunt Nora and Uncle Benjamin were sitting. They rose as the Duke of Winchester was announced, but their greetings were followed by venomous darts at Catherine. She hung back by the door, ducking her head and wishing for the punishment to begin, so that it might be over sooner.

“Thank you for bringing our niece back to us, Your Grace,” Uncle Benjamin scathed, puffing out his chest, though it still did not match the circumference of his considerable stomach. “I sincerely apologize for the trouble she has caused you.”

“She will be disciplined, we can assure you,” Aunt Nora snapped.

She was as thin as a rake and taller than her rotund husband. While his hair was red and fiery, hers was graying and tied severely back so that it seemed her face was pulled tight as well.

“I thought it best to return her to you as a nod to our former acquaintanceship,” Aaron approached.

Aunt Nora and Uncle Benjamin glanced at each other.

“Is she… known to you?” Uncle Benjamin asked, glancing at Catherine.

“We had no idea. My sister’s family were little more than squires. Bumpkins, in fact,” Aunt Nora said, looking down at Catherine as she might look at dirty footprints tracked across her marble floor.

“Yes, a long time ago,” Aaron replied, “though I scarcely remember it.”

That cut Catherine deeply. She fought back tears of heartbreak at her former playmate’s indifference towards her and fear at her own predicament. Tears would only inflame Aunt Nora, who could not abide weakness.

Would it be the cellar this time? Locked away with no daylight and only bread and water.

Or perhaps the belt? A thrashing to beat me into submission. Or both?

A wave of sickness ran through her, and she suddenly felt dizzy. She staggered and put a hand to the back of a chair to steady herself. Aaron noticed first and moved to her side, taking her elbow and guiding her into the cushioned seat.

“You ought to take better care of your ward,” he said, his voice already beginning to muffle in Catherine’s ears as he fixed Uncle Benjamin with an accusatory stare. “The girl is plainly ill. She never should have traveled to London unattended—walked here, if I’m not mistaken. The roads are a damned sight more dangerous, even in broad daylight.”

The room was spinning around Catherine now, and she was terrified she might purge the contents of her stomach. That would earn additional punishment as the furniture in the drawing room had recently been replaced in the French style.

What is wrong with me? I ache all over. I am shivering and yet there is sweat on my brow! Oh Lord, if this is what took my parents, then let it take me quickly and end all of this.

“Oh, never concern yourself, Your Grace,” Aunt Nora chirped politely. “We have a supply of medicine that will cure these symptoms. The same ailment that took the lives of her parents, I fear.”

Catherine looked up, frowning. It had not been said to her before, not in those terms at least. Aaron was staring at her, but he looked away when she glanced at him. Had there been pity in those eyes? That would be something. An emotion. Anything would be better than his glacial coldness.

“Indeed. I fancied I knew what her ailment was, but… if it is something hereditary, then I suppose that explains her condition,” he murmured.

Uncle Benjamin heaved forward, smiling. “Do not trouble yourself, Your Grace. Come, will you join me for a brandy and cigar in the billiard room?”

Aunt Nora had whisked over to Catherine’s side and taken her arm. It was a pincer grip with bony fingers that dug into her flesh without giving any outward sign of doing so.

“No, I do not wish to make an evening of this. I have much to do back at Caerleon. I will leave her with you, Haventon, and bid you both a good afternoon.”

He did not wait to be shown out of the house but strode away. Catherine heard his footsteps across the marble floor of the foyer, followed by the front door being opened. There was a pause, a silence. Then it slammed closed.

Her heart sank.

Fear made her close her eyes until iron fingers gripped her chin, wrenching her head upwards.

“Open your eyes, you wretched hussy!”

Catherine’s eyelids dragged open at her aunt’s hiss. The room tilted, then steadied. Aunt Nora loomed over her, lips drawn back in a snarl. Behind her, Uncle Benjamin’s face had gone purple, his breath expelling in sharp bursts.

“I cannot believe what you’ve done—to bring a Duke to our door, to-to impose yourself upon him! How dare you!”

Catherine’s hands fisted in her skirts. Her throat burned. “I had no choice but to dare!”

The words ripped out of her before she could stop them. What did it matter now? They’d punish her regardless—silence bought nothing.

“I had to escape you somehow. I’m withering away in this house! If God is merciful, he’ll take me before you can shackle me to that beast!”

Her aunt’s laughter came sharp and bright as breaking glass. She reached down, patting Catherine’s wrist with feather-light taps that made her skin crawl. “Your medicine will set you to rights soon enough, my girl.”

“And it is not your place to question our judgment or malign the character of a gentleman who represents an exceptional match,” Uncle Benjamin stepped forward, jabbing a finger toward her face. “This is rank ingratitude, nothing more. I shan’t tolerate it! This is what comes of permissive, weak-willed parents who spoiled you rotten.”

He leaned in, close enough that she could smell the rum on his breath. “Frankly, we’d have been spared considerable trouble if you’d died alongside them.”

The words hit like a slap. Catherine surged to her feet, fury at the insult to her parents temporarily burning through the fog in her mind—but she was too dizzy, her legs too weak. Immediately, she stumbled, her hand catching the table’s edge and sending a vase toppling.

Porcelain shattered across the floor.

Aunt Nora gasped. Uncle Benjamin advanced, his face contorted with rage. “You ungrateful wretch!” He raised a large, meaty hand, teeth bared and spittle flying from his mouth.

“Strike her, and you’ll answer for it tenfold.”

The command rang out like a gunshot.

There—in the doorway—stood Aaron.

But not the polished duke who had left an hour ago. Gone was the charm and simple etiquette. This man looked ready to commit violence, his tall frame rigid, hands flexing at his sides, eyes burning with barely restrained fury.

Was that… was that truly Aaron?

Uncle Benjamin froze mid-strike, his jaw falling slack. Aunt Nora let out a strangled cry.  Catherine looked at the tall, powerful figure that seemed to fill the doorway. He was glaring at Uncle Benjamin with eyes that seemed wild.

“Your… Your Grace… I thought… we thought you had left,” Aunt Nora stammered with a faltering smile.

Sharp eyes flicked to the scrawny lady. “I thought better of it. I will be leaving in just a moment, and your niece will be leaving with me. She is evidently not welcome here.”

He crossed the room in three purposeful strides and gathered Catherine against his chest. Her body went limp in his arms—she had nothing left to fight with.

“Pardon? You cannot abduct my charge, Winchester!” Benjamin’s face purpled deeper. “I will have the Runners onto you within the hour!”

“Attempt to do so, and I will see you at a place of your choosing. At dawn.”

The color drained from the rotund man’s face. 

“We will—we will ruin you!” Nora shrilled, lurching forward in his stead. “The scandal will destroy you! They’ll call you the Kidnapper Duke from here to Scotland!”

“Now, now, dear…”  Benjamin ushered over to his wife, his earlier bluster evaporating, “No need to be so rash. Surely we can discuss this like reasonable people. Let me settle Catherine in her room, and we’ll resolve everything over a civilized glass of wine—”

Aaron was already heading for the door. Uncle Benjamin had to shout after him.

“I fail to see the problem. I’m removing an unwanted burden from your household,” the duke said flatly.

Aunt Nora flew across the room, planting herself between them and the door, arms spread wide.

“The scandal!” Benjamin’s voice climbed an octave. “You’ll ruin us all!”

“Then I’ll marry her.” Aaron adjusted Catherine’s weight in his arms, his grip tightening protectively. “No scandal. No gossip. No runners. Now move, madam, lest you wish to be the second in your husband’s duel!”

The steel in his voice sent Aunt Nora skittering sideways like a startled shellfish.

Aaron carried Catherine through the doorway and into the cool afternoon air. She tried to lift her head, but it weighed like lead. Her arms looped shiveringly around his neck, her cheek pressed to the solid warmth of his chest. Through fluttering eyelids, she watched Haventon Manor grow smaller behind them.

Then consciousness fled.

Keep an eye out for the full release on 13th February!