Month: June 2023

Prologue

A thunderous crash. Nathan started from a fitful sleep. All sleep in Hutton Castle was fitful, at least for those who wanted to survive the cruelty of its master. Nathan pushed ash-blond hair from his eyes, blinking away the last remnants of sleep. His tiny room was silent. His breath clouded the air in front of him, there was no fireplace in his room. Curtainless windows cast no light into the room, the stars and moon were obscured by clouds. From below the castle’s main courtyard, a howling arose. First from one throat, then from others. The pack of hunting hounds kept by his father in the kennels below. Savage, feral beasts who frightened Nathan with their ferocity. Many times his father had used their slavering aggression as a means to terrify his son into obedience.

Another crash and, Nathan was sure, a voice. It sounded almost like a croak of pain. A tortured sound from a hoarse throat. Perhaps whoever it was had been screaming for so long they could no longer push the sound from their ravaged throat. It came again, accompanied by the unmistakable sound of footfalls. All the sounds came from above, carried by the ancient timbers of Hutton castle. Nathan knew those creaks, he could translate their message as if they were speech. The footsteps belonged to his father and they came from his study. Heavy and thumping with every other step punctuated by a slight drag, an injury sustained falling from a horse years before.

Nathan knew that he should pull the covers up around himself and close his eyes.

Let the old devil rage himself into oblivion. Nothing good comes of getting in his way. Mother learned that the hard way.

It was the thought of his mother that moved him. Swinging his legs out of bed, he stood barefoot, but otherwise fully dressed against the cold. For a boy in his early teen years, he was tall and broad-shouldered. Awkwardly long limbs gave him a gangly appearance. The characteristic of the Ramsay men was already prominent, a long, thin nose that hooked slightly at its end. Combined with the high, slanted cheeks he had inherited from his mother, it gave Nathan a distinctive appearance. He stole across the room to the door and paused before opening it.

That was a shout. Cut off quickly but a shout. This isn’t just the usual drunken fury. Something is wrong up there.

Nathan opened the door, peering out along the dark narrow stone passageway beyond. It led to a stone staircase that spiraled up and down. Up was the floor on which his father’s luxuriant chambers were located as well as the opulent library for which Hutton was famous. Down led to the public rooms and, ultimately, the doors that would allow Nathan to lose himself in the extensive woods that surrounded the grounds on all sides. He stole along the hallway and then hesitated again. A flicker of lamplight shone around the corner of the stair below. Above was darkness.

Down to safety and light, or up to darkness and danger. Obvious really, but if the old devil is in distress…

Nathan grinned wolfishly, thinking of his mother and how she had fought to protect him from his father’s cruelty. Then he began to climb the stairs. The sounds got louder. He reached the next floor and walked silently along the plushly carpeted corridor. He stopped before the tall, double doors that led to his father’s private study. To enter that room without permission was to invite a thrashing. But he could hear a hoarse, agonized whisper on the other side and occasional soft thumps, as if a hand was repeatedly being beaten against the carpet. Heart racing in his chest, he crouched and put his eyes to the keyhole.

Inside, he could see his father’s desk, papers spilling from its top to scatter across the floor. A decanter lay on its side, dark liquid forming a pool under it which had overflowed over the side of the desk to soak into the burgundy carpet below. The Duke of Hamilton, Lord of Hutton Castle, Benedict Ramsay, lay face down on the floor. He was reaching for the door, hand clawed. His face was almost purple, mouth open and eyes bulging. With spasming movements, he seemed to be trying to push himself along the floor toward the door. With each push, his clawing, clutching hand stretched and then fell short, thumping against the carpet. Nathan had opened the door before being consciously aware of what he was doing.

It swung open, leaving his hand to bang against the wall. Nathan stood in the doorway, looking down at the man who had terrorized and brutalized himself and his mother for so many years. The fear that he had thought to be burned into his very bones, was gone. This helpless creature was not to be feared. One of his father’s feet kicked out as he tried to propel himself. A shoe hung from his heel, not fully dislodged from his stockinged foot. It hit something and sent it spinning across the floor. The movement drew Nathan’s eyes. It was a dark, glass decanter, no more than a few inches tall. It was unstoppered and dark liquid dripped from it. He knew exactly what it was. The medicine that his father had been given to quell his rebellious heart.

Benedict must have felt the bottle against his foot, he looked over his shoulder, moving with agonizing slowness. Nathan held his breath, beginning to see what had happened.

He waited too long to take the medicine. Or perhaps drank himself into a stupor and forgot. Then the pain woke him and he dropped the bottle in his panic. If I give it to him, he will recover.

But Nathan did not move. His father’s agonized face turned back to him and Nathan fancied he saw a plea in his tortured, pale eyes.

How can he expect help and mercy when he has shown me none. Showed my mother none. If I help him, perhaps he will treat me well as a reward.

The grasping hand reached towards him, fingers opening and closing in quivering movements. Nathan still did not move, thinking of his mother.

She was so kind and gentle. She should never have married him. Better they never met and I was never born than for her to suffer so at his hands. Better by far that he be dead!

That last thought shocked Nathan into movement. It struck him as blasphemous and wicked for a boy to think that of his father. Surely, only God had the right to decide who lived and who died. It was not for Nathan, a boy of eight years, to decide. And it was his duty to honor his father. That was what the stone-faced priest told him every Sunday. That was what the thin-lipped governess had told him whenever he had raged against his father. He took a step, but backward. Away from the door and away from the small bottle that would give his father life. He realized that he was shaking his head, his eyes locked on his father’s. The old man’s hand fell one last time, clawed at the carpet, and was then still. Utterly still. Nathan’s mouth fell open. He thought that he should feel triumphant. The bane of his childhood was no more. But he didn’t. He felt empty. Desolate.

The sound of running footsteps reached him and the figure of Walter Carlisle came bounding down the stairs.

“Master Nathan? I heard noises. Where is His Grace?”

Walter had a shock of red hair, blue eyes, and a square face with a pugnacious jaw. He looked wildly from Nathan to the door from which he was retreating. Nathan could not summon words but raised a hand to silently point at the open door. Walter’s already pale complexion seemed to turn gray and he leaped forward, running down the hallway and pulling himself to a halt with a hand to the closed half of the study’s double doors. He looked in and gasped.

“Oh God, no!” He cried and dropped to his knees beside the still form of the Duke.

He saw the bottle and scrambled for it. Then, the bottle poised above the dead man’s lips, he stopped. Shaking his head slowly, he stood, putting the bottle into a pocket in his waistcoat. He turned around and closed the doors to the study, before walking toward Nathan.

“Go downstairs, Master Nathan, and wake the house. Tell them your father is dead and that a physician needs to be sent for to confirm the fact.”

“What will happen?” Nathan asked, his voice small.

“We will talk of that. You are the Duke now, and as such, my employer. You are the master of this house now.”

“I…I don’t know what to do,” Nathan said plaintively.

“I will guide you,” Walter said, forcing a wavering smile. “All will be well, Your Grace.”

Chapter One

The Castle spoke to him and the Duke came to an abrupt halt. The ancient boards beneath his feet had creaked in a specific way. There was no other place in the entire castle that sounded just so. Not when combined with the sound of the thrushes that nested under the eaves of this particular wing. Or the feel of the sun at this specific time of day, through the tall windows to his right. All of that information combined told Nathan Ramsay, Duke of Hamilton, that he stood before the doors of his late father’s study. It was, in fact, the Duke’s Study, and therefore his, like every other chamber in the castle.

But to him, it would always be his father’s study. And would always be sealed. He turned to his left smartly, as though on parade, and took two measured steps forward before reaching out with his left hand. In his right hand was a silver-topped cane which he carried always, using it as a guide when walking in unfamiliar places. Places that he had not yet had the opportunity to memorize. His blue eyes were paler than they had been before the fateful day that his sight had been taken from him. There was nothing in them to indicate he was blind and his movements were so sure and confident that an observer would be forgiven for not realizing his disability.

His hand brushed the silky, soft material of the banner. He had taken it from the hands of a dead Frenchman following a skirmish on the road some miles south of Quatre Bras in Belgium. Behind the banner of Imperial France were heavy, rough planks that had been nailed across the doors.

The banner of one enemy to seal up the lair of another. And every day I come here and touch it. Every day I debate telling the servants to wrench down the barriers and open the room. Every day, I walk away and the room remains sealed.

He listened as the Castle whispered to him of a man approaching. A man with fiery red hair, now likely beginning to be tempered by wisps of gray. Nathan let his hand fall and turned to face the stone spiral staircase, knowing that Walter Carlisle would appear there in moments.

“Will I ever be able to sneak up on you, do you think?” Walter said, his native Edinburgh accent still strong, twenty years after he had left his homeland.

“Not in this Castle, Walter,” Nathan replied.

He rested both of his hands on the head of his cane and listened as Walter approached. He heard the tell-tale sound of cloth moving, knowing it indicated a bow being swept towards him in greeting. He inclined his head in reply.

“I cannot remain long. I have urgent business this evening in York, and I will be leaving for France soon after. But I could not pass by and not show my face, eh?”

“And it is good to see you, Walter. As always,” Nathan replied, not ignorant of the irony of his words.

Long ago, he and Walter had decided that they would not change their language to allow for Nathan’s blindness. Nor would they behave as though the subject were taboo or that Nathan’s feelings on the subject were delicate.

“I imagine you also wished to ensure that all preparations have been made for the arrival of your daughter, Emily,” Nathan said. Nathan had vague memories of Emily, Walter Carlisle’s daughter, while he resided in Scarborough with them for eight years. She was meek, and he was so often a recluse around that time, so they hardly ever talked. But he had not spoken to her ever since he left for His Majesty’s Army at the age of sixteen. He sometimes wondered about the kind of woman she had grown into.

“I did. I do. Redundant, I know, given your nature. But, as she is my daughter…”

Nathan smiled. “Old friend. I would expect nothing less. Everything is in hand. She is expected tomorrow and I will greet her. She will be assigned a maid that I have recently appointed to the position and is, at this moment, receiving training from Marshall as to the layout of the Castle and the particulars of her role.”

He began to walk, knowing that Walter would fall into step alongside him. There would be no false deference, with Walter walking a step behind. This man had been more of a father to Nathan than his own true father. As far as he was concerned, the flame-haired Scotsman was his equal. The cane clacked loudly on stone, announcing the threshold of the narrow stone staircase. Without hesitation, Nathan reached for the first upward step and found it immediately. The slight intake of breath from Walter was so soft that only a blind man could have heard.

“How many times, old friend, must you see me navigate the halls of this Castle without a trip or fall before you have some confidence?” Nathan chided with a smile.

“One never gets used to seeing a blind man step with such confidence. I have trained myself out of taking your arm, have I not?”

Nathan counted off the steps in a partitioned part of his mind, splitting his concentration to continue the conversation while maintaining the count.

“I am very grateful for that. I would not strike a man who opened his house to me after my father died, but it came close a few times.”

Walter chortled. “For me too. You were not an easy youth. For understandable reasons but sometimes it seemed like the Lord sent you to test my patience to breaking point.”

They reached the next floor and Nathan walked along the next hallway with confidence. They turned a corner and descended two steps, turning another corner. As they walked, Nathan felt the sun on the left side of his face, sensing the presence of windows there and knowing what those windows looked out over.

“See what I have done with the gardens this year? A third has been given over to fruit and vegetables. Some go to my kitchens and the surplus to the priest in Thormanby for distribution to the poor. A worthwhile project, is it not?”

He heard Walter move to the window and then hurry to catch up, indicating that he had taken a long look.

“You had not mentioned it before. It sounds worthwhile indeed, though it has done nothing for the look of the gardens.” Walter said.

Nathan waved a hand dismissively. “Good looks are wasted on me, after all. My gardeners grumbled when I told them but I have consulted a remarkably far-sighted horticulturalist named Greene, if you can believe that. He was the one that put me onto it.”

Another sign from the castle, a creaking crack of antique wood, told Nathan he had reached a particular door. Turning forty-five degrees to his left, he reached for the doorknob and opened the door, walking into his library.

“My word!” Walter exclaimed. “You didn’t tell me this work had been finished either!”

“I wanted to surprise you,” Nathan said modestly.

He had strode into the room and stopped near its center, turning, and opening his arms as though to show it off. The room had once been four rooms, bedchambers intended for guests. None had been inhabited for at least twenty years before Nathan had decided to move back into the Castle from Walter’s house outside of Scarborough. The library of his father was open and contained many rare volumes that Nathan could not bring himself to destroy or give away. But the room practically reeked of the previous Duke.

“As a man who loves books, I could not be without a library. But the room in this castle that has long been a library is not somewhere I can ever feel at home. So, I have made a room untainted by Benedict Ramsey. Designed for me with the most modern of architectural ideas. Is it not light and airy?”

Walter laughed. “Who told you that?”

Nathan barked a laugh of his own. “I can smell the space. I can feel the bright outside light on my face.”

He walked to a winged armchair, propped his cane next to it, and tugged on a rope hanging beside it. Somewhere, in the servant’s quarters, a bell would be ringing and a servant hurrying to the New Library to wait on their Duke.

“Sit. Before you dry your mouth with the dust of the road, take tea with me and re-acquaint me with the folk of Scarborough and Whitby. How is the fishing fleet? Is old Dodds still braving the North Sea to escape the nagging of his wife?”

Walter laughed, taking a chair opposite Nathan. The Duke sat back, his face calm and relaxed, his smile warm and genuine. Walter’s visit had not been entirely unexpected, given his only daughter would be coming to Hutton soon, entrusted into Nathan’s guardianship until a husband could be found for her. While Nathan disliked surprises as a rule, any surprise involving his old friend was welcome. Walter began to tell him the news of his adopted home, Scarborough, the house he had purchased for himself after serving the old Duke as manager of his estates. Nathan laughed at the tales of the locals he had come to know and love during his time staying at the Carlisle house, perched on the cliffs above the town.

As much as the first eight years of his life were a time he sought to drive from his memory forever, the years since Walter had become his guardian were dear to him. The image of the old Scot came to Nathan as he listened, the expressions he knew so well that accompanied his words. He did not need to see those expressions to know they were there. He was glad Walter had chosen to stop at Hutton and glad that he could render the old man some assistance in the placement of his only daughter into a good marriage. It was the least he could do.

Chapter Two

This is insane! Where can I go? I have nothing but the clothes I am wearing and a small purse. I have not even eaten or drunk anything since this afternoon. I cannot hope to escape them!

Gemma tripped over something unseen in the darkness. A tree root or a stone. It was impossible to tell. All around her, dark shadows loomed against the greater darkness of night. A stiff breeze was coming from the east, bringing with it the taste of the North Sea. She clutched the light travel cloak tighter about herself, but it did nothing to stave off the bitter cold. It was only really designed to keep one warm while seated in a carriage, not running through woodland. Beneath it, the neckline of her dress was low and wide, as was the fashion. The pale, bare skin of her dress was protected by a muslin scarf, while her bare arms were not covered at all. It felt as though she were running through the wilderness in her night attire.

And all because I reacted without thinking. I must learn to slow down my mind, to think through my actions before leaping. But how else should one react to a threat to one’s life?

Something low down scampered across her path drawing a scream of fright from her. Gemma was accustomed to being outside, and had sought the solace of the woodlands many times to escape the cruelty of her cousins. But, with her heart racing and panic threatening to overwhelm, her nerves were ragged. She stopped, leaning against a tree, and fighting to recover her breath. It had probably been a fox or a badger, startled by the noise she was making. Her stomach growled and her mouth was dry. She had left Kirkby Manor at a run, cutting through the grounds and the woods beyond until she reached a road. A farmer had taken pity on her, offering her a lift in his cart. He had been journeying to his farm outside Dunkeswick, having just attended his sister’s wedding in Kereby.

Gemma had frantically tried to picture the geography of this part of Yorkshire, a place she had lived in for a number of years but was not her home. She knew that Dunkeswick was to the south, beyond the hills that rose behind the manor belonging to her cousins, Elliot, and Eugene Stamford. She also knew that she sought a larger town in which to lose herself. York and Leeds both lay to the south. She had accepted the lift from the genial old man, who was nursing a sore head after the wedding and glad of the company to keep him awake on the road. As they had neared Dunkeswick though, two riders, pushing their horses hard, had overtaken them. Gemma had recognized them instantly and the recognition had sent ice to her heart. Elliot and Eugene.

They had not looked back, intent on reaching the town. Gemma had reacted without thinking, knowing only that if just one of them looked back over his shoulder, she would be caught. She had leaped from the cart and dashed for a small bridge they had just passed. Once over the River Wharfe, which wove lazily through the field and meadow-spotted landscape from east to west, she had made for the welcoming darkness of the woods beyond. The trees had engulfed her as the farmer had called after her. Trying to keep an eye on the sun, she had sought to continue to make her way south, but the landscape had conspired against her, presenting her with deep gullies and impenetrable undergrowth. Clouds had obscured the sun and the woods had turned her around, steering her back toward the river.

That had been when she had seen the two riders, slowly walking their mounts along the south bank of the river. They held lamps, as twilight cast a shadow over the land. With them were rough-dressed men, presumably recruited from the town. And dogs. In blind panic, she had run away from them, not stopping to work out in which direction she went, simply seeking to put distance between herself and them. Now, darkness had the woods in its grip and she was nearing exhaustion. It seemed to stretch on forever, though it had probably only been three miles or so. She rested her head against the bole of the tree, closing her eyes and listening to the swaying whisper of the canopy. Voices came to her on that wind. And the barking of dogs.

Pushing herself away from the tree she tried to locate the direction from which the sounds were coming and had taken a handful of steps before realizing that they must be to the east, for that was the upwind direction. Had they been west of her, she would not have heard them, the wind would have carried their sound away. Pivoting, she began to stumble in the opposite direction. At first, the sounds of pursuit were drowned out by the noise she made as she crashed through the trees. Then it got louder and she knew that meant they were closing in on her. Panicked sobs began to creep past clenched teeth. Panting whimpers of fear as she heard the dogs that had been set on her trail. If she looked over her shoulder, she wondered if she would see the glimmer of light from the lamps they carried. But looking behind her would be fatal in this place. Taking her attention from what lay in front of her could lead to crashing into a solid tree trunk, or tripping and turning an ankle.

Ahead, through the trees, she caught the first golden glimmer of light and stopped. She almost turned again, thinking that it was the lamps of her pursuers. But then she realized that the lights were steady, unmoving. They came from windows, not from hand-carried lamps. A house. She moved forward once more until she had broken free of the trees and stood for a moment looking at the shape that loomed above her. It did not look inviting. Moonlight picked out tall stone walls with crenelations at their top. Round towers rose above those walls. Some of the windows were narrow and dark, few were larger and spilling an inviting warm light. It was a castle. The sound of pursuit spurred her on and she picked up her skirts to move faster.

Presently, she found herself on a gravel path that wove between flower beds. It led her around the walls to a larger open area before an imposing entrance. Another path led down a steep slope and seemed to disappear under that entrance. Gemma realized that it was a dry moat, converted into a pathway that passed beneath the castle’s main courtyard. She followed it, fearing that she might be turned away if she knocked at the main door.

I must look as though I have been through a hedge backward. Lord knows what my dash through the woods has done to my face and hair, let alone my dress. Whoever lives here will probably mistake me for a tramp.

She was swallowed by darkness as she followed the path through a brick-lined tunnel, feeling her way. The path came to an abrupt halt at a door. It was unlocked. She opened it and slipped inside, closing it quietly behind her. Beyond the door was a small room, muddy boots were lined against one wall and a pile of wooden crates and hessian sacks stood against another. A tiled passageway led around a corner beyond a further door. This led her to a kitchen. A large, white-painted wooden table stood in the middle of the high-ceilinged room. A black, wrought iron stove dominated one wall, and windows were set high in a wall above a deep, ceramic sink and a row of cupboards. Cooking implements hung above the cupboards along the wall. A young woman with dark hair tied up atop her head was working at a chopping board, standing with her back to Gemma.

Looking over her shoulder, she jumped when she saw Gemma standing there.

“Begging your pardon, madam. I mean, Your Ladyship. I mean…forgive me. I’m new here,” she stammered.

“As am I,” Gemma said, forcing a smile and trying to appear confident.

“I was just. I know I’m not supposed to once Mrs. Granger has closed the kitchen for the night. Only, I was traveling most of the day and was ever so hungry.”

Gemma realized that the young woman had been cutting a slice of bread. A number of pink slices of ham sat next to the bread and a wedge of cheese. The sight made her mouth water.

“That is quite alright…what is your name?” Gemma asked.

“Charlotte, My Lady. I mean…I’m sorry. I’ve been told your name but not your rank.”

Gemma frowned, puzzled for a moment. Then it dawned on her that this young woman had assumed that Gemma was someone that she had expected but not yet met.

She does not even know if the woman she expects is a lady or a miss or a Mrs. So, how am I to answer?

Deciding to be as truthful as possible to avoid being caught out in a spontaneous lie, Gemma said. “Miss, will be fine, Charlotte.”

“Miss Emily, thank you very much. They are sticklers for propriety in this house. It would not do for me to address you improperly.”

So, my name is to be Emily, is it? I must find out more about the real Emily or I will be found out very quickly. Still, if it buys me a night of respite, I must take that chance. 

Be on the lookout for the book’s full release on the 1st of July!

Chapter One

1812

London, England

“Harriet, what are you doing?” Belle hissed, clutching to the skirt of her narrow gown as she hurried toward her sister. “If father sees you, then God’s wounds, I shudder to think of what he will say. A man with his temper will not be happy to see you pressing your ear to his door.”

Harriet stepped back from the door as quickly as she could, waving her hands at Belle to be quiet. Belle held back her laugh and folded her arms, humored by her sister’s reaction. Belle had already whispered the words, without need of any encouragement. There was little chance she was going to risk her father’s wrath by prompting their discovery.

“Oh, it is just a little fun, that is all,” Harriet said with innocence, seeming almost childlike in her playfulness for one who had already had their debut in the season. She rounded her shoulders as she laughed, making the pale blonde locks that hung around her ears dance. “Wait until you hear the good news, Belle.”

“Good news?” she asked, raising an eyebrow. “I wonder what good news can be heard between our father and stepmother.” Her wit prompted her sister to laugh again, then they both placed their hands to their own lips, encouraging the other to be quiet.

They waited, silently, ready to hear if anyone opened the door beside them, but no such thing happened. Belle waved at her sister, encouraging her to follow as she receded to the staircase nearby beyond an alcove in the corridor. The grand white staircase inlaid with a painted gold banister, stretched high above them. Belle took refuge on the stairs and begged her sister to follow.

“If we are to gossip, then let us at least do it away from their ears,” she pleaded.

“They are speaking of a ball,” Harriet declared and clasped her hands together eagerly.

“Another?” Belle said wryly. “You make it seem as if we have been dry of invitations. With father’s ambitions, it is a wonder we even stay home some nights.” Despite her smile, Belle kept back her true thoughts.

It was a habit she had learned at a young age. After their mother had passed, and Charles had remarried their stepmother, Margaret, neither had shown much interest in seeing Belle or Harriet. Needless to say, they showed even less interest in what either of the sisters had to say. Belle had soon adapted a habit of keeping her thoughts to herself.

Harriet was the only one she ever dared share much with since their governess had parted from the house. Her greatest secrets and most intimate thoughts she kept for another place entirely, a diary.

“This ball is different,” her sister hissed. “Surely you have read the scandal sheets concerning the mysterious gentleman, you know, the one who keeps hosting all those masked balls, leaving all to guess at his identity,” Harriet continued in a rush with an excited wave of her hands.

“The Ebony-Dressed Host?” Belle repeated the name she had read in the scandal sheets that very morning. The term had been coined early on after a few of these balls had sprung up, for apparently, he attended each event wearing a rich black suit, so dark, that no other could compete with his striking presence. Belle had felt a curiosity curling in her gut that morning when she had read the writer’s suppositions and wild guesses as to whom the host could be.

They’d suggested dukes, earls, viscounts, and one suggestion had even been so mad as to offer a hint to the Prince Regent himself. It was an absurdity, even for the ton to suppose such a thing.

“We are invited to one of his balls?” Belle muttered, moving her hands to the banister of the staircase in surprise.

“Yes!” Harriet exclaimed with glee, then covered her mouth again as she looked down the corridor in the direction of the parlor where their father and stepmother were talking. “I cannot hide my excitement. Do you think it possible this is the first night where you and I could dance with a gentleman? Surely at a masked ball, our father could not be as… as…” She chewed her lip, struggling for the right word.

“As controlling?”

“I was going to say protective,” Harriet said, though her lip lifted with a small smile. “Yes, controlling suits the moment very well.”

“I fear we should not get our hopes up.” Belle placed a comforting hand on her sister’s shoulder. Ever since they were little, she had seen it as her place to protect her sister. There was not enough difference in age for her to be a second mother to Harriet, for there was just one year between them, yet she considered it her duty to protect her sister.

Come what may, Harriet must always come first.

Belle turned a glare down the corridor, wishing she could see through that door of the parlor to her father.

I must protect Harriet, for I know the truth. It is not a responsibility my father has ever taken seriously.

“I long to dance at a ball,” Harriet whispered, descending the few steps and dancing about the hallway with an imaginary partner. “It is so frustrating that our father insists on vetting our suitors. Not one has met his high standards.”

“Hmm, you say high standards, I wish to call it something else,” Belle murmured as she watched her sister dance around the room.

He waits for a gentleman of not only good fortune to approach us, but obscene fortune.

A barony was clearly not enough for Charles’ ambition in life. He was always seeking greater connections and better fortune. The pride he sometimes showed was inconceivable to Belle but was matched well by his wife.

“Oh.” Harriet abruptly stopped dancing and turned back to face Belle, her pale green eyes fixing on Belle. “Do you think Lord Warrington will be there?”

“Perhaps. You have been waiting to dance with him ever since your debut.”

“He will keep asking me too,” Harriet said, swishing her skirt from side to side. “Yet father always intervenes. Maybe at this ball, we will have a chance to share that dance after all?”

“May luck be with you,” Belle whispered. When her sister turned away, she added a few words under her breath, just for her own ears to hear. “And may a miracle be with you too.” She glared down the corridor once again, fearing what her father was up to.

For Charles to have secured an invitation to an event such as this, one so talked of by the ton, then something more had to be afoot. Did he hope to increase their connections? To force Belle and Harriet into the paths of rich and unsuspecting suitors?

I pray he shows restraint!

“Harriet, you should return to the pianoforte for your lesson. If our father hears you have not been practicing –”

“Oh, I know.” Harriet sighed and stopped dancing. “I do not think I could put up with another of his tirades tonight. Regrettably, I shall return to my practice. At least I will now have a smile on my face as I do so.”

Belle matched her sister’s smile, but for Harriet’s sake only. The moment Harriet had disappeared down the corridor, Belle took her place at the parlor door, creeping across the floor on her tiptoes to reach it. She pressed her ear to the wood, pushing away the darker blonde tendrils of her hair as she strained to listen to the conversation inside.

“Then it must happen quickly,” Margaret said to Charles, in her usual husky and impatient tone. “If he realizes what a silly girl she is, then he will surely not wish to marry her.”

Belle stiffened, wondering who they spoke of.

“Yes, yes, you are right.” Charles must have marched across the room, for his heavy footsteps thudded from inside the parlor. “Yet look at what advantages such a connection is already bringing us. By Harriet marrying Lord Rudderham, we shall be invited to many more events such as this. I’m certain of it.”

Belle lifted her head off the wood, her spine rigid and her hands clammy.

Harriet is to marry… and marry a man like Lord Rudderham?

Belle cast her mind back to the last event where she had seen Percival Notley, the Earl of Rudderham. He was a man in his fourth decade, nearing his fifth, balding, with gray wisps around his ears, and large jowls that had a habit of shaking like set custard when he laughed. With small eyes, he glared at many around him, but his hands upset Belle the most.

He has a habit of grabbing women.

“They must marry quickly,” Margaret said again. “Perhaps we could even consider applying for a special license for them?”

“Then it would be talked of in all the scandal sheets, dear. We do not want such a thing.”

“A valuable marriage is still an advantageous match, no matter how hurriedly it is done. Think of the Earl’s friends that will attend the wedding. My goodness,” Margaret gasped with the words, sounding overly dramatic. “What good fortune that will bring us then.”

“Perhaps you are right.”

Belle reached for the door handle without hesitation. In the past, when she had heard her father and stepmother scheming, it had been all too easy to retreat like a mouse from the door, hang her head, and hide in her room. She would vent in her diary about everything that was wrong with her father, but she would never confront him face to face.

Now, he has gone too far.

Her fears for Harriet urged her to push open the door. It swung on its hinges and banged against the wall on the other side.

“Belle!” Charles fumed as he turned back to face her. The once dark blonde hair that was so like her own, was growing white these days, and curled madly at his temple. “Where have your manners gone? Do you intend to burst into every room in this house in such a fashion? You will not make a good match in life if you do.”

“How can you do this?” Belle murmured, with her voice quiet at first.

“Do what?” Charles asked, looking at his wife beside him.

Margaret sat in an armchair, her large and broad form taking up most of the space. She laid a hand daintily to the string of pearls around her neck and toyed with them, with her chin turned upward. The effort at elegance was rather counteracted by the large figure that often stomped around this house like a petulant child.

“I heard you,” Belle said, hurrying to close the door out of fear Harriet would hear this conversation. She crossed the room toward her father. “You cannot do this. You cannot marry Harriet to a man like the Earl of Rudderham.”

Charles lifted a hand and pinched the brow of his nose with a heavy sigh, plainly dismayed she had heard. Margaret seemed not to care, and her full lips smirked.

“What of it?” Margaret asked. “Even you must understand, Belle, what an advantageous match this would be.”

“He is old enough to be her father. He is but one or two years younger than you, is he not?” Belle addressed her father, choosing to ignore the stepmother that had never shown her much kindness.

“Age can bring protection.” Charles waved away the idea and sat down beside his wife, in a second armchair, crossing one leg over another with haste.

“What of his habits? What of his cruelty?” Belle asked, coming to stand in front of her father with her hands on her hips. Now she had spoken up, nothing could stop her, like a corked champagne bottle, everything was coming out. “He grabs ladies when he dances with them, whispers such awful things. Would you truly marry Harriet to a man like that? She is an innocent of this world, kindness itself, and you would make her his… his…”

“Wife,” Margaret said clearly, with that smirk still in place.

What an insufferable smirk that is!

Belle turned away from the sight of it, fixing her gaze on her father.

“He would treat her abominably,” Belle muttered to him. “If you do this to her, Father, she will not forgive you for it. Neither will I.” She balked when her father showed no hint of this news affecting him. He didn’t adjust in his seat, nor did the skin around his eyes twitch.

“Life with the ton is a game, Belle,” he said with ease. “One must learn to play it right. Marriage between two parties is the best way to make connections in this world.”

“And the worst?” Belle stepped away, pulling at the loose tendrils of her hair that hung down out of the updo. Her father and stepmother spoke freely together, talking of their plans for the earl.

“The marriage must be announced soon,” Margaret insisted, patting her husband’s hand on the arm of the chair.

“Yes, it must. Then we’ll be thrown into the path of the Earl’s good connections. He is known to the Prince Regent. Now, that is something special. Yes… the marriage will be good for us indeed.”

Beside him, Margaret practically smacked her lips together, like a hungry pup eating a good steak. Belle was disgusted by the sight, with her stomach twisting at the thought of poor Harriet marrying such a man.

She pictured Harriet at the altar, with the Earl of Rudderham’s hands reaching for her, not waiting until the vicar had even pronounced them husband and wife. She turned her mind to thinking of Harriet in his home, pale, quiet, so unlike her, with no energy at all, and no passion. Not even enough enthusiasm to play the pianoforte that she loved so much.

I have to protect her. I have to, but how?

This thought ran through Belle’s mind repeatedly as she paced back and forth.

“Then Belle will be thrown into the path of other rich Lords too,” Margaret said with intrigue. “Think what other connections we could make. You might find your place in the House of Lords yet, my dear.”

“Now, wouldn’t that be something?” Charles asked, and they laughed together.

Abruptly, Belle turned back to face the two of them. Margaret’s words had given her an idea. It was an awful thought and would set her life in a direction that she would dread, but it would at least keep Harriet safe.

Exchange my chance of happiness for hers. It is the best I can do for Harriet now.

“You must not do this, Father,” Belle pleaded.

“It is not your concern. It is my own.” He shook his head and stood, showing the conversation was at an end.

“Then let me make a proposal to you.” She breathed deeply, summoning the courage to go on. “Offer my hand instead of Harriet’s.”

Margaret’s brows flicked up in surprise, and Charles shook his head.

“The deal was for Harriet’s hand.”

“I am sure the Earl of Rudderham would be happy with any young woman,” she said snidely. “He has not seemed choosy with those he has groped at balls. Do this for me, Father, please?” She held her breath as Charles folded his arms, staring at her through narrowed eyes.

A minute of silence stretched out between them, one that seemed infernally long, then he spoke again, both answering her prayers and condemning her future.

“Well, at least you have accepted the match. It would be far simpler than persuading your sister to accept. Very well, only if the Earl of Rudderham would be content with the match, you shall marry him in Harriet’s place.”

Chapter Two

“And Baron Hampton has replied to say he will be bringing his wife and two daughters to the ball tomorrow night as well, Your Grace,” the butler said, offering a sheet of paper for Alistair to peruse the names.

“Thank you.” Alistair took the paper distractedly, scarcely looking at the names at all. “Who are they again?”

“I believe they are contacts of the Earl of Rudderham, Your Grace.”

“Very well.” Alistair sat up from where he had been leaning back in his chaise longue in his study. He’d often found himself sitting here over the last few years, lost in his thoughts. Tonight was no different to any other, and he was just as distracted as he usually was.

On a dumbwaiter table in front of him, to one side, the papers concerning his latest masquerade ball were placed. On the other side were the letters and communications regarding his intention to enroll as a soldier and join the Spanish war in just three weeks’ time.

Despite the distraction the masquerade balls had offered over previous months, hosted as his mystery alter ego, it was not enough to lure him to stay.

I have to leave England. I have to end this interminable listlessness of staring into space.

He put down the list of names and looked at the letters concerning his service with the army instead. In just three weeks, he would take a ship from Southampton, and be on his way to Spain.

“Ahem, there is a name that is not yet on this list, Your Grace.”

Alistair shifted his focus to his butler, brushing past the reddish-brown hair from his forehead as he often did in times of heavy thought. The butler was a straight-backed fellow, with a kindly face. He’d been very useful to Alistair, not just these last few months regarding the balls, but for years. Often, Alistair considered him more of a friend than a butler at all.

“Gower, you do not need to call me ‘Your Grace’ every time you address me. You know that, do you not? I am sure I have asked you not to bother before,” Alistair said, trying for a reassuring smile.

Gower’s frown momentarily twitched before returning to its usual place on his face, and he picked up the paper again.

“You are a Duke, Your Grace.”

“And your friend,” Alistair reminded him before Gower tapped the paper again. “My apologies, what name did you say was missing from the list?”

“Lord Edmund Brooks.”

Alistair stilled in his seat, with a coldness washing over his chest. He’d managed to avoid hearing that name for some time now, but sooner or later, it was bound to come up. Rather than picturing Lord Brooks’ face when he heard that name, Alistair thought of another entirely.

He saw a woman’s face. With pale hazel eyes and a small smile that rarely ever seemed to lift her countenance completely, she had an elegance and a prettiness that he often thought of.

If only things could have been different.

“What do you think? Should I send an invitation to Lord Brooks?” Gower asked, looking over the paper again.

“Well…” Alistair stood and walked away, trying to buy time before he answered. He moved to the window of his study, looking across the castle walls that had changed much over the years.

Richmond Castle had been passed down through generations of the Dukes of Richmond, right back to William the Conqueror’s invasion in the eleventh century. The stone-gray castle was a gem on the horizon, often glittering silver in the sunlight.

Alistair could remember what a happy place it was from his childhood.

His mother and father were always smiling, bringing light to every room they were in. There were balls, parties, and many events on the calendar, each one at the castle seemingly more beautiful than the last. Even with such a busy life amongst the ton, Alistair’s parents had found time for him. He had blissful memories of this castle with his parents, but those memories seemed a long time ago now.

The castle is quiet, lonely, and with little life left in it at all.

“Your Grace?” Gower tried to prompt an answer from him.

“Yes, invite Lord Brooks,” Alistair said eventually. He was a good man and deserved a chance to enjoy such an event, even if Alistair had little wish to see him there.

“Your Grace, may I speak out of turn?” Gower asked, stepping forward.

“There seems something odd about asking such a thing, and yet still addressing me with such a formal title in the same sentence.” Alistair turned his back on the view from the lead-lined window and faced his butler. Gower fidgeted, shifting the paper in his hands and moving his weight between his feet. “You must never be nervous about being outspoken with me. Please, Gower, speak your mind.”

“Very well.” Gower inhaled sharply, building courage despite their conversation. “It is about Lord Edmund Brooks I wish to speak.” Alistair’s stomach knotted. He folded his arms across his broad chest, suddenly unwilling to have this conversation at all. “Perhaps it is time you spoke to him –”

Before any more could be said, a bell rang in the distant regions of the house, cutting Gower off. Alistair looked back through the window and craned his neck, trying to see who his caller could be when darkness was already falling.

A chestnut horse had pulled up by the door, in the middle of the cobbled courtyard, and a familiar figure was knocking at the grand double doors.

“I’m afraid we shall have to postpone this conversation for another time,” Alistair said with a sigh, trying to cover up his relief that they did not have to have it now. “Lord Warrington is here.”

“Very well, Your Grace. I shall show him in.” Gower smiled and dropped the paper to the table, then left the room.

The moment the door was shut, Alistair leaped forward. He grasped the guest list along with all of the other papers that related to the ball and hastened to his desk, hiding them away at the back of the bottom drawer.

No one must know I am the host of these balls. Not even Luke can discover that.

It was an indulgence, one that Alistair was still unsure why he indulged himself in. These mysterious balls offered an escape, he supposed. An evening’s worth of distraction from the past that plagued him. It was certainly entertaining reading the scandal sheets and their supposition of who the Ebony-Dressed Host was. Yet, in order for it to stay secret, few people could know about Alistair’s identity as the mysterious host.

“Alistair!” a voice called from the doorway.

Alistair closed the drawer sharply and looked up to find his friend hurrying into the room. Luke Rayment, the Earl of Warrington, as he was known to most, bounded into the room. Almost as tall as Alistair, his towering figure swayed with the movements. His light brown hair curled at his temple and hung down around his ears, and bright blue eyes darted across the space.

“Goodness, is this where you spend your days at the moment?” Luke came to a sharp stop in the middle of the study and turned back and forth. “It’s so… dark and dreary.”

Alistair’s eyes followed his friend’s gaze around the room. He supposed he had let his décor slip. There was something to be said about the dark though. It taxed one less and let him hide in the shadows.

“It suits me well.”

“Suits you?” Luke looked at him with raised eyebrows. “I remember an Alistair that used to wake up every day with a joke.” He hurried around to the desk. “What happened to him, I wonder?”

“He grew up.” Alistair stepped forward, alarmed at what his friend was doing. Luke reached for the first drawer and searched through the papers. “What are you doing?” Alistair drove his foot against the bottom drawer, ensuring his friend would not open that and discover his secret.

“Where are your invitations?”

“You mean the things I try to ignore as much as possible?” Alistair said with a smirk as Luke snapped up a bundle of letters from the first drawer and dropped them onto the desk. “Isn’t it miraculous how at ease you are in my own house?”

“You mean your castle,” Luke reminded him with a smile of his own. “I’ve run around here since I was no taller than this desk, and you know you’ve done the same to my house. Last month I caught you reading through my books as if they were your own.”

“You overslept. I had to do something with my time as I waited for you.”

“Well, it was a rather merry night beforehand.” Luke paused in his perusing of the letters. “An assembly that you missed.”

“Willingly.” Alistair nodded his head at the letters. “Most of these events do not interest me.”

These days, Alistair preferred to ignore the ton when he wasn’t meeting them on his own terms. At least at his own balls, he could watch people from afar, and he rarely drew attention to himself. It was a chance to observe them as if they were characters on a theater stage, about to make some awful error for his entertainment.

At other people’s events, he was talked to for what he was, and not who he was. A Duke. They saw him as a potential suitor for their daughters and granddaughters, an ‘in’ to the upper echelons of society, not a man who was worthy of conversation or to be genuinely interesting company.

“You haven’t been given an invitation to another of those mysterious balls then.” Luke tossed down the invitations with some irritation.

“What?” Alistair feigned ignorance and walked away from the desk, hiding his mischievous smile.

“You know the ones I mean. The odd host, the one they have dubbed so grandly as the ‘Ebony-Dressed Host.’ Ha! You should hear the way people talk of him. They’re fascinated by him.” Luke laughed and sat back in Alistair’s chair, completely at ease. Alistair hardly minded. They often spent their days together, ever since they were children. “I cannot believe you are not invited. The last was an entertaining occasion, and I would certainly enjoy it more if you were present.”

“Hmm.” Alistair folded his arms and leaned on the back of the chaise longue. “Something tells me that you will enjoy it fine without me. Perhaps it’s your smile that gives away your true thoughts.” He pointed with eagerness at Luke’s face who adopted a serious and stern expression. “Ha! You cannot keep that expression up, and you know it.”

“Perhaps not. Let us just say that at the assembly you missed last month, I met a certain young lady. A lady whom…”

“Whom, what?” Alistair encouraged him on. “Interested you? You are interested by many ladies, Luke.”

“No, she is… different. Something more than that. Ah, it does not matter.” Luke shook his head. “Her father didn’t allow me within three feet of her anyway. I suppose it is my reputation that had him on guard.” He sighed heavily for a second, then shifted his focus back to Alistair’s face. “You have not been invited then, which seems a strange thing indeed.”

“Why is that?” Alistair shrugged and reached for a candle nearby. “Come on. If you are here so late, then I can only presume you have come with one thing in mind. You are after a decent drink.”

“Could it not be simply the company of an old friend?” Luke chuckled as he stood and followed Alistair out of the room.

“I notice you eagerly follow me anyway.” He led Luke all the way to his feasting room.

The room was once an armory, and the walls still bore many of the weapons and shining pieces of armor from generations ago. On one wall, pikes and longswords filled the space, and on the other, bascinets and great helms dotted the stone work, each one gleaming in the candlelight.

Alistair put down his candle on the long mahogany table and reached for the drinks cabinet set in the corner, pulling out a carafe of brandy with tall short glasses.

“Here, this is what you came for, I know it,” Alistair taunted his friend and held the glass in the air in front of him. Luke all too gladly took the glass and tipped it back to his lips.

“Is there no way we can wrangle you an invitation to this event?” he asked and took a seat at the table, leaving the chair at the head for Alistair. “You are just about the most eligible man in London, so it seems strange you would not be invited.”

“Eligible? Me?” Alistair chuckled and nearly choked on his brandy. “I think you’re losing your senses.”

“Certainly not.” Luke gestured to the room they sat in. “You’re a duke and you have a castle. You know as well as I how fathers’ eyes light up when they see you arrive at an event.”

“Perhaps that is why this mysterious host does not want me present then,” Alistair offered, tipping the glass to his lips and enjoying the burn of the brandy in the back of his throat. He enjoyed the secrecy of the event, and it was rather humorous to him to realize that though Luke had been to the last three balls Alistair had hosted, not once had Luke realized who he was. “If he hopes to make a match of his own, then another eligible man present wouldn’t help things.”

“Perhaps not. Well,” Luke sat forward, “I shall just have to tell you everything that happens there that night instead.”

“Spare me,” Alistair pleaded with a roll of his eyes. “You know I have little liking for such things.”

“Come on. It must entertain you to some degree. I know you, Alistair.” Luke put down his glass and thrust a finger toward him. “Something you find irresistible in this world is the folly of others. It’s an entertainment to you, and why shouldn’t it be? These events offer you humor. You find people fascinating.”

“Perhaps a little.”

“So, I shall tell you all that happens.” Luke lifted his glass again. “And I shall tell you everything that happens with the young lady that has caught my eye as well.”

“Ha! I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again, spare me the details.”

Alistair had no wish to hear of a fine young lady catching Luke’s eye. He didn’t like to hear of courtships or ladies’ charms in general at the moment. For one lady haunted him so much. As he topped up their glasses, he saw her again in his mind’s eye. The brown hair whipped past her face, and she smiled. Then that smile vanished for good.

Chapter Three

“Heavens, Belle, have you ever seen anything quite like it?” Harriet asked in a breathy voice.

“Never.” Belle’s eyes widened in awe.

The ball was being hosted in a grand hall, outside of London in the middle of open countryside. The old house must have been empty for years but hired especially for the event.

As they approached, Belle quickly saw that the host must have concerned himself with spectacle and the opportunity to make his guests gaze in wonder. Great colored cloths swathed the front doors, flanked by burning torches. On either side, instead of staff greeting them there were acrobats, performing various seemingly impossible positions whilst taking their invitation cards, to ensure each guest was indeed welcome.

Belle and Harriet followed their father and stepmother through the open door, arm in arm. At the sight of the great hall that had been decorated for the event in shining strips of gold and white, Belle felt underdressed.

Quick glances around the room showed many guests had come in ostentatious costumes. Some outfits were more last century in style, with heavily corseted waists for the ladies, and long stockings for the gentlemen, reaching above their knees. There wasn’t a single face that was instantly recognizable, for all wore masks. Some had gone as far as wearing fine turbans on their heads and elaborate headdresses of peacock and swan feathers.

Belle fumbled with the turquoise gown she had opted for and the feathered mask upon her face that barely covered the area around her eyes. She didn’t doubt why her father had insisted on her not concealing her identity so much.

He wishes to make it easy for Lord Rudderham to recognize me.

“I do not think I shall forget tonight any time soon,” Harriet whispered to Belle, as Charles and Margaret greeted other nearby guests. “Do you think we shall see the mysterious host they all talk of?”

“Perhaps, but do not concern yourself with that.” Belle shifted her grasp on her sister, taking her hand instead, and drawing her away across the room. With some eagerness, she put some distance between them and their father.

I do not trust father not to renege on his deal.

They had talked of it openly again that morning, with Belle insisting she’d rather marry Lord Rudderham than see her sister end up with such a cruel fate. Seemingly, Charles was happy with the arrangement, and to his relief, Lord Rudderham had written back to his first communication on the issue with some eagerness, professing his delight in marrying the elder sister rather than the younger.

The sight of Lord Rudderham’s handwriting talking of his gladness to be marrying her sickened her to the gut.

She drew her sister toward the refreshments table and hid the two of them between standing candelabras and one of the low-hanging sheaths of gold cloth from the ceiling.

“Why are we standing here?” Harriet asked. “Are you trying to hide us from the world?”

“No,” Belle lied and put herself further into the shadows.

Her attempt was short-lived as Charles crossed toward them. His cheeks were pink, and his jaw was tense, showing he had evidently recognized what she was doing.

“Belle, remember what we discussed this morning,” he urged, crossing toward her and hissing under his breath. “You must make yourself available for when he arrives. Is that understood? You cannot hide in shadows.”

She glared at her father, feeling his penetrating gaze boring into her own.

“You made that plain,” she murmured in a low tone.

“Then obey me.”

Her stomach curled in disgust, and her hand involuntarily drew toward a secret pocket of her skirt. She had sewn such a pocket into most of her skirts, though no one knew of it but the laundry maids. Inside the pocket, she kept her one chance to escape from the world she knew, her diary.

She clutched at it through the silken folds, thinking of everything she would say in those pages once she had the chance to write something. She would speak of her father, and his need to be ‘obeyed,’ as if she was a soldier at his command and not his daughter. 

Charles glared between Belle and Harriet one last time, then retreated, crossing the ballroom back toward his wife, and adjusting the slim mask he wore as he moved.

“What was that about?” Harriet pulled on her arm, drawing her attention. Belle shifted her focus to her sister, looking at the ivory-white mask adorning her features. It did just as little to hide her identity as Belle’s own mask did. Anyone that wished to recognize Harriet tonight would do so with ease. “Belle? What is going on?”

“Nothing, it does not matter. Come, let us find something to drink.” Belle turned to the refreshments table to find a servant dressed boldly handing her a glass of champagne before she could even ask for it. He performed an elaborate bow, then offered Harriet another glass and hurried away with a dramatic wave of his arm. “Even the staff has been trained to be ostentatious.”

“You are right.” Harriet moved to stand in front of Belle. “Yet you are changing the subject. Belle, what was our father just speaking to you about?”

Hurriedly, Belle took a sip of her champagne, delaying having to answer. Deep in her gut, something twisted tightly, making her feel a little nauseous, but she fought against the feeling. She knew if she told Harriet the truth, her sister would be enraged at Belle’s sacrifice for her. Harriet would insist on marrying Lord Rudderham regardless, and she would then be condemned to a life of misery.

For Harriet’s own sake, for now, I must keep this a secret from her.

“It does not matter. It’s certainly not something so worrisome for you to be concerned with tonight.” Harriet pointed across the room. “How about we search for that gentleman you have scarcely stopped talking of since the last assembly.”

“You are mothering me again.”

“I beg your pardon?” Belle flicked her head around to face Harriet in surprise.

“You are mothering me.” Harriet’s expression darkened. “You think I cannot tell you are keeping secrets, Belle? Or that you seem to be under some misguided notion that it is wise for me not to know what these secrets are? I am not as young as I once was, and I certainly don’t need to be mothered.”

Belle swallowed uncomfortably, fidgeting with her glass.

I still cannot tell you, Harriet. I’m sorry. I’m trying to protect you, please understand.

“Excuse me.” A smooth deep voice approached them.

Belle stepped back, alarmed they had been approached by a gentleman when she had worked hard to hide in the shadows. He bowed deeply to the two of them and raised his head, his own small mask doing a feeble attempt to hide his identity.

The light brown hair was instantly recognizable, as was the easy smile on his lips as he looked at Harriet.

“Miss Darlington, Miss Harriet,” he greeted them each in turn, though his eyes lingered on Harriet for much longer. “Forgive me for taking this opportunity while your father is distracted, but may I have the honor of the next dance, Miss Harriet?”

Harriet balked with her fingers fidgeting on her glass. Belle swiftly took that glass from her sister’s hand.

“Lord Warrington, I…” Harriet paused, glancing across the room. Belle followed that gaze to see Charles was lost in a crowd of other equally ambitious men who were trying to point out the richest men in the room.

“You are right to take advantage of his distraction, my Lord,” Belle said and nudged her sister in the back. “Go on, sister.”

Harriet smiled instantly and took Lord Warrington’s hand. As she walked away, following him toward where the other dancers had gathered, ready for the first dance, Belle watched her sister intently. Harriet was in awe as she gazed at Lord Warrington and hurried with a skip in her step. It was her excitable innocence that gave her such a charm.

May you treat her well, Lord Warrington. She has talked about little else other than you since the last assembly.

Belle sipped from her drink and smiled, as the music began. Rather than a string quartet, or even a harp to accompany the dancers, as she had so often seen, the mysterious host had gathered an entire orchestra that sat above them on a balcony. The opening notes were so loud that Belle and many others in the room jumped in surprise.

She laid a hand to her heart, feeling it quiver, then smiled at the eager manner in which her sister began her dance with Lord Warrington.

That is the smile I have been waiting to see.

Belle retreated deeper into the shadows, trying to hide, but she was ineffective. At once, she saw someone approaching her across the room, his balding head noticeably shining in the candlelight.

She hurried around the refreshments table, but was blocked in, for there were more servants here pouring out champagne in glasses, and she couldn’t possibly push through without causing a scene. Lord Rudderham followed her, his shadow passing over her.

“Miss Darlington.” He bowed to her and stepped far closer toward her than was appropriate. She hurried back, bumping into a standing candelabra. In danger of knocking it over, she reached back and grabbed it, holding it still. “I must confess how delighted I was to receive your offer in your father’s letter.”

“It was not an offer exactly, my Lord, but a necessity.”

“It was a thrill to me,” he continued on as if she hadn’t spoken at all. When his eyes darted down her figure, she walked away, trying to reach the refreshments table again for some sort of distraction. He followed her, and hovered at her shoulder, dropping his voice to a whisper in her ear. “We shall have to make the arrangements of course, but I cannot hide my excitement for the wedding night.” His hand took her arm. “In truth, I am not sure I can wait that long.”

Disgusted, Belle pulled her arm sharply from his.

***

“They make a spectacle,” Alistair chuckled to himself, watching the ball from the balcony above, with his full orchestra beside him. He’d dressed in black, as he always did, and the heavy mask on his face covered most of his features. His dark reddish-brown hair he’d slicked back with wax, so it looked so unlike his normal cropped short wild curls. With a heavy jacket on his shoulder, unlike the tailcoats he’d usually wear, it masked him completely.

In the ballroom, many groups had peeled off. He observed the gossipers, those that had come merely to talk of others, and he saw those who guffawed with laughter openly, already drunk and discussing smoking out on the terrace as soon as possible. Alistair watched couples attempt to dance together, who were unsuited for the task, and he saw more than one gentleman hurrying after a lady that was rather too fine for him.

It was entertainment indeed. When his eyes flicked toward the refreshment table, however, he saw something that made his smile falter.

A lady stood in the shadows, as if trying her best to hide. She was striking in a turquoise blue gown and with a slim mask. Her dark blonde hair cascaded down the back of her head in an enticing way. Any imagining Alistair might have had of running his fingers through those gold locks vanished when he saw the way she tore her arm out of the man’s grasp beside her.

The gentleman in question was Lord Rudderham. His heavy jowls shuddered with her rejection, then he moved even closer toward her. She retreated away, bumping into the table so that the glasses danced on the white cloth.

What is he doing to that lady?

Alistair’s hand tightened around the banister before him as he watched the two of them together. The lady jerked her head away, trying to look anywhere else than at the Earl. Alistair was reminded of another lady.

Someone else who had pressed her lips together with such nerves and made an effort to escape a gentleman that pursued her so relentlessly. It was a long time ago, but the mannerisms were just the same.

As the lady lifted a champagne glass to her lips, taking hurried sips to ignore whatever horrid things Lord Rudderham was saying in her ear, her hand around the glass shook.

I cannot stand this. I will not see the past repeating itself.

Without thinking much of his actions, Alistair left the balcony and hurried down the nearest staircase. As he approached, many of the guests turned to look at him, tittering like birds in a morning dawn chorus. They pointed at him and gossiped about how he was the mysterious, unknown host. He ignored them all and walked hurriedly to the lady and gentleman at the side of the room.

The lady’s hand shook so much around her wine glass, she was in danger of dropping it. The Earl’s hand curled around her arm a second time, and she pushed him off.

“You will not do that. Do you understand, Miss Darlington?” Lord Rudderham hissed, loud enough for Alistair to hear.

He rounded the refreshments table and stepped in front of the pair, watching as their eyes darted toward him. Miss Darlington was in danger of dropping her drink for a second time, and Lord Rudderham stood taller, his spine twitching straight.

“Forgive the intrusion,” Alistair said with ease, adopting a deeper tone than he would usually use. He could have sworn Miss Darlington reacted to that huskiness, her lips parting a little. “I cannot simply stand by and watch this.” His eyes flicked away from her and toward Lord Rudderham. “You are making this lady nervous, Lord Rudderham.”

Miss Darlington tried to move away from the Earl, taking a subtle step to the side. When the Earl followed her, Alistair’s hands tightened into fists. He moved closer, protectively, his superior height dwarfing Lord Rudderham.

“Release her,” Alistair ordered, his tone deep in warning.

“What is this?” The Earl frowned. “I will not have a stranger come up to me and order me away from my betrothed.”

Alistair’s eyes darted to the lady, who made no effort to deny the claim, though she grimaced in the most painful way, with those full lips pressing flat.

This young woman is to marry this foul old man? Impossible. 

Be on the lookout for its release soon!