Chapter One

1812

London, England

“Harriet, what are you doing?” Belle hissed, clutching to the skirt of her narrow gown as she hurried toward her sister. “If father sees you, then God’s wounds, I shudder to think of what he will say. A man with his temper will not be happy to see you pressing your ear to his door.”

Harriet stepped back from the door as quickly as she could, waving her hands at Belle to be quiet. Belle held back her laugh and folded her arms, humored by her sister’s reaction. Belle had already whispered the words, without need of any encouragement. There was little chance she was going to risk her father’s wrath by prompting their discovery.

“Oh, it is just a little fun, that is all,” Harriet said with innocence, seeming almost childlike in her playfulness for one who had already had their debut in the season. She rounded her shoulders as she laughed, making the pale blonde locks that hung around her ears dance. “Wait until you hear the good news, Belle.”

“Good news?” she asked, raising an eyebrow. “I wonder what good news can be heard between our father and stepmother.” Her wit prompted her sister to laugh again, then they both placed their hands to their own lips, encouraging the other to be quiet.

They waited, silently, ready to hear if anyone opened the door beside them, but no such thing happened. Belle waved at her sister, encouraging her to follow as she receded to the staircase nearby beyond an alcove in the corridor. The grand white staircase inlaid with a painted gold banister, stretched high above them. Belle took refuge on the stairs and begged her sister to follow.

“If we are to gossip, then let us at least do it away from their ears,” she pleaded.

“They are speaking of a ball,” Harriet declared and clasped her hands together eagerly.

“Another?” Belle said wryly. “You make it seem as if we have been dry of invitations. With father’s ambitions, it is a wonder we even stay home some nights.” Despite her smile, Belle kept back her true thoughts.

It was a habit she had learned at a young age. After their mother had passed, and Charles had remarried their stepmother, Margaret, neither had shown much interest in seeing Belle or Harriet. Needless to say, they showed even less interest in what either of the sisters had to say. Belle had soon adapted a habit of keeping her thoughts to herself.

Harriet was the only one she ever dared share much with since their governess had parted from the house. Her greatest secrets and most intimate thoughts she kept for another place entirely, a diary.

“This ball is different,” her sister hissed. “Surely you have read the scandal sheets concerning the mysterious gentleman, you know, the one who keeps hosting all those masked balls, leaving all to guess at his identity,” Harriet continued in a rush with an excited wave of her hands.

“The Ebony-Dressed Host?” Belle repeated the name she had read in the scandal sheets that very morning. The term had been coined early on after a few of these balls had sprung up, for apparently, he attended each event wearing a rich black suit, so dark, that no other could compete with his striking presence. Belle had felt a curiosity curling in her gut that morning when she had read the writer’s suppositions and wild guesses as to whom the host could be.

They’d suggested dukes, earls, viscounts, and one suggestion had even been so mad as to offer a hint to the Prince Regent himself. It was an absurdity, even for the ton to suppose such a thing.

“We are invited to one of his balls?” Belle muttered, moving her hands to the banister of the staircase in surprise.

“Yes!” Harriet exclaimed with glee, then covered her mouth again as she looked down the corridor in the direction of the parlor where their father and stepmother were talking. “I cannot hide my excitement. Do you think it possible this is the first night where you and I could dance with a gentleman? Surely at a masked ball, our father could not be as… as…” She chewed her lip, struggling for the right word.

“As controlling?”

“I was going to say protective,” Harriet said, though her lip lifted with a small smile. “Yes, controlling suits the moment very well.”

“I fear we should not get our hopes up.” Belle placed a comforting hand on her sister’s shoulder. Ever since they were little, she had seen it as her place to protect her sister. There was not enough difference in age for her to be a second mother to Harriet, for there was just one year between them, yet she considered it her duty to protect her sister.

Come what may, Harriet must always come first.

Belle turned a glare down the corridor, wishing she could see through that door of the parlor to her father.

I must protect Harriet, for I know the truth. It is not a responsibility my father has ever taken seriously.

“I long to dance at a ball,” Harriet whispered, descending the few steps and dancing about the hallway with an imaginary partner. “It is so frustrating that our father insists on vetting our suitors. Not one has met his high standards.”

“Hmm, you say high standards, I wish to call it something else,” Belle murmured as she watched her sister dance around the room.

He waits for a gentleman of not only good fortune to approach us, but obscene fortune.

A barony was clearly not enough for Charles’ ambition in life. He was always seeking greater connections and better fortune. The pride he sometimes showed was inconceivable to Belle but was matched well by his wife.

“Oh.” Harriet abruptly stopped dancing and turned back to face Belle, her pale green eyes fixing on Belle. “Do you think Lord Warrington will be there?”

“Perhaps. You have been waiting to dance with him ever since your debut.”

“He will keep asking me too,” Harriet said, swishing her skirt from side to side. “Yet father always intervenes. Maybe at this ball, we will have a chance to share that dance after all?”

“May luck be with you,” Belle whispered. When her sister turned away, she added a few words under her breath, just for her own ears to hear. “And may a miracle be with you too.” She glared down the corridor once again, fearing what her father was up to.

For Charles to have secured an invitation to an event such as this, one so talked of by the ton, then something more had to be afoot. Did he hope to increase their connections? To force Belle and Harriet into the paths of rich and unsuspecting suitors?

I pray he shows restraint!

“Harriet, you should return to the pianoforte for your lesson. If our father hears you have not been practicing –”

“Oh, I know.” Harriet sighed and stopped dancing. “I do not think I could put up with another of his tirades tonight. Regrettably, I shall return to my practice. At least I will now have a smile on my face as I do so.”

Belle matched her sister’s smile, but for Harriet’s sake only. The moment Harriet had disappeared down the corridor, Belle took her place at the parlor door, creeping across the floor on her tiptoes to reach it. She pressed her ear to the wood, pushing away the darker blonde tendrils of her hair as she strained to listen to the conversation inside.

“Then it must happen quickly,” Margaret said to Charles, in her usual husky and impatient tone. “If he realizes what a silly girl she is, then he will surely not wish to marry her.”

Belle stiffened, wondering who they spoke of.

“Yes, yes, you are right.” Charles must have marched across the room, for his heavy footsteps thudded from inside the parlor. “Yet look at what advantages such a connection is already bringing us. By Harriet marrying Lord Rudderham, we shall be invited to many more events such as this. I’m certain of it.”

Belle lifted her head off the wood, her spine rigid and her hands clammy.

Harriet is to marry… and marry a man like Lord Rudderham?

Belle cast her mind back to the last event where she had seen Percival Notley, the Earl of Rudderham. He was a man in his fourth decade, nearing his fifth, balding, with gray wisps around his ears, and large jowls that had a habit of shaking like set custard when he laughed. With small eyes, he glared at many around him, but his hands upset Belle the most.

He has a habit of grabbing women.

“They must marry quickly,” Margaret said again. “Perhaps we could even consider applying for a special license for them?”

“Then it would be talked of in all the scandal sheets, dear. We do not want such a thing.”

“A valuable marriage is still an advantageous match, no matter how hurriedly it is done. Think of the Earl’s friends that will attend the wedding. My goodness,” Margaret gasped with the words, sounding overly dramatic. “What good fortune that will bring us then.”

“Perhaps you are right.”

Belle reached for the door handle without hesitation. In the past, when she had heard her father and stepmother scheming, it had been all too easy to retreat like a mouse from the door, hang her head, and hide in her room. She would vent in her diary about everything that was wrong with her father, but she would never confront him face to face.

Now, he has gone too far.

Her fears for Harriet urged her to push open the door. It swung on its hinges and banged against the wall on the other side.

“Belle!” Charles fumed as he turned back to face her. The once dark blonde hair that was so like her own, was growing white these days, and curled madly at his temple. “Where have your manners gone? Do you intend to burst into every room in this house in such a fashion? You will not make a good match in life if you do.”

“How can you do this?” Belle murmured, with her voice quiet at first.

“Do what?” Charles asked, looking at his wife beside him.

Margaret sat in an armchair, her large and broad form taking up most of the space. She laid a hand daintily to the string of pearls around her neck and toyed with them, with her chin turned upward. The effort at elegance was rather counteracted by the large figure that often stomped around this house like a petulant child.

“I heard you,” Belle said, hurrying to close the door out of fear Harriet would hear this conversation. She crossed the room toward her father. “You cannot do this. You cannot marry Harriet to a man like the Earl of Rudderham.”

Charles lifted a hand and pinched the brow of his nose with a heavy sigh, plainly dismayed she had heard. Margaret seemed not to care, and her full lips smirked.

“What of it?” Margaret asked. “Even you must understand, Belle, what an advantageous match this would be.”

“He is old enough to be her father. He is but one or two years younger than you, is he not?” Belle addressed her father, choosing to ignore the stepmother that had never shown her much kindness.

“Age can bring protection.” Charles waved away the idea and sat down beside his wife, in a second armchair, crossing one leg over another with haste.

“What of his habits? What of his cruelty?” Belle asked, coming to stand in front of her father with her hands on her hips. Now she had spoken up, nothing could stop her, like a corked champagne bottle, everything was coming out. “He grabs ladies when he dances with them, whispers such awful things. Would you truly marry Harriet to a man like that? She is an innocent of this world, kindness itself, and you would make her his… his…”

“Wife,” Margaret said clearly, with that smirk still in place.

What an insufferable smirk that is!

Belle turned away from the sight of it, fixing her gaze on her father.

“He would treat her abominably,” Belle muttered to him. “If you do this to her, Father, she will not forgive you for it. Neither will I.” She balked when her father showed no hint of this news affecting him. He didn’t adjust in his seat, nor did the skin around his eyes twitch.

“Life with the ton is a game, Belle,” he said with ease. “One must learn to play it right. Marriage between two parties is the best way to make connections in this world.”

“And the worst?” Belle stepped away, pulling at the loose tendrils of her hair that hung down out of the updo. Her father and stepmother spoke freely together, talking of their plans for the earl.

“The marriage must be announced soon,” Margaret insisted, patting her husband’s hand on the arm of the chair.

“Yes, it must. Then we’ll be thrown into the path of the Earl’s good connections. He is known to the Prince Regent. Now, that is something special. Yes… the marriage will be good for us indeed.”

Beside him, Margaret practically smacked her lips together, like a hungry pup eating a good steak. Belle was disgusted by the sight, with her stomach twisting at the thought of poor Harriet marrying such a man.

She pictured Harriet at the altar, with the Earl of Rudderham’s hands reaching for her, not waiting until the vicar had even pronounced them husband and wife. She turned her mind to thinking of Harriet in his home, pale, quiet, so unlike her, with no energy at all, and no passion. Not even enough enthusiasm to play the pianoforte that she loved so much.

I have to protect her. I have to, but how?

This thought ran through Belle’s mind repeatedly as she paced back and forth.

“Then Belle will be thrown into the path of other rich Lords too,” Margaret said with intrigue. “Think what other connections we could make. You might find your place in the House of Lords yet, my dear.”

“Now, wouldn’t that be something?” Charles asked, and they laughed together.

Abruptly, Belle turned back to face the two of them. Margaret’s words had given her an idea. It was an awful thought and would set her life in a direction that she would dread, but it would at least keep Harriet safe.

Exchange my chance of happiness for hers. It is the best I can do for Harriet now.

“You must not do this, Father,” Belle pleaded.

“It is not your concern. It is my own.” He shook his head and stood, showing the conversation was at an end.

“Then let me make a proposal to you.” She breathed deeply, summoning the courage to go on. “Offer my hand instead of Harriet’s.”

Margaret’s brows flicked up in surprise, and Charles shook his head.

“The deal was for Harriet’s hand.”

“I am sure the Earl of Rudderham would be happy with any young woman,” she said snidely. “He has not seemed choosy with those he has groped at balls. Do this for me, Father, please?” She held her breath as Charles folded his arms, staring at her through narrowed eyes.

A minute of silence stretched out between them, one that seemed infernally long, then he spoke again, both answering her prayers and condemning her future.

“Well, at least you have accepted the match. It would be far simpler than persuading your sister to accept. Very well, only if the Earl of Rudderham would be content with the match, you shall marry him in Harriet’s place.”

Chapter Two

“And Baron Hampton has replied to say he will be bringing his wife and two daughters to the ball tomorrow night as well, Your Grace,” the butler said, offering a sheet of paper for Alistair to peruse the names.

“Thank you.” Alistair took the paper distractedly, scarcely looking at the names at all. “Who are they again?”

“I believe they are contacts of the Earl of Rudderham, Your Grace.”

“Very well.” Alistair sat up from where he had been leaning back in his chaise longue in his study. He’d often found himself sitting here over the last few years, lost in his thoughts. Tonight was no different to any other, and he was just as distracted as he usually was.

On a dumbwaiter table in front of him, to one side, the papers concerning his latest masquerade ball were placed. On the other side were the letters and communications regarding his intention to enroll as a soldier and join the Spanish war in just three weeks’ time.

Despite the distraction the masquerade balls had offered over previous months, hosted as his mystery alter ego, it was not enough to lure him to stay.

I have to leave England. I have to end this interminable listlessness of staring into space.

He put down the list of names and looked at the letters concerning his service with the army instead. In just three weeks, he would take a ship from Southampton, and be on his way to Spain.

“Ahem, there is a name that is not yet on this list, Your Grace.”

Alistair shifted his focus to his butler, brushing past the reddish-brown hair from his forehead as he often did in times of heavy thought. The butler was a straight-backed fellow, with a kindly face. He’d been very useful to Alistair, not just these last few months regarding the balls, but for years. Often, Alistair considered him more of a friend than a butler at all.

“Gower, you do not need to call me ‘Your Grace’ every time you address me. You know that, do you not? I am sure I have asked you not to bother before,” Alistair said, trying for a reassuring smile.

Gower’s frown momentarily twitched before returning to its usual place on his face, and he picked up the paper again.

“You are a Duke, Your Grace.”

“And your friend,” Alistair reminded him before Gower tapped the paper again. “My apologies, what name did you say was missing from the list?”

“Lord Edmund Brooks.”

Alistair stilled in his seat, with a coldness washing over his chest. He’d managed to avoid hearing that name for some time now, but sooner or later, it was bound to come up. Rather than picturing Lord Brooks’ face when he heard that name, Alistair thought of another entirely.

He saw a woman’s face. With pale hazel eyes and a small smile that rarely ever seemed to lift her countenance completely, she had an elegance and a prettiness that he often thought of.

If only things could have been different.

“What do you think? Should I send an invitation to Lord Brooks?” Gower asked, looking over the paper again.

“Well…” Alistair stood and walked away, trying to buy time before he answered. He moved to the window of his study, looking across the castle walls that had changed much over the years.

Richmond Castle had been passed down through generations of the Dukes of Richmond, right back to William the Conqueror’s invasion in the eleventh century. The stone-gray castle was a gem on the horizon, often glittering silver in the sunlight.

Alistair could remember what a happy place it was from his childhood.

His mother and father were always smiling, bringing light to every room they were in. There were balls, parties, and many events on the calendar, each one at the castle seemingly more beautiful than the last. Even with such a busy life amongst the ton, Alistair’s parents had found time for him. He had blissful memories of this castle with his parents, but those memories seemed a long time ago now.

The castle is quiet, lonely, and with little life left in it at all.

“Your Grace?” Gower tried to prompt an answer from him.

“Yes, invite Lord Brooks,” Alistair said eventually. He was a good man and deserved a chance to enjoy such an event, even if Alistair had little wish to see him there.

“Your Grace, may I speak out of turn?” Gower asked, stepping forward.

“There seems something odd about asking such a thing, and yet still addressing me with such a formal title in the same sentence.” Alistair turned his back on the view from the lead-lined window and faced his butler. Gower fidgeted, shifting the paper in his hands and moving his weight between his feet. “You must never be nervous about being outspoken with me. Please, Gower, speak your mind.”

“Very well.” Gower inhaled sharply, building courage despite their conversation. “It is about Lord Edmund Brooks I wish to speak.” Alistair’s stomach knotted. He folded his arms across his broad chest, suddenly unwilling to have this conversation at all. “Perhaps it is time you spoke to him –”

Before any more could be said, a bell rang in the distant regions of the house, cutting Gower off. Alistair looked back through the window and craned his neck, trying to see who his caller could be when darkness was already falling.

A chestnut horse had pulled up by the door, in the middle of the cobbled courtyard, and a familiar figure was knocking at the grand double doors.

“I’m afraid we shall have to postpone this conversation for another time,” Alistair said with a sigh, trying to cover up his relief that they did not have to have it now. “Lord Warrington is here.”

“Very well, Your Grace. I shall show him in.” Gower smiled and dropped the paper to the table, then left the room.

The moment the door was shut, Alistair leaped forward. He grasped the guest list along with all of the other papers that related to the ball and hastened to his desk, hiding them away at the back of the bottom drawer.

No one must know I am the host of these balls. Not even Luke can discover that.

It was an indulgence, one that Alistair was still unsure why he indulged himself in. These mysterious balls offered an escape, he supposed. An evening’s worth of distraction from the past that plagued him. It was certainly entertaining reading the scandal sheets and their supposition of who the Ebony-Dressed Host was. Yet, in order for it to stay secret, few people could know about Alistair’s identity as the mysterious host.

“Alistair!” a voice called from the doorway.

Alistair closed the drawer sharply and looked up to find his friend hurrying into the room. Luke Rayment, the Earl of Warrington, as he was known to most, bounded into the room. Almost as tall as Alistair, his towering figure swayed with the movements. His light brown hair curled at his temple and hung down around his ears, and bright blue eyes darted across the space.

“Goodness, is this where you spend your days at the moment?” Luke came to a sharp stop in the middle of the study and turned back and forth. “It’s so… dark and dreary.”

Alistair’s eyes followed his friend’s gaze around the room. He supposed he had let his décor slip. There was something to be said about the dark though. It taxed one less and let him hide in the shadows.

“It suits me well.”

“Suits you?” Luke looked at him with raised eyebrows. “I remember an Alistair that used to wake up every day with a joke.” He hurried around to the desk. “What happened to him, I wonder?”

“He grew up.” Alistair stepped forward, alarmed at what his friend was doing. Luke reached for the first drawer and searched through the papers. “What are you doing?” Alistair drove his foot against the bottom drawer, ensuring his friend would not open that and discover his secret.

“Where are your invitations?”

“You mean the things I try to ignore as much as possible?” Alistair said with a smirk as Luke snapped up a bundle of letters from the first drawer and dropped them onto the desk. “Isn’t it miraculous how at ease you are in my own house?”

“You mean your castle,” Luke reminded him with a smile of his own. “I’ve run around here since I was no taller than this desk, and you know you’ve done the same to my house. Last month I caught you reading through my books as if they were your own.”

“You overslept. I had to do something with my time as I waited for you.”

“Well, it was a rather merry night beforehand.” Luke paused in his perusing of the letters. “An assembly that you missed.”

“Willingly.” Alistair nodded his head at the letters. “Most of these events do not interest me.”

These days, Alistair preferred to ignore the ton when he wasn’t meeting them on his own terms. At least at his own balls, he could watch people from afar, and he rarely drew attention to himself. It was a chance to observe them as if they were characters on a theater stage, about to make some awful error for his entertainment.

At other people’s events, he was talked to for what he was, and not who he was. A Duke. They saw him as a potential suitor for their daughters and granddaughters, an ‘in’ to the upper echelons of society, not a man who was worthy of conversation or to be genuinely interesting company.

“You haven’t been given an invitation to another of those mysterious balls then.” Luke tossed down the invitations with some irritation.

“What?” Alistair feigned ignorance and walked away from the desk, hiding his mischievous smile.

“You know the ones I mean. The odd host, the one they have dubbed so grandly as the ‘Ebony-Dressed Host.’ Ha! You should hear the way people talk of him. They’re fascinated by him.” Luke laughed and sat back in Alistair’s chair, completely at ease. Alistair hardly minded. They often spent their days together, ever since they were children. “I cannot believe you are not invited. The last was an entertaining occasion, and I would certainly enjoy it more if you were present.”

“Hmm.” Alistair folded his arms and leaned on the back of the chaise longue. “Something tells me that you will enjoy it fine without me. Perhaps it’s your smile that gives away your true thoughts.” He pointed with eagerness at Luke’s face who adopted a serious and stern expression. “Ha! You cannot keep that expression up, and you know it.”

“Perhaps not. Let us just say that at the assembly you missed last month, I met a certain young lady. A lady whom…”

“Whom, what?” Alistair encouraged him on. “Interested you? You are interested by many ladies, Luke.”

“No, she is… different. Something more than that. Ah, it does not matter.” Luke shook his head. “Her father didn’t allow me within three feet of her anyway. I suppose it is my reputation that had him on guard.” He sighed heavily for a second, then shifted his focus back to Alistair’s face. “You have not been invited then, which seems a strange thing indeed.”

“Why is that?” Alistair shrugged and reached for a candle nearby. “Come on. If you are here so late, then I can only presume you have come with one thing in mind. You are after a decent drink.”

“Could it not be simply the company of an old friend?” Luke chuckled as he stood and followed Alistair out of the room.

“I notice you eagerly follow me anyway.” He led Luke all the way to his feasting room.

The room was once an armory, and the walls still bore many of the weapons and shining pieces of armor from generations ago. On one wall, pikes and longswords filled the space, and on the other, bascinets and great helms dotted the stone work, each one gleaming in the candlelight.

Alistair put down his candle on the long mahogany table and reached for the drinks cabinet set in the corner, pulling out a carafe of brandy with tall short glasses.

“Here, this is what you came for, I know it,” Alistair taunted his friend and held the glass in the air in front of him. Luke all too gladly took the glass and tipped it back to his lips.

“Is there no way we can wrangle you an invitation to this event?” he asked and took a seat at the table, leaving the chair at the head for Alistair. “You are just about the most eligible man in London, so it seems strange you would not be invited.”

“Eligible? Me?” Alistair chuckled and nearly choked on his brandy. “I think you’re losing your senses.”

“Certainly not.” Luke gestured to the room they sat in. “You’re a duke and you have a castle. You know as well as I how fathers’ eyes light up when they see you arrive at an event.”

“Perhaps that is why this mysterious host does not want me present then,” Alistair offered, tipping the glass to his lips and enjoying the burn of the brandy in the back of his throat. He enjoyed the secrecy of the event, and it was rather humorous to him to realize that though Luke had been to the last three balls Alistair had hosted, not once had Luke realized who he was. “If he hopes to make a match of his own, then another eligible man present wouldn’t help things.”

“Perhaps not. Well,” Luke sat forward, “I shall just have to tell you everything that happens there that night instead.”

“Spare me,” Alistair pleaded with a roll of his eyes. “You know I have little liking for such things.”

“Come on. It must entertain you to some degree. I know you, Alistair.” Luke put down his glass and thrust a finger toward him. “Something you find irresistible in this world is the folly of others. It’s an entertainment to you, and why shouldn’t it be? These events offer you humor. You find people fascinating.”

“Perhaps a little.”

“So, I shall tell you all that happens.” Luke lifted his glass again. “And I shall tell you everything that happens with the young lady that has caught my eye as well.”

“Ha! I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again, spare me the details.”

Alistair had no wish to hear of a fine young lady catching Luke’s eye. He didn’t like to hear of courtships or ladies’ charms in general at the moment. For one lady haunted him so much. As he topped up their glasses, he saw her again in his mind’s eye. The brown hair whipped past her face, and she smiled. Then that smile vanished for good.

Chapter Three

“Heavens, Belle, have you ever seen anything quite like it?” Harriet asked in a breathy voice.

“Never.” Belle’s eyes widened in awe.

The ball was being hosted in a grand hall, outside of London in the middle of open countryside. The old house must have been empty for years but hired especially for the event.

As they approached, Belle quickly saw that the host must have concerned himself with spectacle and the opportunity to make his guests gaze in wonder. Great colored cloths swathed the front doors, flanked by burning torches. On either side, instead of staff greeting them there were acrobats, performing various seemingly impossible positions whilst taking their invitation cards, to ensure each guest was indeed welcome.

Belle and Harriet followed their father and stepmother through the open door, arm in arm. At the sight of the great hall that had been decorated for the event in shining strips of gold and white, Belle felt underdressed.

Quick glances around the room showed many guests had come in ostentatious costumes. Some outfits were more last century in style, with heavily corseted waists for the ladies, and long stockings for the gentlemen, reaching above their knees. There wasn’t a single face that was instantly recognizable, for all wore masks. Some had gone as far as wearing fine turbans on their heads and elaborate headdresses of peacock and swan feathers.

Belle fumbled with the turquoise gown she had opted for and the feathered mask upon her face that barely covered the area around her eyes. She didn’t doubt why her father had insisted on her not concealing her identity so much.

He wishes to make it easy for Lord Rudderham to recognize me.

“I do not think I shall forget tonight any time soon,” Harriet whispered to Belle, as Charles and Margaret greeted other nearby guests. “Do you think we shall see the mysterious host they all talk of?”

“Perhaps, but do not concern yourself with that.” Belle shifted her grasp on her sister, taking her hand instead, and drawing her away across the room. With some eagerness, she put some distance between them and their father.

I do not trust father not to renege on his deal.

They had talked of it openly again that morning, with Belle insisting she’d rather marry Lord Rudderham than see her sister end up with such a cruel fate. Seemingly, Charles was happy with the arrangement, and to his relief, Lord Rudderham had written back to his first communication on the issue with some eagerness, professing his delight in marrying the elder sister rather than the younger.

The sight of Lord Rudderham’s handwriting talking of his gladness to be marrying her sickened her to the gut.

She drew her sister toward the refreshments table and hid the two of them between standing candelabras and one of the low-hanging sheaths of gold cloth from the ceiling.

“Why are we standing here?” Harriet asked. “Are you trying to hide us from the world?”

“No,” Belle lied and put herself further into the shadows.

Her attempt was short-lived as Charles crossed toward them. His cheeks were pink, and his jaw was tense, showing he had evidently recognized what she was doing.

“Belle, remember what we discussed this morning,” he urged, crossing toward her and hissing under his breath. “You must make yourself available for when he arrives. Is that understood? You cannot hide in shadows.”

She glared at her father, feeling his penetrating gaze boring into her own.

“You made that plain,” she murmured in a low tone.

“Then obey me.”

Her stomach curled in disgust, and her hand involuntarily drew toward a secret pocket of her skirt. She had sewn such a pocket into most of her skirts, though no one knew of it but the laundry maids. Inside the pocket, she kept her one chance to escape from the world she knew, her diary.

She clutched at it through the silken folds, thinking of everything she would say in those pages once she had the chance to write something. She would speak of her father, and his need to be ‘obeyed,’ as if she was a soldier at his command and not his daughter. 

Charles glared between Belle and Harriet one last time, then retreated, crossing the ballroom back toward his wife, and adjusting the slim mask he wore as he moved.

“What was that about?” Harriet pulled on her arm, drawing her attention. Belle shifted her focus to her sister, looking at the ivory-white mask adorning her features. It did just as little to hide her identity as Belle’s own mask did. Anyone that wished to recognize Harriet tonight would do so with ease. “Belle? What is going on?”

“Nothing, it does not matter. Come, let us find something to drink.” Belle turned to the refreshments table to find a servant dressed boldly handing her a glass of champagne before she could even ask for it. He performed an elaborate bow, then offered Harriet another glass and hurried away with a dramatic wave of his arm. “Even the staff has been trained to be ostentatious.”

“You are right.” Harriet moved to stand in front of Belle. “Yet you are changing the subject. Belle, what was our father just speaking to you about?”

Hurriedly, Belle took a sip of her champagne, delaying having to answer. Deep in her gut, something twisted tightly, making her feel a little nauseous, but she fought against the feeling. She knew if she told Harriet the truth, her sister would be enraged at Belle’s sacrifice for her. Harriet would insist on marrying Lord Rudderham regardless, and she would then be condemned to a life of misery.

For Harriet’s own sake, for now, I must keep this a secret from her.

“It does not matter. It’s certainly not something so worrisome for you to be concerned with tonight.” Harriet pointed across the room. “How about we search for that gentleman you have scarcely stopped talking of since the last assembly.”

“You are mothering me again.”

“I beg your pardon?” Belle flicked her head around to face Harriet in surprise.

“You are mothering me.” Harriet’s expression darkened. “You think I cannot tell you are keeping secrets, Belle? Or that you seem to be under some misguided notion that it is wise for me not to know what these secrets are? I am not as young as I once was, and I certainly don’t need to be mothered.”

Belle swallowed uncomfortably, fidgeting with her glass.

I still cannot tell you, Harriet. I’m sorry. I’m trying to protect you, please understand.

“Excuse me.” A smooth deep voice approached them.

Belle stepped back, alarmed they had been approached by a gentleman when she had worked hard to hide in the shadows. He bowed deeply to the two of them and raised his head, his own small mask doing a feeble attempt to hide his identity.

The light brown hair was instantly recognizable, as was the easy smile on his lips as he looked at Harriet.

“Miss Darlington, Miss Harriet,” he greeted them each in turn, though his eyes lingered on Harriet for much longer. “Forgive me for taking this opportunity while your father is distracted, but may I have the honor of the next dance, Miss Harriet?”

Harriet balked with her fingers fidgeting on her glass. Belle swiftly took that glass from her sister’s hand.

“Lord Warrington, I…” Harriet paused, glancing across the room. Belle followed that gaze to see Charles was lost in a crowd of other equally ambitious men who were trying to point out the richest men in the room.

“You are right to take advantage of his distraction, my Lord,” Belle said and nudged her sister in the back. “Go on, sister.”

Harriet smiled instantly and took Lord Warrington’s hand. As she walked away, following him toward where the other dancers had gathered, ready for the first dance, Belle watched her sister intently. Harriet was in awe as she gazed at Lord Warrington and hurried with a skip in her step. It was her excitable innocence that gave her such a charm.

May you treat her well, Lord Warrington. She has talked about little else other than you since the last assembly.

Belle sipped from her drink and smiled, as the music began. Rather than a string quartet, or even a harp to accompany the dancers, as she had so often seen, the mysterious host had gathered an entire orchestra that sat above them on a balcony. The opening notes were so loud that Belle and many others in the room jumped in surprise.

She laid a hand to her heart, feeling it quiver, then smiled at the eager manner in which her sister began her dance with Lord Warrington.

That is the smile I have been waiting to see.

Belle retreated deeper into the shadows, trying to hide, but she was ineffective. At once, she saw someone approaching her across the room, his balding head noticeably shining in the candlelight.

She hurried around the refreshments table, but was blocked in, for there were more servants here pouring out champagne in glasses, and she couldn’t possibly push through without causing a scene. Lord Rudderham followed her, his shadow passing over her.

“Miss Darlington.” He bowed to her and stepped far closer toward her than was appropriate. She hurried back, bumping into a standing candelabra. In danger of knocking it over, she reached back and grabbed it, holding it still. “I must confess how delighted I was to receive your offer in your father’s letter.”

“It was not an offer exactly, my Lord, but a necessity.”

“It was a thrill to me,” he continued on as if she hadn’t spoken at all. When his eyes darted down her figure, she walked away, trying to reach the refreshments table again for some sort of distraction. He followed her, and hovered at her shoulder, dropping his voice to a whisper in her ear. “We shall have to make the arrangements of course, but I cannot hide my excitement for the wedding night.” His hand took her arm. “In truth, I am not sure I can wait that long.”

Disgusted, Belle pulled her arm sharply from his.

***

“They make a spectacle,” Alistair chuckled to himself, watching the ball from the balcony above, with his full orchestra beside him. He’d dressed in black, as he always did, and the heavy mask on his face covered most of his features. His dark reddish-brown hair he’d slicked back with wax, so it looked so unlike his normal cropped short wild curls. With a heavy jacket on his shoulder, unlike the tailcoats he’d usually wear, it masked him completely.

In the ballroom, many groups had peeled off. He observed the gossipers, those that had come merely to talk of others, and he saw those who guffawed with laughter openly, already drunk and discussing smoking out on the terrace as soon as possible. Alistair watched couples attempt to dance together, who were unsuited for the task, and he saw more than one gentleman hurrying after a lady that was rather too fine for him.

It was entertainment indeed. When his eyes flicked toward the refreshment table, however, he saw something that made his smile falter.

A lady stood in the shadows, as if trying her best to hide. She was striking in a turquoise blue gown and with a slim mask. Her dark blonde hair cascaded down the back of her head in an enticing way. Any imagining Alistair might have had of running his fingers through those gold locks vanished when he saw the way she tore her arm out of the man’s grasp beside her.

The gentleman in question was Lord Rudderham. His heavy jowls shuddered with her rejection, then he moved even closer toward her. She retreated away, bumping into the table so that the glasses danced on the white cloth.

What is he doing to that lady?

Alistair’s hand tightened around the banister before him as he watched the two of them together. The lady jerked her head away, trying to look anywhere else than at the Earl. Alistair was reminded of another lady.

Someone else who had pressed her lips together with such nerves and made an effort to escape a gentleman that pursued her so relentlessly. It was a long time ago, but the mannerisms were just the same.

As the lady lifted a champagne glass to her lips, taking hurried sips to ignore whatever horrid things Lord Rudderham was saying in her ear, her hand around the glass shook.

I cannot stand this. I will not see the past repeating itself.

Without thinking much of his actions, Alistair left the balcony and hurried down the nearest staircase. As he approached, many of the guests turned to look at him, tittering like birds in a morning dawn chorus. They pointed at him and gossiped about how he was the mysterious, unknown host. He ignored them all and walked hurriedly to the lady and gentleman at the side of the room.

The lady’s hand shook so much around her wine glass, she was in danger of dropping it. The Earl’s hand curled around her arm a second time, and she pushed him off.

“You will not do that. Do you understand, Miss Darlington?” Lord Rudderham hissed, loud enough for Alistair to hear.

He rounded the refreshments table and stepped in front of the pair, watching as their eyes darted toward him. Miss Darlington was in danger of dropping her drink for a second time, and Lord Rudderham stood taller, his spine twitching straight.

“Forgive the intrusion,” Alistair said with ease, adopting a deeper tone than he would usually use. He could have sworn Miss Darlington reacted to that huskiness, her lips parting a little. “I cannot simply stand by and watch this.” His eyes flicked away from her and toward Lord Rudderham. “You are making this lady nervous, Lord Rudderham.”

Miss Darlington tried to move away from the Earl, taking a subtle step to the side. When the Earl followed her, Alistair’s hands tightened into fists. He moved closer, protectively, his superior height dwarfing Lord Rudderham.

“Release her,” Alistair ordered, his tone deep in warning.

“What is this?” The Earl frowned. “I will not have a stranger come up to me and order me away from my betrothed.”

Alistair’s eyes darted to the lady, who made no effort to deny the claim, though she grimaced in the most painful way, with those full lips pressing flat.

This young woman is to marry this foul old man? Impossible. 

Be on the lookout for its release soon!